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Nun or None
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical It's been two weeks since I've gotten groceries. I had to go, or the specter of starvation might overcome me. Since the stimulus there was money to shop. I was poking about ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/01/09 - 9:30pm - 1 comment
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I Need Courage To Live...
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical Lots of us are in the same boat here. I am sorry to be whiney. I started Isolating about the first of March and it is getting old, really old. I am very lonely. I get all masked up a ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/01/19 - 10:16am - 5 comments
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A New Hope.
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I've had new contact with my estranged Son, something I had given up on. He first emailed me, saying he was thinking of me, and tried to talk about my living in sexual sin. Sorr ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/02/08 - 10:01pm - 2 comments
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I'm Serious About This.
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I don't expect anyone here to fix anything. I have to deal with my own stupidity myself. ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/03/30 - 12:01am - 1 comment
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Not Getting It.
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical The recent news about T folk laws... I am frightened. It seems that I have never understood being Transgender. Lately, in my reflections it seems clear that as a child I was very mil ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/04/11 - 8:56am - 4 comments
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Not Well.
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical Hoping this is all due to inactivity caused by Covid precautions. Out walking makes me feel exhausted, and my BP, Blood Sugar, and Oxy are all showing borderline. I lost 45lbs this w ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/06/04 - 5:41am
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Always A Woman
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical Taxonomy upgrade extras: Not Suicide Much to my astonishment, Storysite.org is still open! I first published there in 2001 or before as Credence Brown. I found one ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/07/11 - 4:35pm - 1 comment
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T folk Dangerous?
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical It is clear to me that exercise and healthy foods help just lots. As most people in this circle know, life for T folk, especially post op ones can really be heartbreaking. Not that l ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/08/09 - 7:16am - 7 comments
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The PAIN!!!
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical No one to blame here. Just sitting here reading and was suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of grief. No Drama or talk of ending it. Just wanted to say how much it hurts ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/08/14 - 10:15am - 3 comments
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Belonging To Something
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I don't know how other people adapt to today's reality, but for me, belonging to something or someone makes things easier. Over the years, since my Divorce and being abando ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/08/17 - 5:36pm
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Was Never Transgender?
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I think the reason I retired, got a divorce and changed genders was I got sick of all the crap. ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/08/18 - 3:01pm - 2 comments
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Was I Ever Transgender?
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical To make it short and sweet, I hated men due to my early experiences with them, and I hated being one. The people around me never said I was manly, especially my wife of 38 years. Fin ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/08/25 - 8:47am - 7 comments
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The End Of Gender Change
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I was very late to learn to read and in the early 50s, the teachers I'd had were neither patient or gentle. A teacher I had in the 4th grade, instead of lecturing me, gave me a ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/08/28 - 10:54am
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Just Saying.
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical It's been really rough for the last year or two, depending. Am I the only one feeling weak? I know that lots of us struggle and I have the least right to complain of anyone I kn ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/09/04 - 4:17am - 4 comments
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Thongs
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I was wondering about Thongs; they seem so sexy, and even in my dotage my thought life...I want to be sexy. So I got a pack of 3. Even after letting one "settle" in, it was ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/09/10 - 2:42pm - 7 comments
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My "You'll Always Be Dad" Daughter...
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I'd really like to have my daughter and her family over but even after all these years I am apprehensive about being enfem when she comes. I do not own male clothing and almost ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/10/08 - 6:06am - 9 comments
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Very Frightened
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I have a Medicare Physical next week where they test my Cognition. I am really frightened, and may cancel it. Gwen ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/11/03 - 10:13am - 6 comments
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NO PANTS EVER!
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical Here where I live, perhaps 1 in 10 women wear skirts on the street no matter the season. It seems that T girls try harder and usually wear skirts. Why do we clock each other so easil ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/12/01 - 10:44pm - 7 comments
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Urgent! Need Council.
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical In about 4 hours, my 54 year old son, a Missionary, will be at my Apartment. We have not been on good terms despite my opinion that I do not agree that my belief does not condemn me. ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/12/03 - 3:00pm - 14 comments
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Very Ill.
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Blog About: Autobiographical Probably due to all the inactivity of the last two years from Covid and all, I am very ill with Cellulitis that has gotten quite serious. I'm not hospitalized yet but am on very ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/12/20 - 6:56pm - 12 comments