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an introduction to dorothy
I would like to take a moment to step out from behind the stories and introduce myself. I am the product of a madcap gypsy childhood, puncuated by madness, death, rape, abuse, and then a long slow attempt to bring the pieces back togethr again. I am a wor ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:33pm - 2 comments
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Haunted
Grief was a resident in my family from before I was born. Both my brother and I were in our own ways haunted by at least 1 ghost even on the day of our respective births. For my brother, that ghost was my mother's first-born, who had died 2 days afte ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:33pm
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end to innocence
My father was in the service, which meant I spent the first 5 years of my life moving from place to place. Its a pity I wasn't a little older, or I might have appreciated that opportunity more. To walk inside the castles of Germany, to see Paris from ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 3 comments
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gender confusion
Maybe I was doomed to be confused about my gender anyway. Or maybe the trauma I had suffered created it. The fact is, I don't know which. I managed to bury the abuse so well, I effectively forgot, except in my nightmares. But by the time I started no ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 1 comment
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putting together the pieces
Well, after my marriage imploded, I was ready to try and find out why I behaved like I did. My first stop in this journey was a christian counsiling center. They promiced a "cure" for gays and Tg, and I was desperate. The consilor was into Jung ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 5 comments
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going deep
By the time I was writing "The saga of E-girl", I was desperate to figure out exactly who and what I was. I realized I had to face fully the demons inside me. That would have been all but impossible, except I was getting support from others. I f ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 3 comments
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opening up the floor for questions
Looking at this blog, I realize I have only scimmed the surface, hitting the highlights. But I am not sure where to go from here, so I am leaving what to fill in with you readers. What's missing? What are you curious about? I of course will include a ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 1 comment
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Behind the scenes
On most DVDs now, they have some kind of "making of" feature. I wonder, would such a thing about one of my stories be intersting? Well, Let me tell you about the making of "The Saga of E-girl" and you can judge for yourself. When I fir ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 1 comment
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the talk, behind the scenes
Well, since people refuse to write this blog for me, I guess I am stuck doing it, giggle. So I wanted to talk about my little piece "The talk" for a second. This one came to me as a, er, erotic dream. Which is weird for me, because normaly I don ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 1 comment
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faith
Well, I would like to take a sec to talk about my faith. I became a Christian at the age of 13, thanks to a Chritian summer camp. That came as a shock to my folks, as my mom was a lapsed Catholic and my stepfather was a atheist. But thanks in part to my b ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 5 comments
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faith, part 2
I promiced I would write a bit more about my faith. I strongly suspect that my grandmother was the one who convinced my mom to send me to christian camp. But whatever the reason, faith became a big componant in my life. I am not sure I could do justice to ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm
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update
I thought I would pass on an update for anybody who is following my progress. I am in counsiling with 2 different groups. One is a support group run by my local hospital, and is very general in nature. It covers my job hunt, my gender struggle, and just h ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm
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at the dentist's in bra and panties
Well, if that little blerb at the top doesnt get some hits, I dont know what would, giggle. Of course, that wasnt all I was wearing. I had gone to my last session with the community support team and decided that because it was downtown, I wouldnt go total ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 2 comments
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I am me
I am me ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm
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new website
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Taxonomy upgrade extras: General Audience (pg) Update A friend of mine has started up a TG website if anyone is interested in checking it out http://rhonda7.proboards.com/index.cgi ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm
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wish me luck
Well, I am as dressed as I can be, waiting to go to my counsiling session tonight. My mood is all over the place, as I am nervous, frustrated that I cant be more feminine, and looking forward to it all at once. ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 3 comments
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going to the counsilor's
Well, I would like to describe my trip to the counsilor. First, I got dressed as feminine as I posibily could. That meant bra, panties, hose, a purple valour dress, some clip-on earings, and a butterfly necklace. Unfortunately, I had to wear boy shoes, bu ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 4 comments
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passing
If you have been on this site for any length of time, then chances are good you have read a few stories with the following scene- a man is made over into a woman, and when he first catches site of his new appearance, he is amazed, (and usualy aroused) by ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm - 7 comments
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I woke, and N.D.E.
Well, I thought I might share a bit about my ongoing serial, I Woke. It started with learning about N.D.E.- Near Death Experiances. A lot of people have had this experiance, and there seems to be some common moments they share. They have talked about drif ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:36pm
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back to baby steps
Well, today i took another baby step forward. I went to a class in career planning, and found some aspects of my personality that might help me look for a job that suits me. I really hope I can find something realistic to look for, i really need to find o ...
dorothycolleen - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm