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Well She is developing
Janelle is becoming in to her own but she does need some help as we all do. Baby sitting is good for her and it will give her some experience with kids too.
I'm enjoying this story so much please keep it going.
Love Samantha Renee Heart
Definitely not a boy...
Janelle desires help to be the emerging girl she is seeking to accept. Glad that Janelle is back. The story would have been forced if I continued earlier.
Hugs, Jessie
Jessica E. Connors
Jessica Connors
Nice to see a new chapter of
Nice to see a new chapter of this story. Janelle has certainly shown that she is rapidly coming into her own as a girl. I am thinking that she is finally understanding, what she was told long ago by her best friend Jenny that there was no way that she was a boy.
She was told by Jenny...
Good memory ^_^, Janelle is glad to be back active in story form.
Hugs, Jessie
Jessica E. Connors
Jessica Connors
Yes, you ARE a girl Janelle!
But I understand your dilemma! You can't squeeze fifteen years of growing up female into one summer vacation! Spending time with young Jenny though wouldn't be such a bad thing! A little age regression wouldn't be a bad thing either. Jess dear, thank you for coming back to this one. IMHO, Janelle could use some li'l girl time before diving into the deep end of the "dating pool"! Loving Hugs Talia
Janelle's dilemma...
You are correct she can benefit from her time with Jenny; She can't fit 15 years or growth and experience in the summer. But the ice of isolation has been broken. She is blessed with good people around her.
Diving into the dating pool is noted, TY.
Hugs ^_^
Jessie
Jessica E. Connors
Jessica Connors
Acceptance
Caroline triggered an attitude which the old Ronnie would have jumped on, due to what he saw at home. But it was Janelle who realized she no longer had to act or think that way, and it was to Jenny's benefit that she spend time with Jenny over the summer. A side benefit, which she doesn't recognize, is she herself coming out of her she'll as well.
Talking with Hannah and Joy about how she feels inside is so much different than what Ronnie wanted before the surgery. Before, Ronnie wanted to be a girl and be able to dress in girls clothing. But did Ronnie feel like a girl or boy inside? Physically, Ronnie was treated as a boy, beaten by both parents if his dad caught him dressed as a girl; mom was covering her butt to keep from being caught allowing him to dress as a girl.
Now, after the surgery and the discovery Ronnie is actually a girl, Janelle is wondering why she doesn't feel like a girl inside. How can anyone feel something inside when those feelings have been suppressed by force for years? The feelings are there, it's just a matter of letting them out without the fear of being beaten for doing so. This is going to be hard for Janelle to get over without help from someone; she will become frightened each and every time she tries to free them without help. Hannah will help to a point, but they will need professional help in the end.
Such an unrecognized tease is Janelle, looking for that which was absent for her first 15 years. Hannah provides what she always wanted from her birth mom, yet she wants another kind. The kind that was beaten down so tight inside her, she see it in the wrong light. She enjoys the attraction boys have shown her but that isn't what she actually seeks. She has yet to recognize the one thing she wants more than anything else is acceptance. Acceptance for the person she is, not who she's been told who he was. This is another area which will take time to become evident.
A girls time together will be good for Janelle to experience. They will be able to talk about subjects needing discussed without worried about offending or embarrassing the male halves. Grandma Grant will be indispensable in answering those medical questions which are sure to arise. Hope everyone is ready for the barrage of questions from Janelle.
Others have feelings too.
You chose the wrong store part 9
Janelle is having trouble adjusting to being a girl
Girls rule