Chapter 9

The next morning I awoke early and went to take a shower in my private bathroom. Then I went to get dressed. “What to wear for my first day of lessons.” I opted for something casual and comfortable, so I chose a black skirt and a baby blue top to go with it.

About an hour later, Max, Chris and Alex came to escort me, first to breakfast and then to my first class. This class was according to my schedule to be female submission 101. My blood was starting to boil with just the title alone. Somehow I just knew I was not going to get through this lecture demurely.

At breakfast, my mother and brothers saw me and called me over.

“You are looking great my daughter. Are you happy now that you are on the path to being the girl you always wanted to be. I always knew you were struggling with gender issues. I had hoped that you could confide in me. I will help you to become the girl you want to be. I know that you are going to have some hard times still with your father. I wish there was some way to modify his behavior. I have put up with it for too long.”

Alec said, “I am so glad to see you become who you were meant to be. I know that dad made your life very difficult trying to force you to fit his standards of masculinity. I too, always knew that was not what was meant for you. I will try and be there for you as much as possible, sis. I also think you cut a beautiful figure as a girl. Mom there may be a way to cut dad down to size. I know of some irregularities in his books and may be able to take control from him. I also have some ideas on how to give him a better understanding of women and what it will feel like if he was in the role of what he considers to be the perfect woman. Just give me a little time to implement my plans.”

Carl came over to me and gave me a reassuring hug. “I, too, accept you as my beautiful older sister and will try to give you all the support and love that you will need from me. I only wish that dad could accept you for yourself and not try to change you to fit his bizarre notions of femininity. Alec I will support you in whatever you decide to do to dad. He needs to learn that he can't control everybody and make them do his bidding.”

My time spent with my family, minus my dad of course, helped me to find the strength within myself to start being the person I want to be. I think I can finally admit that I enjoy being dressed up like I am now and always felt that I was born the wrong sex. Maybe in a very strange way my dad was helping me to develop into what I wanted. I just don't know if I can put up with his antiquated notions of men and women.

All to soon, breakfast was over and my guys escorted me down the corridor to the classroom section. They led me to the door to the class.

“Michelle, we will be back when the lecture is over. I know that this class will be hard for you. Just remember the instructor is being coerced to say what your father wants. She was once your father's male rival whom he transformed into the submissive woman before you. I know this because I saw it done and it was not a pretty sight. This incident is what keeps most of us in check.”

This statement scared me. I was now beginning to get very afraid of what may be in store for me. I was starting to view my father as a very crazed individual bent on world domination. I somehow felt that he was not going to stop with just this little secret group. I hoped that Alec was right and could stop him. I was also fearing what might happen to my brother if he failed given what my dad did to his rival.