Somehow my muse has gotten me to examine the normalicy of interpersonal relationships as far as ones parents are concerned. In reading a story recently I found the author was extremely distraught over the loss of her parents; it took months for her to begin to function relatively normally again.

My once carefree web surfing seems to have gone extinct and I am not sure why. I am not a computer geek, but I enjoy what I get into and I love writing and reading stories. Several weeks ago Microsoft said it was going to stop supporting XP, then last week SKYPE offered me a new version.

I wear skirts most of the time, usually well below the knee, though I do have some rather trashy minis. I feel as if I am gradually finding my moral compass and am perhaps realizing that I should be getting away from such shameless displays of my "astonishingly hot legs!". Attached to them are this body that is very questionably "hot" or NOT HOT, as you wish.

As I was working on the third and final chapter of my "Changed by Aliens", I began to remember some details of a Science Fiction story I'd read some years ago. The similarities to that other story were purely inadvertent. So, now I am faced with what to do now.

This is too hard for me to figure out, giggle, even if I did take my shoes off! :)

But somewhere on here, I was reading about the lady and the IRS and in the bottom of the article it said that the there are between 1600 and 2000 SRS operations performed in the US every year. There are probably 10 times that done by US citizens outside the US, but I doubt that they counted those.

Hey:

Look at this link. Maybe not so empty headed? Maybe she has a lot more brains than she lets on? And, once she found out that there are consequences to her actions...who knows?

http://cdn.funnyordie.com/videos/4178033806

Gwendolyn

I have some Muslim background and regulary corespond with other women who live in various countries in the Middle east...Iraq, Morrocco, Saudi Arabia, and others. Suddenly, in the last two weeks, I have lost contact with all of them.

There is just one little hitch though...

You gotta convert to Islam and go to Iran!

No seriously, read the article. The risk isn't that great!

What? Do you want to live forever?

http://www.thefirstpost.co.uk/45000,features,transsexuals-in...

Khadija Gwendolyn

I was looking for the latest in TG research today and happened upon this link. After giving it a fast read, I don't know what to think except to be appalled at Mr Bailey. He says that T girls are most suited to be prostitutes. Gah!!!! He'd also rather that T children grow up to be happy Gay men instead.

http://aebrain.blogspot.com/2008/05/transsexual-causation-am...

It is a segment of a story idea.

A really passable trans woman faces only grief at the hands of her family and has finally given up after years of Artillery duals.

She gets this message from an on line friend to go visit her in Northern Iraq. Very dangerous with the Taliban slinking about like snakes in the night.

When I got my new apartment, I was so ecstaic; deleriously happy; almost dancing in the street. I would have a place with real windows! AND, I would finally have a "bedroom"! Did I mention I was beside my self with glee?!?

Hello my lovelies:

Perhaps a year ago, an Author published a story here that involved a wife loving her husband so much that she started him along the road to transition, apparently even when he was unaware of his need to do it. In the progress of the story, she eventually has him living as a woman, and then finds him an apartment and later divorced him.

But first I must travel to a distant Galaxy so they can change my internet service. Hopefully, I will be back on line by Monday afternoon

Many Blessings, and I will miss you all VWEWY MUCh ! SMOOCHES !

Khadija Gwendolyn Brown

For those of us who have jumped into the deep end of the pool, and transitioned or at least started, I had a few sessions with a Professional Speech Pathologist. She taught me a few things that I spent time working on, but I am afraid that I am no where near as diligent as I ought to be.

I will bet that my stories leave some of you chilled and for many years I have felt ashamed of my "perverted" desires. Some perhaps fear that I could be a danger to children and small animals but let me assure you that aggression against others has never been even considered.

I noticed tonight that the last chapter of "Being Christina Chase" had been recently opened and for a brief moment in time, thought that KK had birthed another chapter.

I must shamelessly admit that when I became a woman, did the whacking and oven making, all interest in how computers are made, abruptly just left me. I used to work with all that technical stuff a lot but that was part of another life in a universe far, far away...

I became aquainted with the Internet in 1980. Remember the amber screen, DOS, 720 kb flopies, and the 8088 chip? Oh, there had been been people messing about with tiny PCs before that but I never could see the point of it with their miniscule capabilities. I didn not want to mess with computers, I wanted to do something.

I have stumbled onto a web site that, so far seems very good, though I have a lot of reading to do to completely understand it.

http://www.gendertree.com/Reparative_Therapy.htm

I have become aware that a number of the parents that I know have followed the same protocal as in the story. Happily, all the boys have tired of the practice and moved on to other things. I wonder what sort of teens, men, husbands these males will be?

I am sitting here feeling very confused and disillusioned. I am no longer sure that any of this transgender stuff is anything but a delusional fantasy. The thing that makes it really bitter is that I believed it all. I'd had these drives for 57 of my 61 years and my siblings say it was evident even before that. I'd been led to believe that the solution for the problem was the surgery that I had.