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"optimism is a survival trait "
Well, thanks to some wonderful people (you know who you are) I have survived my down, and am headed up. You know, I should make a poster that says "I am NOT worthless, a loser, or a joke! I am valued, loved, and created for a purpose!" in case I ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 1 comment
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"Jane, stop this crazy thing!"
The above quote is from the old cartoon, "The Jetsons". As the end credits rolled, the main character would get on a treadmill, only to have it go completely out of control. I feel a bit like that. I am running my heart out just to stay in the s ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am
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My mother's tears
Well, I managed to make my mother cry last night. She had gone to bed, but woke up at about 130 when she realized I was still up. She got very upset, and told me I was sabotaging my life, that I didn't care about her or my daughter. It has really set ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 4 comments
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sorry for the delay
Well, I just wanted to apologize for the delay in publishing anything besides this blog. I'm writing a little sweet fantasy story called "Rock Star Makeover", and real life is currently making "sweet" hard for me. It'll come ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 1 comment
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trying to craft a to response my sister-in-law
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Taxonomy upgrade extras: General Audience (pg) Well, I am feeling pretty bummed over what my sister-in-law said, and its bugging me enough to want to craft some kind of response to her. I cant find the ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 6 comments
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interview tomorrow
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Taxonomy upgrade extras: General Audience (pg) Well, tomorrow morning I have an interview at a grocery store. The big question is, do I go in honest? Or do I keep my trans status to myself until I' ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 6 comments
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interviewed in boy mode
Well, I had the interview, and I think it went okay. I went in boy mode, and didn't mention transitioning, though, and part of me hates myself for that. I hate having to hide, it feels like lying, but I need the income if I am going to make anything ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 11 comments
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Helene's Song
Dorothy Colleen Mature Subjects (pg15) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Transgender Mature / Thirty+ Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed CAUTION strong themes Posted by author(s) For Maggie Finson Helene's Song Trapped in female form With a chip inside my brai ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/05 - 10:28am - 7 comments
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my girlfriend is struggling
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Taxonomy upgrade extras: General Audience (pg) Folks, my girlfriend needs your help. She is struggling with feeling like she isn't any good as a writer. Can anybody spare a moment to send some good ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 5 comments
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comment whore
I was reading Lilith's little rant about people taking the time to comment on stories. I want to give some examples from my own stories on how your comments make a difference to me. I wrote "Vision Spring", and the first official story &quo ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 7 comments
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Big Closet is like Heaven
Big Closet is Like Heaven Tried to be a boy, although it felt so strange knew I was a girl, told I was insane needed a place where they knew my name. A friendly place, instead of more of the same A fish out of water, a lion out of the jungle (was a) A fis ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/07 - 1:56am - 9 comments
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Shakey, and beyond shakey
Well, today started well, and went downhill. I had my daughter, we had a good day. But my gf Kylie is down, and by the time she went to bed, I was a worried for her. Then, I happened to read the most recent chapter of "you meant it for evil" Aft ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 1 comment
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went to church as Dorothy
Well, I took a plunge today. I went to the downtown United Church dressed as Dorothy, and was welcomed with open arms. Not only that, they want me to be part of their affirming group that helps GLBTG people feel welcome there. Can it get much better? ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:51am - 14 comments
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my one hundredth story
Well, I was taking a count, and my next story will be my one hundredth story or poem here. Just think, at this rate I will have almost as much as "bike" by sometime in the next century (assuming no more entries come from our pal Angharad there i ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:50am - 5 comments
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things are going sideways, and I cant seem to make them stop
I find myself wondering if there is something in the air. My girlfriend Kylie seems to have gone into a pit of despair, and at least 3 other friends of mine are not far off from that. I wish I could help, but I'm barely functional myself. God, have m ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:50am - 2 comments
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Interesting day as Dorothy
If you had the chance to go out as a girl (assuming you don't for the sake of the image) what would you think of doing? Somehow, I doubt it would include what I did yesterday. I went to the bottle depot and turned in my empties. I do this to get &quo ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:50am - 2 comments
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Dropping off a resume as Dorothy today
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Taxonomy upgrade extras: General Audience (pg) Well, I found a place worth trying as Dorothy. I'm dropping a resume off as Dorothy today. Wish me luck. ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:50am - 7 comments
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sorry for the delay, part 2
Well, the interview went well, and I will find out on Tuesday if I got the job. On the writing front, I am finding my little story may not end up being as little as I thought. Running at about 10 K right now, and showing no signs of slowing down. I may en ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:50am - 3 comments
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Rock Star Makeover
Author: Dorothy Colleen Organizational: Title Page Audience Rating: General Audience (pg) Other Keywords: Performer/Entertainer Taxonomy upgrade extras: transitioning Posted by author(s) Sweet / Sentimental Voluntary Rock Star Makeover ...
dorothycolleen - 2016/10/04 - 6:30am - 2 comments
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a little warning about Rock Star Makeover
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Taxonomy upgrade extras: General Audience (pg) The chapters are going to be a touch short. Its just when a good moment comes to pause, I want to take it. Hopefully, that doesnt annoy too many people. ...
dorothycolleen - 2011/04/26 - 11:50am - 1 comment