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The desire to submit
I have been looking at some of my work and deciding how my personality molds my own stories to reflect a part of me. I had often thought that a professional could write on almost any subject and make a success of it. I, on the other hand write about my in ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/06/17 - 1:13pm - 7 comments
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My Flashbacks are true.
I was treated to a wonderful surprise this week end and I think it will change my life. As with some of us, there is that lingering guilt over transitioning and I had it a lot. This week end, I saw my step sister who is 4 years older than I and the conver ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/07/14 - 5:55pm
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My Surgery in Thailand
I am recuperating from Surgery in Bangkok, Thailand and even though I have no experience with other surgeons, I would say that my experience with Dr Kamon at MtfSurgery is most satisfactory. Any one wishing to inquire would be well treated. ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/08/26 - 5:37am - 8 comments
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Home again. I am Woman; hear me giggle.
Hello everyone: I am home again from SRS in Thailand. I loved the trip and it was about as recreational as surgery can be. I did learn some things about navagating the SRS maze that may help someone who has been fighting the system without success. One th ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/09/07 - 10:23am - 9 comments
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Just read Brian to Briana
I just finished reading "Brian to Briana" and it really highlighted an issue that I continue to to address, my own sexuality. ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/09/27 - 1:52pm - 4 comments
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High Maintenance, Ha!
Years ago, in my super masculine stage, I had a wonderful hill climbing motorcycle called an OSSA. It seemed that for every hour of run time, I had three hours of repairs to make. That was until I got my own Cunny. Gwenellen ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/10/09 - 10:45am - 7 comments
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Desert Princess II
I have Chapter 2 of Desert Princess almost ready to post but I am thinking that it needs an edit first. Erin has done my other work, but I think she may be waaaaay to busy right now, what with,,,,, so I am not even going to ask. Would anyone else care to ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/10/20 - 4:22pm - 1 comment
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It's a funny, funny world.:)
This afternoon, I am doing some very casual research into my families history. I have two other full blood brothers among the crowd of my family. Their names are Aven and Logan. I was extremely surprised to find that both of those names, along with mine, ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/10/25 - 3:10pm
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I can too nurse my baby.
Read this and giggle ladies. http://www.unassistedchildbirth.com/miscarticles/milkmen.html So this means that I could nurse my own baby. I have this fantasy about being captured by a powerful business woman who is pregnant and given the job of nursing her ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/10/26 - 12:52am
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Gender role reversal, reversal
So, here I am three months post op MtF and I found the following article: http://www.symposion.com/ijt/ijtc0502.htm. I think it is a must read for pre-ops. I knew there would be a period or remorse or "Post part um depression,:) and I am dealing with ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/03 - 4:16pm - 2 comments
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My new style of writing?
Hi my Lovelies: ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/09 - 12:07am - 6 comments
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Why am I a bitch?
I try to be the most loving and friendly person I can but once in a while I just blow it so bad that the enormity of what I have done simply plagues me for days. I am afraid that this is one that I will have to go back and fix if I get the oportunity. ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/12 - 12:54pm - 6 comments
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In addition to SRS
When I was in Bangkok getting my SRS from Dr Kamol, I was looking in the mirror one day, about a week post op. I noticed that my upper lip was absolutely straight; no cupids bow at all. ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/17 - 2:07pm - 1 comment
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Could someone help the girl, please.
I was astonished yesterday to find that my identity can be traced all the way past my IP(?), even to the identity of my PC. I had joined a website forum on about.com and then got an email that showed all this information to me. It was just shocking. ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/17 - 3:46pm - 11 comments
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True Selves
Not that I think I am any different from many of the rest of the girls here, but the very realization that I have become a far different person than I was is such a pleasant surprise. IMHO, I am probably the ultimate girly girl or try to be. I'd be t ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/18 - 1:51am - 4 comments
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A small change in name.
Hello everyone: I have been wringing my hands about this, hopefully not like some drama queen, and have changed my sign on to match my pen name. I can not nessessarily articulate all the reasons why but it just feels better this way. So now, Gwenellen is ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/22 - 12:47am - 9 comments
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My own feelings on the Block
Over the almost year that I have been here, I have tried to become more faithful with comments at the end of other's stories. I just happened to notice that my latest installment here, "MS Frankenstein" has had 614 reads but 2 comments. Adm ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/24 - 11:24am - 8 comments
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Struggling with massive body index
I've grown an inch and a quarter! Keeping my weight down is very serious business because the docs tell me that when the pain gets intolerable, they will put in Herrington Rods. Sure there have probably been less invasive advancements in Medicine. I ...
Gwen Brown - 2007/11/28 - 3:18pm - 3 comments
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Some dark poetry
Please let me assure you that I am not suicidal. This is something I wrote when I was absolutely dismayed about the revelation that I was transgendered. I think many of you will identify with the feelings. Once you think your goals are meet Evil men entan ...
Gwen Brown - 2008/01/01 - 10:27pm
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Do you need your work proofed?
I have decided to try to be of some help here at BC, so I am going to offer to proof writer's stories for them. I just want to say up front that I am NOT an English teacher, but most people tell me that I write like a professional (Doncha just love t ...
Gwen Brown - 2008/01/02 - 1:51pm - 2 comments