So pleased to see my stories back on site. Thanks again Erin, Piper and everybody else for your kindness and considerations in dealing with a paranoid, selfish, old crazy bitch.

When the stories disappeared from the lost copies page I was genuinely beginning to think I'd been dumped on the naughty step for wrongly trying to repost them. (Dark childhood memories indeed of cruel punishments for seemingly minor misdeeds. They have left their marks.)

Sorry for having harboured such dark feelings about you, paranoia is still lurking deep down there in my nature. My unfounded suspicions were entirely my fault. Sometimes I slip back into the dark places and grey wolves chase me.

Thanks for your patience with me and for all the hard work you do repairing the site.

Bev.