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  1. Flashback (warning, strong content)

    Dorothy Colleen Mature Subjects (pg15) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Non-Transgender Mature / Thirty+ Warning Poetry strong content Posted by author(s) FLASHBACK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WHEN I HAVE CLOSED MY EYES SUDDENLY IT HAPPENS I AM 7 AGAIN I AM IN HIS OFF ...

    - 2010/05/18 - 2:52pm - 2 comments

  2. Hesitation

    Well, I learn tomorow if I could get a loan to return to school and take medical administation assistant. Yet, I find myself hesitating. It wouldn't be a bad job, but I cant see how I would transition doing it. You are still in the public eye, and no ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm

  3. taking your clothes off in public

    The above is from a sketch from Montey Python. A man wants to change to go swimming on the beach, but every time he starts to get undressed, someone exposes him and he is forced to cover up again. Finally he goes into what looks like a dark room and start ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 4 comments

  4. great news

    well, I went to the school, and told them my story, including the fact that I am tg. They are going to recomend me to the goverment agency that does retraining. I will see them at the end of the month, and if they approve, they will pay for my schooling. ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 5 comments

  5. Square peg, meet round hole.

    Well, I had a couple of experiances that left me wondering if I will ever belong anywhere. The first happened Sunday morning. I was looking for a accepting church, so a quick search led me to one close, and I went. Now I am not the most conservitive Chris ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 6 comments

  6. struggling with flashbacks

    I have really been struggling with flashbacks lately. I was talking on a chat site with someone, and they were flirting, and i really wanted to do something, but as soon as we started talking sexy, i froze up, and started to cry and shake. Since then, I c ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 2 comments

  7. In a fog

    Well, since I started having serious flashbacks, I am also aware of being in a fog mentally. Today, someone was asking me about somethin i said a couple of days ago, and I had no memory of it at all.I also have had no creative abilities at all, been unabl ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 3 comments

  8. Start the Rain

    Dorothy Colleen General Audience (pg) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Non-Transgender Mature / Thirty+ Poetry a hymn Posted by author(s) START THE RAIN Lord, as I walk ‘cross a dry and thirsty place And I don’t know when water last touched my face Start the rain, st ...

    - 2010/05/29 - 10:31pm - 2 comments

  9. I might be in love

    Well, The above is a statement I never thought I would say again. I met somebody on a chat room, and she helped me get through the worst of my flashbacks. She knows my gender status, and it doesnt faze her a bit. She is also constantly complimenting me, c ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 3 comments

  10. I love the smell of nail polish in the morning!

    Ok, so thats a takeoff of Apocalypse now, but its approprate. This morning, for the 1st time ever, I painted my toenails. Before, I was always too scared to try it. Probably didnt to a great job, especailly since with my big belly its hard to reach my toe ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 1 comment

  11. paperwork

    Well, my visit to the goverment agency went well. I have some paperwork to fill out before i go back in 2 weeks, but i went back to the school to have them fill out their part of my paperwork, and they said the fact that they gave me the papers indicate a ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm

  12. My brain chemistry is kicking my butt

    Well, I got most of what i need to do to go back to school done. If I can get my doctor to sign off for me wednsday, I will be as ready to go as I can be. I just wish I felt better, but I was due for a chemical down anyway, so now is as good a time as any ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 2 comments

  13. The View from Heaven, a Dream

    THE VIEW FROM HEAVEN: A DREAM thanks Angela Rasch for the assistance One night, as I slept, I began to dream. In my dream, I passed through the clouds to the gates of Heaven. I was met by an angel, who said to me, “Welcome, child of Adam. I am called Brig ...

    - 2010/06/09 - 9:33pm - 6 comments

  14. blocked

    Well, its been a frustrating week. I have been trying to get a letter from my doctor regarding my physical health so i could qualify for the assitance to go back to school, but no luck. Then today, I tried to get it from the local medi-center, and instead ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 2 comments

  15. Life sucks, so what?

    So, things are not going well, and I am struggling to keep going regardless. But, life sucks, and thats the truth, and mooping about wont change it. Time to take control of what I can, and leave the rest to God. ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 1 comment

  16. the end of the line?

    Well, the medicenter was a bust. My knees are not bad enough to qualify me for help on that basis. I am still going to the appointment on thursday, but i am not hopeful. Trying to keep my chin up, but its starting to look like a full time dorothy is a pip ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 1 comment

  17. some thoughts on life

    Some random thoughts on life: "Life... don't talk to me about life" Marvin the Paranoid android "Life is a paltry player who struts and frets his moment apon the stage and then is heard from no more. It is a tale, told by an idiot, ful ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 1 comment

  18. Maybe its not over?

    Well, I got a repreive at the agency today. They have decided that even without the medical, my gender issues are enough by themselves to qualify me for assistance. I will have to get the doc to say he is sending me to the specialist, which shouldnt be as ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 5 comments

  19. struggling with guilt

    I find that I am struggling with guilt in regards to my rape. I had a moment of clearity in my counsiling thursday, when i realized I actually missed my attacker after i stopped seeing him. This, coupled with the fact that i experianced pleasure on some l ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 4 comments

  20. Vision Spring

    Author:  Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Taxonomy upgrade extras:  General Audience (pg) Well, I am about to post the first story featuring Vision Spring. I hope you guys find it an exciting series. And of course, I hope that i get lots of comm ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:39pm - 1 comment

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