sorry to post again so soon
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sorry to post so soon, but something came up:
If I told you I was laying on the couch at 3:30 AM shaking and crying (but no tears, my tear ducts dont seem to work anymore) what would you think the cause was?
1: grief over my mother's deteriorating mental and physical health
2: my bi-polar cycle hitting a down patch
3: my PTSD sending me flashbacks
or 4: a massive dysphoria attack.
well, I won't keep you in suspense, it was #4.
I was struggling with a feeling of intense hatred of my male member, to the point if I could have done so painlessly I would have ripped it out of my body.
Needless to say, I'm not doing well now, so send hugs if you got some to spare, okay?