Starting College my way. A story of fiction by Symphony Simms.

Starting College my way. Chapter 15.

After midnight Friday night September 13th in Andy’s car at Bullfrog Lake.

We left the Fox Hollow and walked across the parking lot to Andy’s car. It was a big black Chrysler. He rushed to open the door for me. I politely thanked him and got in. It was only a short walk across the parking lot to his car but I was glad to get inside, although the deep leather seats in the car did take a short while to heat up.

Andy noticed me shivering. “I can switch the seat heater on if you wish,” he said. I agreed and was almost instantly comfortable.

“Where do you work to be able to afford a luxury car like this?” I asked as we pulled onto the highway and quietly accelerated away.

“It’s not an expensive car. Your Dad drives a Range Rover now that’s expensive.”

“How do you know what my Dad drives.”

“Leslie, I have known Fiona for a couple of years. I have been to your house and we have met before.”

I stopped myself talking for a moment. Did this guy know that until recently I was a boy?

“So where did we meet last because I don’t remember.”

“It was at the recital at the Lenfest Hall. You played guitar with Fiona. I was just in a bunch of people that came to congratulate you both after you finished. I am not surprised you don’t remember. You were dressed rather differently that night.”

“Does that bother you?” I asked.

“Bother me no!” he said. “You make a very attractive woman. I am intrigued.”

“So what are you intrigued. It must be obvious t you that I used to be a boy.”

“To be honest Leslie when I first saw you I wondered if you were a girl or not. I couldn’t make my mind up. I found you attractive similar to the way I find Fiona attractive. You have beautiful clear skin and bright penetrating eyes.”

“You were careful not to give anything away there Andy. Clear skin and penetrating eyes.”

“I did say I found you attractive Leslie. Dressed as you are tonight you are even more attractive.”

“Andy please be careful. You know I used to be a boy and you just said you find me attractive.”

“I know,” he said.

We were approaching the turn-off to my Mom and Dad’s house.

“Andy,” I said feeling very bold and intrigued myself. “If you would like to talk about this some more, we don’t have to go straight to my parents’ house.” And we promptly carried on past the turnoff to my parents’ house.

“So where are you taking me to Andy?” I asked.

“You know we are not very far from Bullfrog Lake!”

“Are you thinking of doing a little fishing Andy?”

“Maybe,” he said. “But I wasn’t thinking of getting out of the car, except maybe to get into the back seat.”

‘Oh shit,’ I thought to myself. I might have to kiss another boy, this time in a private place with no one else around. There may be more than kissing involved. I was getting a little excited.

“We may have to do a little more talking before I find myself comfortable enough to get into the back seat with you.’

“That’s OK,” said Andy. “I wouldn’t want to make you uncomfortable. I am enjoying myself just having you sit in my car talking to me.”

“First thing you need to know Andy is that anything that goes on between us gets straight back to Fiona. I am not going to do anything behind her back.”

“That’s OK Leslie. Fiona and I enjoy each other’s company but I don’t see it going anywhere. She has never so much as let me kiss her on the lips and we have had four dates over two months.”

We were making the turn down to Bullfrog Lake.

“This is it Andy. When I tell her we have been down to Bullfrog Lake I don’t think she will want to date you any more, still I doubt that you ever have a problem finding dates.”

“That sounds like a complement Leslie. Does that mean that you are admitting to finding me attractive?”

“OK you caught me,” I said. “Yes I find you attractive. But as I said before I let you kiss me we still have some talking to do.”

Andy drove the car into the Bullfrog Lake parking lot and went over near the lake before reversing under an overhanging tree. He switched the engine off and all I could see were some courtesy lights inside the car and the moon glimmering over the lake.

Andy turned to look at me and looked back at him. We were separated by the console between us. As I looked at him the lights faded and I could only see his outline.

“OK so what are we going to talk about Leslie?”

“I have to tell you about me Andy. I need you to know about my condition or rather I should say my gender.”

“I am interested to know Leslie.” He seemed to smile but I couldn’t be sure in the dark.

“I am a girl Andy, but that’s not what my drivers’ license says and I have male parts between my legs. I live as a girl and I want to stay being a girl forever. My brain tells me I am a girl, it’s just that my body doesn’t agree.”

“So you don’t just cross dress for enjoyment?”

“No Andy that is not what I am. When I was younger I did cross dress in private when I believed that there was no alternate path for me, but now I understand that I should have been a girl all along.”

“Are you going to get an operation?”

“I don’t know Andy. I am not far enough down that path to come to that decision, although that is further off in the distance it is still along the path I am headed. What about you?”

“We got past you pretty quick. I wasn’t planning on talking about me.”

“There are two people in any relationship Andy. I want to know about you. What do you feel about what I just said?”

“Did you learn that from your analyst, asking about my feelings?”

“I am not seeing an analyst Andy, but I need to feel comfortable about what I just said to you.”

“I consider myself a heterosexual male, but I get turned on by the sight or thought of a beautiful woman with a penis. You have just explained to me, and correct if I am wrong, that you are a woman with a penis. I also find you very attractive.”

“I find you very attractive, but I would also find you very attractive as a regular woman. Now that I find that you have male parts I find you even more attractive. Well let’s not say more attractive. You are a very beautiful woman. I would find it hard to resist you either way.”

“Did you find me attractive at the recital, when you knew I was a boy?”

“No, I didn’t even think about it.” He paused for a second. “That isn’t true. The first time I saw you I didn’t know if you were a boy or a girl. When I thought of you as a girl I thought you could be attractive, if you dressed better and put make-up on, you could be just as attractive as Fiona, but when I found out you were a boy I didn’t think of you as attractive anymore because I don’t find homosexuality attractive.”

“But if we got into the back of this car Andy, most people would say that anything we did would technically be homosexual.”

“Yes and I am nervous Leslie. I have never done anything like this before and I don’t think of myself as homosexual, but I still want to do it. I want to kiss you Leslie and just see where it leads us.”

“Me too Andy! I have never done anything like this before. I have kissed a couple of boys but never gone further than kissing.”

“Leslie, I think the talking has gone far enough. Want to get in the back?”

I opened my door and he opened his. He reached for the rear door and opened it and I did the same.

I must admit I was frightened. A number of things he could do to me at this crossed my mind. He could just drive away and leave me in the dark in the middle of nowhere or he could beat the crap out of me, but he is a friend of Fiona’s and he knows my sister and he has been in my house and met my parents. I couldn’t believe he could do anything bad to me.

We both got in the back. I was shivering with either fright or anticipation, I am not sure which. We could see each other clearly not because of the courtesy lights and we looked at each other, then as the light began to fade he put his arms around me and pulled me to him.

We kissed. We kissed for a few minutes. He tasted good and clean and his tongue and lips mixing with mine sent tingles all over my body. He was a big man and I felt comfortable and safe in his arms, but I was also unbelievably sexually excited.

After a few minutes he picked me up and placed me on his lap. We kissed some more and I could feel his erection against my thigh making my erection strain against my panties. He put his hand between my legs and I tried to open my legs to gain him access but the skirt was to tight so I pulled away from him for a moment and found a way to pull my skirt up so I wasn’t sitting on it.

His hand found its way to my penis folded back beneath me and he started rubbing me through my panties. That was the moment the kissing stopped. I reached down between us and grabbed his penis. It was big and solid and he made an involuntary grunt as I began to massage it from outside his pants.

He picked me up again and maneuvered me towards the end of the seat then he tried to remove my panties so I removed them for him and threw them onto the front seat and my shoes went on the floor. We maneuvered each other till his head was in my lap and he started kissing my penis.

He kisses and licked and massaged me with his fingers before he took me completely in his mouth and started sucking on me. I had one hand on his head and the other on his back just enjoying what he was doing to me, before I realized that I should be doing something for him.

I slid sideways across the seat so I was beneath him and as he made room for me I reached to open his pants. He was a lot bigger than me and circumcised as I was not. I knew I couldn’t get that all in my mouth but I would give it a try. He was straining to gently push his penis towards my mouth.

I took his penis in my mouth and ran my tongue all over the head, into the hole at the end that made him shiver, then all around the outside and over all of the head which made him shiver some more. He was moaning in his throat which gave me a wonderful sensation in my penis so I started to do the same. He now started gently and rhythmically to push his penis into and out of my mouth and I just let him as that allowed me to concentrate on enjoying what he was doing to my penis.

By this time I was spread out across the back seat with my legs up in the air. I could feel the cold windows with my feet. He had one knee on the seat beside my head and one foot on the floor supporting himself without pushing his giant penis down my throat and out of the other side. I was holding his hips away from my face with my hands, but he felt so powerful I knew I couldn’t stop him from choking me if he wanted to.

He stopped sucking my penis and started spitting at my balls. At first I didn’t understand what was happening until he began to put a finger into my ass then resumed sucking my penis. With his finger moving inside my ass and what he was doing to my penis I started to have what I consider to be an orgasm. Then a second finger went into my ass. I was floating on clouds of pleasure.

I felt like I lost control of my body. Waves of pleasure swept back and forth and around my body till I came inside his mouth. He didn’t move and he surprised me my not letting a drop go. I believe I could feel the sensation of him swallowing.

We continued to suck on each other but I couldn’t continue because the pain of the pleasure became too great. I had to stop him and I sat myself up to rearrange and regroup myself. We both sat up.

“We are not finished yet.” He said.

“I know,” I said. “Just give me a second or two to catch my breath.” As we sat next to each other.

“Can I fuck you ass?” he asked. I didn’t know what to say. Was I big enough to get that thing inside me? I didn’t know. Then I though this kind of thing happens every day. I have never heard of anyone dying from it.

“Have you got a condom?” I asked.

He did. We pulled his pants down to his knees then he put the condom on him and I spat on it till it was all wet and slippery. I lifted my skirt to my waist and straddled him then I reached between my legs to grab him and guide him into my ass.

‘This was insane!’ I was thinking to myself. ‘It’s not going to go in,’ but I knew I had to try. He filled the entrance then it went in a little way. I thought ‘this isn’t too bad,’ then the head of his penis crossed my sphincter and I screamed. A share burst of pain came over me but I daren’t move. The pain subsided enough for me to feel a little pleasure, and then strangely to me I began to feel the sensation of accomplishment.

I am a girl and I have a dick inside me. It feels great.

Then I started to slide down his pole. Little by little I eased my was down, pausing and lifting up a little before easing down some more. The further down I went the greater sensation that my insides were moving around to let this giant penis inside me.

He put his giant hands on each side of my face and kissed me deeply. I felt so wonderfully feminine in his hands. I relaxed my grip on him to enjoy the kiss and I slipped down him the rest of the way. I instantly felt like he was poking himself into my diaphragm and my lungs. He way all the way in. I could feel his balls against my ass cheeks. I felt stretched and in pain but it was worth it. Rolling thunderous waves of pleasure rolled around my abdomen. I was in heaven.

Slowly at first but steadily quicker he began to move up and down inside me. I began to move around him and move my hips back and forth but that increased the pain. I decided to allow him to do all of the work. I rested my arms around his neck and my forehead against his.

He was holding me up now with his hands under my arms to give him room to pound my ass from below. I shivered and spazumed and shook till I came once again without anyone touching me. I came all over his shirt but he didn’t notice. He was pounding my ass with all the energy he could muster.

He lasted what seemed a long time but he had to come. He gripped me tightly and spazumed and shook as he buried his head into my neck as he came inside me again and again. Then we stopped moving and settled to an easier pace of breathing and we held each other as he brushed my hair with his hand.

I could feel his penis shrink inside me. The sense of accomplishment was huge and the orgasmic waves still rumbled inside me in spite of the pain.

Everything settled down to a warm pleasurable glow and I lifted myself off him and sat beside him.

“That was wonderful,” he said.

“Me too,” I said not knowing what else to say. Then he rolled over again and kissed me some more, then he settled back in his seat and panted some more.

I opened the door so the light would come on and I could see the damage. I had blotches of my own cum spread up the front of my dress. Andy had cum on his shirt but he could fasten his jacket. I began wondering what I could do about it.

Andy had some tissues and a bottle of water so I cleaned it up but it was still a mess. Andy gave me a jacket to wear from the trunk of his car but it was about 10 sizes too big. It would have to do.

Andy kissed me again then we got back into the front of his car and we drove off. It felt wrong to be separated from each other after having such good sex, but this stupid car had this huge console that run between us. Modern cars are so unromantic.

Things were a little quiet in the car for a while till he spoke.

“Can I see you again?” he asked.

“Sure,” I said. “But I don’t know when. You know I am in New Jersey at college.”

“I will keep on bugging you till you see me again. Can I visit you in New Jersey?”

“I live in a female only residence. You can’t stay there. Text me and will talk during the week. Maybe if things work out we could got to the Jersey shore next Saturday night. What would you think about that?”

“That would be so cool. See what you can come up with. We can definitely do that. I won’t be working next weekend.”

“You never did tell me where you worked?” I asked.

“I work at the nuclear power plant down the road.”

“But you didn’t glow in the dark!” I said.

“Ah but you didn’t see me with all my clothes off,” he said. “Maybe next week you will see it.”

Andy drove me back home and we kissed one more time before I left him. I went into the house unnoticed. I got cleaned up in the bathroom and got in bed exhausted, my dress resting on the floor beside my bed.

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I slept soundly till someone knocked at my door. It took me a moment to understand that my Mom was asking if I wanted breakfast from outside my room.

“Are you cooking breakfast Mom?” I asked.

“Yes dear, you can have anything you want.”

“Eggs, sausage, mushrooms and hash browns?”

“No problem Leslie. Be downstairs in 15 minutes.”

“I got up and sat on the side of my bed. I certainly did it last night and I still felt a little glow, besides the pain in my anus and the feeling of my insides being moved around of course. I had real sex with a man and the sense of accomplishment was still there.

I wonder if this changes anything. I know now that I really enjoyed sex with a man so I couldn’t say I don’t know any more. Does that mean I am gay? I don’t feel gay. I feel like a girl who has had sex with a man. I felt more like a complete woman.