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  1. Nun or None

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical It's been two weeks since I've gotten groceries. I had to go, or the specter of starvation might overcome me. Since the stimulus there was money to shop. I was poking about ...

    - 2021/01/09 - 9:30pm - 1 comment

  2. I Need Courage To Live...

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical Lots of us are in the same boat here. I am sorry to be whiney. I started Isolating about the first of March and it is getting old, really old. I am very lonely. I get all masked up a ...

    - 2021/01/19 - 10:16am - 5 comments

  3. A New Hope.

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical I've had new contact with my estranged Son, something I had given up on. He first emailed me, saying he was thinking of me, and tried to talk about my living in sexual sin. Sorr ...

    - 2021/02/08 - 10:01pm - 2 comments

  4. I'm Serious About This.

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical I don't expect anyone here to fix anything. I have to deal with my own stupidity myself. ...

    - 2021/03/30 - 12:01am - 1 comment

  5. Not Getting It.

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical The recent news about T folk laws... I am frightened. It seems that I have never understood being Transgender. Lately, in my reflections it seems clear that as a child I was very mil ...

    - 2021/04/11 - 8:56am - 4 comments

  6. Not Well.

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical Hoping this is all due to inactivity caused by Covid precautions. Out walking makes me feel exhausted, and my BP, Blood Sugar, and Oxy are all showing borderline. I lost 45lbs this w ...

    - 2021/06/04 - 5:41am

  7. Always A Woman

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution:  CAUTION Blog About:  Autobiographical Taxonomy upgrade extras:  Not Suicide Much to my astonishment, Storysite.org is still open! I first published there in 2001 or before as Credence Brown. I found one ...

    - 2021/07/11 - 4:35pm - 1 comment

  8. T folk Dangerous?

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical It is clear to me that exercise and healthy foods help just lots. As most people in this circle know, life for T folk, especially post op ones can really be heartbreaking. Not that l ...

    - 2021/08/09 - 7:16am - 7 comments

  9. The PAIN!!!

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution:  CAUTION Blog About:  Autobiographical No one to blame here. Just sitting here reading and was suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of grief. No Drama or talk of ending it. Just wanted to say how much it hurts ...

    - 2021/08/14 - 10:15am - 3 comments

  10. Belonging To Something

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical I don't know how other people adapt to today's reality, but for me, belonging to something or someone makes things easier. Over the years, since my Divorce and being abando ...

    - 2021/08/17 - 5:36pm

  11. Was Never Transgender?

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical I think the reason I retired, got a divorce and changed genders was I got sick of all the crap. ...

    - 2021/08/18 - 3:01pm - 2 comments

  12. Was I Ever Transgender?

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical To make it short and sweet, I hated men due to my early experiences with them, and I hated being one. The people around me never said I was manly, especially my wife of 38 years. Fin ...

    - 2021/08/25 - 8:47am - 7 comments

  13. The End Of Gender Change

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical I was very late to learn to read and in the early 50s, the teachers I'd had were neither patient or gentle. A teacher I had in the 4th grade, instead of lecturing me, gave me a ...

    - 2021/08/28 - 10:54am

  14. Just Saying.

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical It's been really rough for the last year or two, depending. Am I the only one feeling weak? I know that lots of us struggle and I have the least right to complain of anyone I kn ...

    - 2021/09/04 - 4:17am - 4 comments

  15. Thongs

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical I was wondering about Thongs; they seem so sexy, and even in my dotage my thought life...I want to be sexy. So I got a pack of 3. Even after letting one "settle" in, it was ...

    - 2021/09/10 - 2:42pm - 7 comments

  16. My "You'll Always Be Dad" Daughter...

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical I'd really like to have my daughter and her family over but even after all these years I am apprehensive about being enfem when she comes. I do not own male clothing and almost ...

    - 2021/10/08 - 6:06am - 9 comments

  17. Very Frightened

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution:  CAUTION Blog About:  Autobiographical I have a Medicare Physical next week where they test my Cognition. I am really frightened, and may cancel it. Gwen ...

    - 2021/11/03 - 10:13am - 6 comments

  18. NO PANTS EVER!

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical Here where I live, perhaps 1 in 10 women wear skirts on the street no matter the season. It seems that T girls try harder and usually wear skirts. Why do we clock each other so easil ...

    - 2021/12/01 - 10:44pm - 7 comments

  19. Urgent! Need Council.

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical In about 4 hours, my 54 year old son, a Missionary, will be at my Apartment. We have not been on good terms despite my opinion that I do not agree that my belief does not condemn me. ...

    - 2021/12/03 - 3:00pm - 14 comments

  20. Very Ill.

    Author:  Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About:  Autobiographical Probably due to all the inactivity of the last two years from Covid and all, I am very ill with Cellulitis that has gotten quite serious. I'm not hospitalized yet but am on very ...

    - 2021/12/20 - 6:56pm - 12 comments