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  1. slipping up

    I seem to be consciously and unconsciously trying to out myself. Yesterday, I was playing Wii with my daughter when she realized my character's name, and asked "Dorothy?" I just passed it off as just the name of my character, and she accept ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:42pm - 6 comments

  2. Choices (part 1)

    Dorothy Colleen CAUTION Mature Subjects (pg15) October 2010 All Hallows Eve Story Contest Serial Chapter Transgender Teenage or High School Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed CAUTION Fancy Dress / Prom / Evening Gown contains a description of a forced ...

    - 2010/10/19 - 10:55pm - 7 comments

  3. odd dream

    Last night, I had a odd dream. I had gotten a job as a security guard, and someone i knew from my real life job gave me a lift to a bus stop. The bus turned out to not stop there, but I figured I could walk to somewhere where I could make a connection. I ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 4 comments

  4. drifting along

    I fear i cannot keep simply drifting along, just letting my life happen. Writing my latest piece "choices", has really brought things to a head. Instead of being a release, it has opened up a Pandora's box of feelings, and I don't know ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 1 comment

  5. Choices (part 2)

    (from part 1) “Now I have a serious question. Have you ever told anybody before me?” “I…I only ever told one other person.” “Good. Lets start with him then.” “We can’t. He was a friend of my brothers, but …“ “But what? Why can’t we see him?“ “He died l ...

    - 2010/10/22 - 10:22pm - 6 comments

  6. Choices

    Author:  Dorothy Colleen Organizational:  Title Page Contests:  October 2010 All Hallows Eve Story Contest Audience Rating:  Mature Subjects (pg15) Other Keywords:  some scenes might disturb. Taxonomy upgrade extras:  Transgender Posted by author(s) CAUTI ...

    - 2012/07/19 - 3:57pm

  7. sleepless night caused by arousal?

    Had a horrible night last night, and got no sleep. I am not sure how best to describe it, but its sort of like this: Imagine having the sex drive of a typical teenage boy, but instead of having a nightly fantasy of poking one's peter into the nearest ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 4 comments

  8. Choices (part 3)

    Choices (part 3) (from part 2) Finally, I got out of my dress, and slipped into one of my new nightgowns, and went to bed. I slept fitfully. I had no clue then that this nightmare had just begun, and soon my fellow students would have their turn facing th ...

    - 2010/10/24 - 7:26pm - 4 comments

  9. Choices (part 4)

    (From Part 3) “You are not facing this alone. Just accept that I am coming with you.” “Th…thank you.” “Now, do you have any idea where to start?” “If this is connected with Alex, we need to go to the house he lived in.” “What a way to spend Halloween. ...

    - 2010/10/31 - 1:24am - 3 comments

  10. Howl at the moon

    I thought in honor of Halloween, I would share the lyrics of one of my favorite Halloween songs, Howl at the moon (By Klaatu) She was a sleek and slender enchantress I'd met in the Casbah When her green eyes first met mine I was overwhelmed with awe ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm

  11. Wigs

    Last week, I bought a wig, and I think the experience symbolizes everything I struggle with trying to be female. Having virtually no money, I bought a Halloween wig from the discount bin at my work. Like buying my makeup at the dollar store, it was about ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 4 comments

  12. looking at the bright side

    Despite having a tough day at work, mostly frustration over being given a job but not given the tools to do it, and being asked to do several jobs not actually part of what my assignment is supposed to be, then criticized for taking longer than expected ( ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 2 comments

  13. A peek at an upcoming story

    I thought I might give a sneak peek at an upcoming story I am working on. It takes place in the "Wild Cards" universe. For those who may not know what that is, it is a "Shared universe" series, created and edited by George R.R. Martin. ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 1 comment

  14. The evolution of Choices

    I would like to take a moment to talk about how the story "Choices" evolved. Like some other ideas i have had, this one came to me while I was struggling to sleep, and originally, it was a lot darker. At the time, it was going to be about a stra ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 1 comment

  15. every bloody day is Halloween for me

    Sometimes, it feels like every bloody day is Halloween for me. I am forced to wear a costume and a mask each and every day. Some days that's okay. I find within me enough masculinity to keep up appearances, and I play my role well. Other days, that m ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 5 comments

  16. negitive images of TG in the media

    I am concerned about the portrayal of TG in the media recently. For example, a Canadian Colonel has recently pled guilty of a escalating series of crimes that ended with the rape and murder of two women. But the image that has made the rounds is the man d ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 3 comments

  17. Out at work (kinda-sorta)

    I think i may have a world record in the Strangest Coming Out Story Ever category. See, some time ago I shared my status in a very joking manner with some co-workers. Well today was the first time I had seen one since, and he announced my girl name to eve ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 1 comment

  18. caught a mistake

    I was reading over my last story "sleep teacher" and caught a boo-boo. I accedently changed the name of the boy that Daphne dates and then who wants to marry her. One more reason to have a 2nd look I guess. ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm

  19. good news, i hope.

    I am not sure if I have mentioned it, but I am now on anti-depression medication. The funny thing is that this doctor has never seen me in male clothing. Its still a little strange to be in a public waiting room dressed, but so far, nobody has made a big ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm - 3 comments

  20. A spirtiual pick up

    I had a wonderful moment at work, but I don't know how to describe it. For perhaps the first time, I saw how far God has brought me in becoming a mature Christian. I saw i actually have "the fruits of the Spirit", and in greater quantities ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:41pm

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