Synopsis:

This is the continuation of the Homecoming Princess story. Lynn is becoming a very nice young woman but there are other things in the world that aren't so nice. This chapter includes a rape scene and although it isn't graphic I have rated this story as XXX as a warning. Please don't let it scare you away as this is a very nice story.

Story:

Princess Found
By
Arecee

Susan Collins wearily walked across the hall to the hard marble bench and sat down to reflect on the horrors of the past three weeks. She looked up at the sign next to the double doors and read what it said, “Superior Court, Room B.” Actually she didn’t really read the sign but just used it as a point of reference as she lost herself in thought. How could such an innocent thing escalate to such violence and why would such a thing happen to a kind person like Lynn, life just wasn’t fair she thought as a tear ran down her cheek, dropping from her jaw and leaving a dark stain on her gray skirt.

Susan drifted back to that fateful night when she first met her daughter.

“Good night Jenny,” Susan said as her friend dropped her off from the office party she had attended earlier. Susan walked to the front door of her home in a small suburb of San Francisco. Susan was a realtor and made a very nice living from home sales in the area. She and some of her girl friends had ended an evening of work by attending a club with male strippers and she was still giddy with excitement. Susan pushed her key into the lock cylinder and turned the dead bolt open with a click, opened the door and entered. She closed the door and walked into the living room, her heels clicking on the hardwood floor. Susan was startled by the sight of the beautiful young woman seated on the couch slumped over in a restful sleep. Susan wondered where her son Lynn was, maybe in the kitchen getting some refreshment for his beautiful girl friend. Susan walked to the girl and looked at her, my God is she pretty Susan thought. Susan looked at the girl appraising her with the eye of a woman who new fashion and what class looked like and this girl had class, she was gorgeous, her makeup was flawless as was her hair, her nails matched her dress and heels and she had legs that were sexy beyond description. Lynn is a very lucky young man to have a girlfriend as pretty as this she thought. I wonder what kind of personality she has, if it were anything as nice as her appearance she would be a goddess. Susan reached down and touched the girl’s shoulder to wake her from her slumber. The girl opened her eyes and looked up at Susan. She seemed to be disoriented as most people are when first awakened. Susan looked into the girl’s eyes; she has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen Susan thought as she drank in the beauty of the girl. Susan’s thoughts were shattered as the girl spoke.

“Mommy,” there was a pause as the girl gathered her thoughts and then dissolved into tears, “Oh, Mommy,” she said in despair.

Had Susan heard correctly as to what the girl had said, Mommy?

“Mommy? Lynn is that you? Oh my God what happened?” Susan asked as she went pale.

Lynn rose gracefully from the sofa, legs together never losing one bit of femininity as she stood. Lynn looked at her mother and said, “Mommy please hold me,” as the tears flowed down her cheeks onto her dress. Susan took Lynn into her arms and held her tight as she began to sob.

“Shh, shh, it’s all right my baby, it’s all right, nothings going to hurt you, mommy’s here, nothing’s going to happen to my little girl, I love you.”

Susan held her baby for what seemed like hours until Lynn was able to finally talk.

“Oh Mom, I’m so ashamed, look at me, you’re going to hate me for what I’ve done.”

“My baby, my poor baby, I could never hate you no mater what you do. Come and sit down and tell me what has happened to my little boy.”

Lynn sat next to his mother and began the story from the beginning explaining how the whole thing started as a joke with he and Mindy and it just got out of control. He didn’t want her to find out what he had done but when he came home and tried to remove his heels his nails were in the way and he fell asleep and that was why she found him dressed as he was. Tears once again ran down Lynn’s face, for he felt nothing but shame for what he had done.

Susan watched her son as the story unfolded, first she was angry, especially with Miss Benson who was going to get an earful from her Monday morning, but then she began to soften her feelings as to what had happened, Lynn after all made a beautiful girl and he seemed to be alright with what had happened except for the embarrassment of being caught dressed as a girl and besides what mother wouldn’t be proud to have her daughter as a homecoming princess and finally Susan started to giggle.

Lynn’s tears stopped as he asked, “Why are you laughing Mom?”

“I’m laughing because you are starting to learn what a pain in the ass being a woman can be at times.”

“I don’t understand.”

“Well you told me when you came home you couldn’t remove your heels because you didn’t want to break your nails, now that’s a girl if I ever heard one,” Susan giggled. “Now you have to unzip your dress, remove your hose without running them and then wash all the makeup off your face. After all that’s done you have to put your hair up or it will be a mess in the morning and then you can go to bed, that’s what I mean by it being a pain in the ass but I wouldn’t trade it for anything. Now let’s get you cleaned up and dressed in one of my night gowns before you go to bed and then tomorrow you and I are going to have a mother daughter talk to see where this is all going.”

“Mom, I love you,” Lynn gushed as she hugged her mother, “Oh I almost forgot, there is one more thing I have to do tomorrow as a princess. We have to visit a convalescent hospital in the afternoon and then my responsibilities will be done.”

“What are you going to wear?”

“I don’t know, I’ll get something from Mindy.”

“Alright sweetheart, now, off to bed.”

Lynn went to her room and true to her mother’s word she couldn’t undo her dress so she had to ask her mother to unzip the dress before she could remove it. With a little work she was able to remove her heels and didn’t even break her nails. Next came her makeup, which she removed with trepidation as she was going to miss the beauty once the makeup was gone. Lynn asked her mother to help with her hair, as this was something she had never done before. Susan piled Lynn’s hair on her head and pinned it so she could do something with it in the morning. This interaction was causing Susan to have new feelings toward her son or maybe one should say daughter as this was something only a mother and daughter can have and Susan liked what she was able to do with her daughter.

“Lynn watch what I do with your hair so you will be able to do it in the future. Tomorrow I will help you style it and help you with your makeup, this is so much fun,” Susan gushed.

“Thanks Mom, I hope we will be able to do lots of things like this when I get older.”

“We will sweetheart, we will.”

Lynn donned the nightgown her mother had loaned her and went to bed. Lynn was not able to remove her forms and found that lying on her stomach was out of the question, another girl thing I have to learn she giggled. Lynn fell asleep and slept soundly the whole night as the activities of the day came crashing down on her.

The sun came peeking trough the window and hit Lynn in the eyes causing her to wake. She looked around her room and decided she had to go to the bathroom, as her bladder felt like it would burst. Lynn found the toilet and sat like a good girl and relieved herself. She patted herself dry, rose and looked in the mirror. This was the first time Lynn had looked in the mirror without makeup on since the dance. Her hair was piled high on her head and she marveled at how feminine she looked even without makeup. I am so screwed when I go back to school Monday, there is no way I will be able to hide what I have done thought Lynn. Lynn pulled the pins from her hair and let it fall softly around her face. She ran her fingers through it and fluffed it until it framed her face like the night before. Lynn tried to pull it back into a ponytail to look more masculine but failed miserably, the cut of the style wouldn’t allow the word masculine to exist, it was too feminine and would remain so unless Lynn were to have his hair cut off. Lynn just shook his head and walked down to the kitchen to join his mother and to see what she would say this morning after having all night to think about what he had done.

Lynn entered the kitchen and opened the refrigerator door to see if he could find some orange juice and waited for his mother to comment on his appearance. There was a silence in the room as Susan watched her son pour his juice. Lynn knew he had better say something or she might not speak to him ever again or so he thought.

“Good morning Mom,” Lynn said sheepishly.

“Good morning sweetheart and how is my little girl this morning?” Susan answered as though Lynn had been a girl all his life.

“I, I’m fine Mom, you aren’t mad at me?” Lynn answered softly, still speaking in his girl’s voice.

“Oh honey, no, I’m not angry, at least not at you, why would you think I was?”

“Because of the way you found me last night.”

“Last night I was startled by what I saw, but when I woke you and found a beautiful daughter instead of a son I was surprised, but no I’m not angry with you, in fact I’m still a little bit in awe with your beauty. Last night you mentioned that you had to go to a convalescent hospital today, what time is that?”

“Three o’clock.”

“Good, that will give us plenty of time for the talk I promised you last night. Let’s have breakfast first and then we can spend some time together as mother and daughter. You had better call Mindy so she can bring something for you to wear when you go out later, but I think we had better have our talk first so we know where this thing is headed.”

“Okay Mom.”

Lynn made some toast for both his mother and himself and served her hers on a plate. Lynn was very conflicted at the moment, he didn’t know if he should be Lynn the girl or Lynn the boy and his mother was being noncommittal about his appearance, yes she had called him her daughter when she greeted him this morning but other than that it was the same as always, perhaps it was the innocence of youth that made him think that all they would talk about would be his appearance and not talk as though this was just another day.

“Tell me all about the dance last night, did you have fun?”

Lynn didn’t know how to respond to the question, how much should he tell his mother, he couldn’t mention the kiss, she would freak if she found out about that, he decided to keep it simple.

“It was okay I guess.”

“Just okay? Come on sweetheart tell me everything, that’s what girls do.”

Lynn looked at his mother. "She called me a girl again, maybe I’m not in trouble after all," he thought.

“Mom, it was magical. First, my prince escorted me into the room and then we danced after the king and queen finished the first dance, it was so special. After that boys were lined up to dance with me so I danced every dance. The only scary thing that happened was when Mindy had to be brought home when she took a Valium. I was lucky that Jason was nice enough to drive me home. If it weren’t for that I would have changed at Mindy’s and you would never have known about all this.”

“Of course I would have known, what were you going to do about you hair and eyebrows?”

“I didn’t think about that and after they finished with me at the salon I knew I was in trouble.”

“So tell me how did you like dancing with the boys?”

“At first I thought it would creep me out but I felt so pretty inside that I loved it, I felt special and wanted, I felt like a pretty girl.”

“You are a pretty girl so you should feel that way but that brings us to the next thing, where do you want to go with all this? You look like a very pretty girl and act like one too but you really are a boy or maybe I should say you were a boy. I need to know what you want to do from now on, do I have a son or do I have a daughter?”

“Mom, I don’t know, I look in the mirror and I see your daughter and then I look inside myself and I right now I feel like your daughter but I know when I was born I was your son and I haven’t been this way for very long but for some reason it feels right, I feel like a girl and I love feeling this way.”

“Maybe you feel this way because you’re so pretty. If you were average looking you might feel differently.”

“I don’t think so Mom, when this first started I didn’t know how I would look. I saw my picture after Mindy made the posters but I didn’t relate to the girl in the picture, she was just a pretty girl that I would have liked to date. After I was elected princess and had to become a girl and as Mindy trained me I found that I hated becoming a boy when we were done. When I put my boy clothes back on I felt as though my life was slipping away but when I became a girl again all seemed right, it was a feeling not my looks that made me feel whole.”

“What do you want to do now, live as a girl or go back to being my son?”

“Do you mean I can make a choice?”

“Yes you may.”

“Oh Mommy, please I want to be a girl.”

“Are you sure, it won’t be easy?”

“More than anything.”

“Okay Lynn, my little girl, my daughter, my daughter,” Susan trailed off with a dreamy look in her eyes, “We have a lot of things to do before you return to school. There are many things that must be attended to if you’re going to become a young woman. Monday I’ll call my doctor and discuss what you want to do and if we are lucky we might be able to stop your puberty into becoming a man and have you become a woman instead. Go phone Mindy and see if you can borrow something to wear so I can take you shopping for some clothes before you go out this afternoon, having a daughter is going to be so much fun.”

“I love you Mom,” Lynn said as she gave Susan a hug.

“What was that for?”

“It’s what daughters do with their mothers don’t they?”

“Yes they do,” Susan replied as a tear formed in her eye.

Lynn ran to the phone and excitedly dialed Mindy’s number.

“Hello.”

“Hi, Mrs. Swanson, is Mindy home?”

“Yes, who is this?”

“It’s me Lynn.”

“Lynn, you sound different, are you alright?”

“Oh yes Mrs. Swanson I feel wonderful, I feel perfect.”

“Lynn you’re so silly sometimes, let me get Mindy for you, Mindy,” shouted Mrs. Swanson, “It’s Lynn on the phone.”

Lynn heard Mindy pick the receiver up and say, “Hello.”

“Mindy, are you alright? How do you feel?”

“I feel fine now, but last night I thought I was going to die, God I felt like shit, oops I mean I felt terrible. Where are you, are you at home?”

“Yes.”

“How did you get home from the dance?”

“Jason drove me.”

“What did your mom say when you got home, how did you get in the house?”

“I used the secret key and my mom wasn’t home so I thought I was safe.”

“What about you hair and eyebrows, oh God and your nails, what did you do, cut everything off?” Mindy asked fearfully.

“No I didn’t do anything to myself. When I got home Jason kissed me goodnight,” Lynn whispered into the phone, “ And then I went into the house to change. I sat on the couch and went to remove my heels but my nails were in the way and I accidentally fell asleep. My mom came home and found me asleep with everything on.”

“Oh my God, Oh my God, what did she say?”

“She was surprised but she was cool with it. She’s going to let me be her daughter.”

“What? Her daughter, oh my God.”

“What’s wrong?”

“I told Miss Benson that I was afraid something like this might happen, are you sure this is what you want?”

“More than anything but I need your help.”

“What do you need?”

“May I borrow something to wear, Mom wants to take me shopping.”

“Shopping?”

“Yes, do you want to come with us?”

“God I wouldn’t miss this for the world, yes of course I want to come with you, I never miss an opportunity to shop.”

“We’ll see you in an hour.”

“Okay.”

Lynn hung the phone up and told her mother Mindy was coming shopping with them.

“Well hurry up and find something to wear to Mindy’s house and don’t forget to bring her dress back to her.”

“Yes Mom.”

Lynn found a pair of shorts and a t-shirt to wear to Mindy’s knowing that he could change into her clothes when he arrived.

Susan and Lynn arrived at the Swanson’s house and Lynn stood behind his mother as Susan knocked on the door.

Janet Swanson answered the door and greeted Susan.

“Hi Susan, how are you?” Janet asked cheerily, “Linda, what are you doing here with Susan, Oh my God, Lynn is that you?”

“Yes Mrs. Swanson.”

“Janet, we had better talk so I can explain what is happening and when I’m finished you may want to talk to Mindy about her role in all of this,” said Susan.

Susan and Lynn entered the house and stood in silence as Janet looked at Lynn.

“Did you say Mindy had something to do with this?” Janet said while pointing at Lynn.

“Yes, I’m afraid she did, apparently these two pulled a prank on the school and this is the result.”

“Mindy,” yelled Mrs. Swanson, “Get your tail down here right now young lady.”

Mindy came running when she heard her mother, she knew she was in trouble because her mother never yells like that.

“Yes mom, hi Mrs. Collins, hi Lynn.”

“You’re not going to say hi to Linda, Mindy?” asked Janet with a sneer in her voice.

“No, Mom,” answered Mindy as she lowered her head.

“Do you want to tell me what happened and why you lied to me Mindy?” asked Janet.

Mindy was so busted and she knew it, how was she going to explain this to her mother, her best friend who used to be a boy was standing in her living room with breasts, his hair done and with long red nails. Lynn didn’t even have makeup on and he still looked like a beauty queen, shit, shit, what can I say, I can’t even lie myself out of this one she thought.

“It was just a little prank mom, we didn’t think it would go wrong, not like this,” answered Mindy.

“Just a little prank, look at your friend, I wouldn’t call that a little prank, do you know what damage you’ve done to Lynn?” asked Janet.

“Please don’t be angry with Mindy, Mrs. Swanson, I’m just as much to blame, all I had to do was say no but I didn’t,” begged Lynn.

“Janet, maybe you and I should talk about all this and then you can make your own decision as to what to do with Mindy, but after we talk I think you might temper your decision. Mindy why don’t you take Lynn and find something for him to wear and help him with some makeup,” said Susan.

“Yes Mrs. Collins, come on Lynn, let’s go to my room.”

Lynn and Mindy went to Mindy’s room to find something appropriate for Lynn to wear. The two girls couldn’t wait to talk.

“Oh God Lynn, when I saw you with your mother, I thought I would die, I forgot what you would look like, I’m so used to you being a boy, what did my mom say when she saw you?”

“She called me Linda and asked what I was doing here and then she realized it was me, God I thought she would pass out right there, it was kind of funny in a way.”

“How does your mom feel about all this?”

“She seems pretty cool about it right now but I want to see how she is later.”

“How’s this blouse, do you think your mom will be alright with it, and wear these shorts with it.”

“Let me try them on.”

“Okay.”

Susan went with Janet into the kitchen while Janet made some coffee. Susan told her all she knew of the prank and the pressure Miss Benson put on the students and that Mindy was just trying to help her best friend get through a very difficult experience. Susan was right, Janet did soften her anger towards Mindy and told Susan that both she and Mindy would like to go to the mall as Mindy’s father was playing golf and would be gone most of the day.

“Mindy, are you and Lynn ready to go?” shouted Mrs. Swanson.

“We’ll be right down mom,” answered Mindy.

Mindy finished helping Lynn with his makeup, just a little mascara and lip-gloss. Lynn looked in the mirror and liked what she saw, a little teen hottie ready to prowl the mall. Lynn was wearing the same outfit she wore when she met Rex, well almost the same, the blouse was barely less revealing but her cleavage still was to be seen but to a lesser amount and of course her tummy still showed. The girls ran down the stairs to go shopping.

“Lynn what do you have on, you can’t go out looking like that,” exclaimed Susan.

“Mom, this is what all the girls wear,” answered Lynn.

“I’m afraid she’s right Susan, the first time I saw Mindy dressed like that I had a fit too, but then I looked around and saw that she was actually dressed much nicer than a lot of girls I saw, and think about it, what did your parents say the first time they saw you in hip huggers, face it Susan, we’re getting old.”

“You’re right Janet, I guess we are,” Susan answered as the two women laughed.

The foursome left and ended up at the mall for several hours of serious shopping, after all Susan had a new daughter to clothe, a daughter with nothing to wear. It was a good thing Mindy was with them or Lynn would have been clothed like a forty year old woman but all was well as the girls swept through the stores buying all the latest fashions. By the time they left the mall Lynn’s wardrobe had increased by a trunk full of clothes and her mother’s bank account was so much the lighter. Lynn had bought lingerie, skirts, blouses, several dresses, sweaters, low cut jeans, shoes, had her ears pierced, and bought makeup from the lady that gave her face a makeover at Macy’s. The women had to rush as Lynn had an appointment to keep and she didn’t have to borrow Mindy’s clothes to keep it. Lynn could hardly wait to wear her own clothes.

Lynn dressed for the visit to the convalescent hospital with her mother’s supervision.

“Lynn, wear this skirt and blouse, it will be perfect,” Susan said. Dressing her daughter was a new experience for Susan and she was going to make the most of it.

Lynn donned the black skirt and pink blouse and added the black pumps she had purchased the previous week. Susan fussed with Lynn’s hair and makeup, straightened her skirt and blouse, made sure her panty hose was perfect and then started all over again.

“Maybe you should wear something else, maybe the blue skirt with the white blouse, hmm let me see?” Susan questioned. Dressing Lynn was like having a life size doll and Susan didn’t want to stop playing with it.

“Mom, will you please stop, you’re making me nervous, I still worry someone will see that I’m a boy and you aren’t helping by being this way.”

“I’m just trying to help and besides it’s so much fun helping you.”

“I know Mom, I love that we can do this but I look fine and I have to be at the school in fifteen minutes.”

“I’m sorry honey, grab your black sweater and I’ll drive you to school.”

“Thanks Mom.”

Susan drove Lynn to the school and dropped her off to join the three other girls that were waiting for their ride to the hospital.

The girls all hugged each other and couldn’t wait to talk of the previous evening. Susan watched the interaction with Lynn and the girls and felt that she was doing the right thing allowing Lynn to transition to female. Susan also noticed that Lynn was behaving like a typical teenaged girl, every movement was feminine, where did her little boy go, she wondered.

Susan waited until the chaperone arrived to escort the girls. She didn’t want her daughter left without adult supervision, especially one as pretty as Lynn.

Lynn arrived home at six o’clock. Susan was worried the whole time he was gone. Lynn entered the door and was bubbling with excitement.

“Well, what has my baby so excited?” Susan asked.

“Oh Mom, we had so much fun and I met someone very special at the hospital.”

“And who would that be, a handsome male orderly?”

“God no Mom, be serious, I met the sweetest little old lady, she’s ninety three years old and we talked for hours, her name is Irma Mac Lain. She told me about her life and everything.”

“She did, did she, what did she tell you?”

“All about when she was young and how she was also a beauty queen, I think she called herself a bathing beauty. When I came into her room she was sitting in a chair looking out of the window. She turned and looked at me and when she saw me her eyes seemed to twinkle with excitement. She smiled and asked me what my name was. Mom, she was so tiny and frail that I had to help her stand. She took my arm and asked me to help her walk to the garden. I escorted her out into the garden and helped her sit on a bench. She asked me to sit with her and then she told me about how she came from a small town in the mid-west next to the Missouri River and rode the train to Hollywood because she wanted to be the next “it girl.” I asked her what an “it girl” was and she just laughed and told me I was pretty enough to be an "it girl." Anyway she told me that she was very lucky and was able to find a nice man and married well. She had three boys and always wanted a girl but that was not to be as her husband went off to war and died in Italy during the invasion. I felt so bad for her because her eyes were watering when she told me that. She had to raise her sons on her own and even though she had money from her husband she took a job and worked her way up until she bought the company. Then she took both my hands in hers and told me that I was very beautiful but not to worry about finding a rich man but to study hard in school and become successful on my own because my beauty won’t last forever. When she told me that I looked at her face and even though it was wrinkled and twisted from age she was still beautiful and then I knew what she was telling me, that beauty came from within and not how you appeared from the outside. Would it be alright if I visited her again?”

“Of course you can, I’d be disappointed if you didn’t.”

“I’m going to change into something more comfortable Mom.”

“Okay honey, hurry, dinner is almost ready.”

The rest of the evening Lynn and Susan discussed Lynn’s day and how he was adjusting to being a girl. Susan had decided to keep Lynn at home Monday so she could make arrangements on how Lynn would be able to attend school as a girl if that’s what he wanted, she also wanted to have a chat with that Miss Benson who screwed up her son’s life and that conversation wasn’t going to be pretty.

Monday morning came and Susan let Lynn sleep in since she had several things to attend to concerning Lynn. First she called her doctor and made an appointment for that afternoon so Lynn could have an examination and then they could decide the best way for Lynn to transition if that was what she really wanted. Next she called the school and informed them that Lynn would miss today as he had a doctor’s appointment that afternoon and finally she asked to talk to Miss Benson.

“This is Miss Benson.”

“Miss Benson, this is Lynn Collins mother. I would like to come to school this morning to discuss what you did with Lynn.”

“I don’t have time for that this morning,” Miss Benson answered in a condescending tone of voice.

“Well I suggest that you find time this morning or maybe the police will find time for you.”

“Police?”

“Yes the police, I think they would find what you did to my son very interesting.”

There was a pause and then Miss Benson spoke, “Umm, I think I can fit you in at ten o’clock, will that work for you?”

“Yes it will and I’m really looking forward to meeting you,” Susan spoke with venom in her voice as she hung up the phone.

Susan showered and dressed for her appointment with Miss Benson. Before she left she woke Lynn so he could get ready by the time she returned.

“Lynn, I have to go to your school and will be back later. Since you didn’t have to go to school today please clean the kitchen while I’m gone and then get ready for your doctors appointment at two-thirty.”

“What doctors appointment?”

“I want a doctor to look at you before we decide what coarse we are going to take if you still want to be a girl.”

“Okay Mom.”

Susan drove to the school and was escorted into Miss Benson’s office.

“Mrs. Collins, I’m Miss Benson,” said as she extended her hand to greet Susan.

Susan didn’t reach her hand out, in fact the look Susan gave Miss Benson left no doubt in her mind that Susan Collins wasn’t a person to be trifled with.

“Miss Benson, let’s get to the point of my visit, I want to know what in the Hell you were thinking by making Lynn dress as a girl?”

“It was a form of punishment,” Miss Benson replied as she sat taller to try to gain advantage over Susan.

Susan wasn’t stupid and knew what Miss Benson was trying to do and because Susan wasn’t a student she looked her directly in the eye and without a flinch said, “You fuck up my sons life and then tell me its punishment, you’re sick.”

“Well I think the punishment worked quite well if I say so myself. I doubt Lynn will want to try a silly prank like that again,” Miss Benson said as she glowed with pride.

“Well I hope you’re happy with yourself because Lynn surely won’t pull a silly boys prank again and thanks to you Lynn doesn’t want to be a boy again, you just made his life a living hell.”

Miss Benson turned pale and answered, “What do you mean Lynn doesn’t want to be a boy?”

“You heard me Lynn wants to be a girl and do you know what that means when he returns to school, he will be the target of every bully in school.”

“I didn’t mean for this to happen, I thought it would be an innocent lesson and that he would hate dressing like a girl. I thought he would want to hurry and be a boy after having to be a girl at the different functions, I never would have made him dress up if I knew he would want to be a girl after this was all over.”

“Didn’t you realize what you were doing to him? Lynn hasn’t even started puberty yet and when he dressed as a girl and was popular it did things to his mind that he doesn’t understand. He thinks now that he wants to be a girl because he is so pretty as one and he loves being one. He never had a chance to be a man yet and you did this to him, you bitch,” Susan cried as tears filled her eyes.

“I’m so sorry, Mrs. Collins, if I had only known I would have never done this to him.”

“But you did and now we have to figure out a way to help Lynn and not destroy his life. I’m taking him to a doctor’s appointment this afternoon and see what can be done. I’ve been trying to think of a way for Lynn to be able to attend school as a girl if that’s what he wants and I think maybe I have a solution. If you were to say that Lynn is really a girl and was part of an experiment of a girl trying to see what boys are like from a different perspective for a nation wide study maybe the students will accept him as a girl and if that doesn’t work God help you because if you think I’m angry now you just wait and see what a bitch I can be.”

“Please call me after the appointment and let me know what I should do so I can make arrangements if Lynn decides to transition. Please don’t be angry with me, I really am a nice person and I never meant this to happen, I’m so sorry.”

“I know you didn’t mean any harm but when you mess with a person’s sexuality things like this can happen especially with a young person because they are very impressionable at this age and when an adult says something to them they feel the results are the right thing even if they’re not, you should know that.”

“Please Mrs. Collins, lets try to make this right, I’ll be waiting for your call.”

Miss Benson extended her hand once more and this time Susan took it, no use having her as an enemy thought Susan, if we work together maybe Lynn will be alright after this is all over.

Susan drove home to pick Lynn up for his doctor’s appointment. Susan was pleased with Lynn’s appearance. Lynn was wearing a skirt and a blouse that tucked into the waist of the skirt, white ankle socks and blue canvass shoes that matched the color of the skirt. Lynn had tastefully done his makeup and his hair looked perfect. Susan could tell her son had taken time so as to look perfect for the doctor’s appointment.

“You look very nice Lynn,” said Susan.

“Thanks Mom,” answered Lynn.

“I’m glad you decided to wear something more appropriate than yesterday, I’m not quite used to the fashions you girls wear today.”

“That’s why I chose what I did Mom,” giggled Lynn, knowing how uncomfortable his mother had been the day before when she had seen him with his “seduce the boys at the mall” outfit on.

“I’m glad, thank you Lynn, grab your purse and let’s go, we have a lot to do.”

Lynn and Susan arrived at the doctor’s office and Lynn was soon ushered into an examination room.

“Please remove all your clothing and put on this smock,” said the nurse.

Lynn removed his clothing as asked and put on the smock. The doctor entered the room several minutes later.

“Good afternoon Lynn. I’m Dr. Bruce. Your mother made this appointment for you so I could examine you so we can come to some conclusion as to how we should handle your sexuality. She told me that you want to be a girl, is that correct?”

“Yes it is.”

“You look like you are well on your way already, you’re very beautiful.”

“Thank you,” Lynn answered as she blushed with the compliment.

“Would you please remove your smock so I might have a better look at you?”

Lynn removed his smock for his examination.

“My goodness, it looks like you forgot to remove something else Lynn, although you do look good with breasts, they match your appearance.”

Lynn suddenly realized that he had forgotten to remove his breast forms, in fact he had become so used to them he felt that they were his real breasts.

“Oh my God, I forgot to remove them and I don’t have solvent to take them off,” Lynn said as his face turned red with embarrassment.

“That’s alright Lynn, we can work around them,” said Dr. Bruce. As Dr. Bruce started to examine Lynn she had to ask why Lynn wanted to be a girl.

“So tell me Lynn, why do you want to be a girl and how long have you felt this way?”

“Just since I was elected homecoming princess.”

“And how long has that been?”

“Two weeks.”

“Hmm, two weeks, and in two weeks you’ve decided that you want to be a girl?”

“Yes, I know that sounds strange but it just feels right being this way.”

Dr. Bruce grabbed Lynn’s penis and scrotum and Lynn gasped.

“Does that hurt?”

“No, you just shocked me, your hand is cold.”

“Lets see, you just turned fourteen, I can tell you haven’t started puberty yet so maybe this is affecting your desire to become a woman. I’m finished with my examination so you can put your clothes back on. When you’ve finished I would like nurse Smith to draw some blood and then I want a word with you and your mother.”

Lynn removed his gown and put his clothes back on and then nurse Smith drew some blood before Lynn joined his mother in Dr. Bruce’s office.

Dr. Bruce began, “Susan, Lynn, what you want to do is a very serious life decision. When we are dealing with minors it is even more so. Lynn, why did you come to see me today?”

“I don’t know, my mother told me I should see you.”

“Okay, Susan, why did you bring Lynn here today?”

“I thought you could help him make his wish come true and help him become a woman.”

“And how would you feel about that Lynn?”

“I don’t know, I just know that I want to be a girl.”

“And how do you know that, you’ve only been a girl part time for two weeks and I hardly think that would justify you thinking that you want to be a girl. Susan why are you doing this with Lynn?”

“Because I could tell when he woke and I met Lynn the girl the first time that this was what he wanted. Everything seemed so right especially yesterday when we spent the day as mother and daughter, I knew it was the right thing, that Lynn wanted to be a girl.”

“Are you sure that this isn’t something you want more than Lynn?”

“Heavens no, Lynn being a girl will break my heart but I love him and if that’s what he wants then I will support him no mater what.”

“Okay, I can understand your support of Lynn but as a doctor I have to be sure this is really what Lynn wants. If I start treatment to turn Lynn into a girl now and he changes his mind at a later date there will be damage done that can’t be undone and I won’t have that no mater what kind of friend you are Susan, I would never forgive myself if I were to ruin Lynn’s life by making a hasty decision, so here’s what I propose to do, I will give Lynn and injection that will delay puberty for several months. I want you to see a therapist that specializes in gender disorders and after that if he recommends that I start hormone therapy I will. Here is a referral for Dr. Jackson, he is one of the best in his field, and Lynn remove your breasts once in a while or your skin will be damaged.”

“Thanks Jenny,” said Susan as she and Lynn exited Dr. Bruce’s office.

Susan called Dr. Jackson on her cell phone to make an appointment, as she wanted this whole thing to be over with as soon as possible, especially if she was going to have a daughter instead of a son.

“Dr. Jackson’s office.”

“Yes my name is Susan Collins and I would like to make an appointment for my daughter.”

“The soonest I can fit you in is a month and a half from now, unless you can come in tomorrow morning as I’ve had a cancellation but you will have to be here at nine AM.”

“I’ll make it work, schedule us for that time, see you then,” Susan said as she hung up the phone.

“Lynn, I’m going to hold you out of school tomorrow because you have an appointment with your therapist in the morning and depending on what he says when you will return to school.”

“Yes Mom, will I be able to return as a girl?”

“I don’t know, we’ll see.”

When Susan and Lynn returned home Susan called Miss Benson and informed he that Lynn would miss another day of school and not to say anything as to Lynn’s gender until after his Dr.’s appointment.

The next morning Susan brought Lynn to Dr. Jackson’s office. Lynn was wearing some casual clothes but they were what girls wore, tight jeans a short blouse and navel exposed. Her makeup was subtle and her hair was styled like the day before. Lynn had no choice with her hair, after having the perm and the cut it made it impossible to look masculine, she looked like a cute little mall bunny.

Susan and Lynn were assured into Dr. Jackson’s office.

“Good morning, I’m Dr. Jackson.”

“Good morning Dr., I’m Susan Collins and this is Lynn.”

“It’s nice to meet you. We might as well get started with the basic question, why do you want to become a boy Lynn?”

“A boy, I don’t want to be a boy, I want to be a girl.”

“Oh my, you want to be a girl, this is the first time I have been mistaken about the gender of one of my patients. You’re so pretty and feminine I thought you already were a girl. So tell me, why do you want to be a girl?”

“It just feels right when I’m dressed as a girl.”

“And you Susan how do you feel about Lynn and his wishes?”

“I just want Lynn to be happy, if that’s what he wants then I’ll support him any way I can.”

“Okay then as long as you will support Lynn no matter what the outcome is then I will be more than happy to treat Lynn.”

“I will no matter what the decision is.”

“Okay, I’d like to talk to Lynn alone if you don’t mind, you can wait in the reception area.”

“Thank you Doctor”

Susan left and Dr. Jackson looked at Lynn and asked, “You didn’t tell me why you want to be a girl other than it feels right, I’ll need more than that if you want me to recommend hormone replacement therapy.”

“I don’t know what to say other than I want to be a girl more than anything.”

“Maybe you do and maybe you just think you do, that’s why I’m here. Why don’t we start at the beginning, how long have you felt this way?”

“What way?”

“That you want to be a girl.”

“I started having these feelings when Mindy started training me to be homecoming princess.”

“How long ago was that?”

“Two weeks ago.”

“So in two weeks you’ve decided to become a girl, isn’t that awfully soon?”

“I don’t know, it just feels right, the amount of time shouldn’t matter should it?”

“Normally I wouldn’t say time was a factor because most people I see have been doing this for years but you have only done this for two weeks so I am a little concerned. Maybe we should start at the beginning and I don’t mean two weeks ago, let me ask you some other questions. Tell me about yourself from you earliest memories.”

“That’s hard to do, I remember my mom and dad playing with me and as I grew a little older my dad and I used to play catch with a ball. He used to tell me that I would be a great baseball player one day, we had so much fun. My parents kind of spoiled me and were always loving towards me until I was six years old. I remember my mom and dad started to argue a lot and when they did they would send me to my room but I still heard them. My dad would yell at my mother that he needed space and she would yell that he drank too much and then he would walk out of the house and slam the door. My mom would always end up crying and would go to bed until she stopped. After that she would come into my room and try to tell me that she and dad were okay and that he had to go to work and would be home soon. She would hold me for a long time when they fought and I could feel her body jerk as she cried. I held her back hoping that I was making her feel better but I didn’t know if I was helping or not. One day I asked my dad why he and mom were fighting all the time and he told me to mind my own business. After that day I didn’t feel close to my father again. The last time I saw my dad was when he and mom had a really big fight. Dad had been drinking and they told me to go to my room. I closed the door and tried not to hear them shout but they were so loud I couldn’t help hear them. My father was yelling and then I heard a sound that I will never forget, it was a popping crushing sound and then dishes and chairs falling all over the kitchen, I realized that my father had hit my mother in the face with his fist and she tumbled back into the table knocking it over. “Get out of here you bastard and never come back” screamed my mother. I heard the door slam and never saw my father again. I heard my mother crying and went to her. She was sitting on the floor leaning against the cabinets with blood running out of her mouth and tears streaming down her cheeks. I didn’t know what I should do and asked her if she was all right. No I’m not Lynn but I will be, please sit with me baby, I need a hug she said to me. I had always admired my father but after he hit my mother I never wanted to be like him again and if that was what men were like, I didn’t want to be a man either.”

“That’s a pretty big decision for a six year old boy to make, I hope you have learned that most men aren’t like that, a real man would never hit a woman. What happened next and tell me about some of your friends.”

“After dad left mom had to find a job and she went to work as a secretary in a realty office. After she worked there for a while she went to school for he realty license and after a few years she became one of the best sales persons in her office. During this time I went to school and did everything that most other boys do. My best friend was Kevin Cline and he and I did everything together. My mom paid his mom to watch me after school until she came home from work. I was always a little shorter than the other kids but they were never mean to me except for Elroy Crantz but he was mean to everyone, I guess you could call him a bully. He wasn’t the tallest kid in our class but he was just mean. He used to pick on everyone, even Ned Thomas. Ned was the tallest boy in class and he was really kind to everyone. He tried to be nice to Elroy, but Elroy just punched him in the stomach really hard and Ned fell to the ground and started crying. After that everyone avoided Elroy because no one wanted to get hit. Elroy would hang out with older kids and pretty much left us alone except when he wanted to prove a point and would beat up whom ever was closest to him. He beat me one day so I avoided him like the plague. I think I learned to love joking around so much because of Kevin. We would do all kinds of silly things like gluing a nickel to the sidewalk and watch people try to pick it up, it was a hoot. We would phone people and ask them if their refrigerator was running and that they had better catch it, we thought that was really funny. Now that I think back we were only eight when we did that and I’m sure the people knew it was just some young kids fooling around. Kevin was like a brother to me.”

“Did you ever wear girls clothes when you were younger?”

“No, never.”

“And when did you start dressing?”

“I told you two weeks ago.”

“You mentioned Mindy, who is Mindy?”

“She’s my best friend.”

“I thought you said Kevin was your best friend.”

“He was until we moved two years ago. My mom bought a house were we live now because we were renting our old house. When we arrived Mindy lived next door and came to greet me and we have been best friends ever since. We do every thing together except for girl things and now we even do those things together. Mindy moved to a new house last year but that didn’t stop us from being best friends, I love her like a sister.”

“And Mindy talked you into dressing like a girl?”

“No she didn’t, not really, she just helped me.”

“Then why did you start dressing like a girl?”

“Mindy and I were playing a prank on the school and it got out of hand and I had to dress as one to make everything better.”

“So this is the result of a prank?”

“Yes.”

“Would you tell me all about your prank so I can have a better grasp of why you’re doing this?”

“Yes Doctor”

Lynn proceeded to tell Dr. Jackson the whole story of him becoming homecoming princess and when he was finished Dr. Jackson looked at the clock and said, “Lynn what you’ve told me is fascinating but we are out of time today so I want you to make an appointment with my nurse for this Thursday so we can continue with your treatment. I’ll ask her to block out Tuesdays and Thursdays at four o’clock for the next six weeks for you and maybe by that time we might have a better understanding as to which way we should proceed. Would you ask your mother to come in here?”

“Yes Doctor,” Lynn answered as he exited the room. “Mom, Dr. Jackson wants to see you.”

Susan rose and walked into Dr. Jackson’s office and closed the door.

“Mrs. Collins, Lynn’s a very interesting subject. I don’t know if he is transgender or not. There is a possibility that he is but right now I tend to think he might be in shock because of what has happened to him in the last two weeks. Because of this I would recommend that he dress as a boy until I get a better feel as to what he is like.”

“Are you sure, he loves being a girl.”

“I’m sure he does, he is very pretty and I’m sure extremely popular, especially with the boys but I don’t want him making a life decision about his sex because of that, I want him to come to me and say I want to be a woman no mater what, even if I have to be a nun it’s that important to me. I don’t want him telling me he wants to be a girl because he likes the clothes, I want him telling me he wants to be a girl because he is one, and that’s why I want him to dress as a boy. If after our sessions he looks me in the eye and says Doctor I don’t mind wearing these clothes because these clothes don’t make me a boy because I could wear a sack and it wouldn’t change who I am, I am a woman. If he does that I will recommend hormones to achieve his dream.”

“Thank you Doctor” Susan answered.

Susan made all of Lynn’s appointments and then would wait for the outcome.

“Mrs. Collins, are you alright? You’ve been staring at that sign for the last hour,” said the court bailiff.

“Oh I’m fine, I’m just reminiscing about the past.”

“I know this trial has been hard on you, let me buy you a cup of coffee.”

“That’s very kind of you.”

The bailiff escorted Susan to the cafeteria and had her sit while he bought her a cup of coffee.

He returned and handed it to her.

“Thank you,” she said.

“This must be very hard on you,” he said.

“It is, but it is almost over, I hope the jury can come to a decision soon, I just want some closure,” Susan said as tears filled her eyes.

“I’m sure they will make the right decision.”

“I hope so.”

Susan finished her coffee alone as the bailiff was called back to the courtroom. She drifted back into her dream world.

She hated having to tell Lynn that he would have to be a boy again because Lynn the girl was such an open person. She was, well, a girl and she was being a girl and Lynn the boy was gone.

“But Mom, how am I going to do that, look at me, my nails and hair and my brows, how can I be a boy again?”

“You’re going to have to cut you nails to play water polo even if you’re a girl and I think maybe I can do something with your hair. You could say you were cooking and you singed your brows and that should be that.”

“But I want to be a girl.”

“I know honey, but clothes don’t make the girl, you’re either a girl or not and if you still feel like a girl after being a boy again then tell the Doctor”

“Okay Mom. I’ll try.”

Susan called Miss Benson that afternoon and told her that Lynn would be returning to school as a boy. You could hear the sigh of relief over the phone.

When Susan and Lynn arrived home it was time to make Lynn as masculine as possible so off came the breast forms and the nails were clipped off. When the forms were removed Lynn felt as though he had lost his two best friends in the world.

The next morning Lynn dressed for school and his mother helped him with his hair. Susan pulled it back into a ponytail and the pushed his tendrils on top of his head and then put on a baseball cap. He wore black jeans and a black T-shirt to complete the look.

“What do you think?” asked Susan.

“I look like a girl with a baseball cap on.”

“I know, turn it around so the bill is in the back, that’s how boys wear them.”

Lynn did as instructed and looked in the mirror, hmm that’s a little better he thought. Susan looked at her son and worried that he might not get away with being a male, he was just too pretty to be a boy.

School was pretty much the same except this day Lynn didn’t take his hair down for Mr. Copeland’s class. He figured that that little joke had gone on long enough.

“Lynn aren’t you going to let your hair down?” asked Mindy.

“God no, not after all that’s happened and you should be the last one to ask that question,” replied Lynn.

“You’re right, no more jokes,” giggled Mindy.

Mr. Copeland entered the classroom and took roll. He noticed Lynn’s new appearance and couldn’t hold his tongue, “New wardrobe Miss Collins, going for the gangster look?”

Lynn turned red with embarrassment and answered, “No Sir.”

Mindy felt Lynn’s discomfort but couldn’t help giggle out loud.

“Your own private joke again, Mindy?”

“Sorry sir.”

So it seemed that the events of the previous two and a half weeks had come full circle but they hadn’t. Class ended and Mindy couldn’t wait to talk to Lynn.

“Lynn, what happened, I thought you were going to attend school as my girl friend?”

“I wanted to but my therapist said he wanted me to try being a boy again.”

“How do you feel?”

“I hate it, I feel like a freak,” Lynn answered as tears filled his eyes.

Mindy hugged Lynn and said, “Don’t worry, I’m here for you. Maybe this weekend my girl friend can come back and we can go to the mall.”

A smile lit up Lynn’s face as he answered, “Oh Mindy, that would be so much fun, yes lets do it.”

Lynn finished his day with water polo practice and didn’t worry about his hair because all the players wore caps with their number on them and his feminine style wouldn’t be seen. He went home and did his homework and when he was finished he looked in his closet at the wardrobe his mother had bought him the previous Sunday and just sighed, maybe they will be mine again to wear, thought Lynn.

Thursday came and it was back to Dr. Jackson’s for his appointment.

“Good afternoon Lynn, how are you feeling today?”

“Pretty good I guess.”

“Just pretty good?”

“I miss my other person.”

“You miss being a girl?”

“Yes, very much.”

“It’s only been a few days since we started your treatment so I’ll reserve judgment on that until several weeks pass. I have to get a better feel on why you want to be a girl so I would like to talk more about when you first started this girl thing. Tell me more about the first time you saw yourself as a girl.”

“It was when Mindy made me up and took my picture for our posters. When I saw my picture it scared the heck out of me because I was so pretty, I was the kind of girl that would never go out with a boy like me. In a way it kind of creeped me out that I could be so pretty.”

“How did you feel when you dressed?”

“I didn’t dress that night, I only wore a blouse because it was only a headshot for the poster and it was just a regular old blouse, you know, nothing special.”

“If that’s the case why did you start dressing?”

“Remember I told you that I won the contest so I had no choice, it was that or I would be kicked out of school.”

“How did you feel the first time you saw yourself as a girl?”

“I don’t know, it’s kind of hard to explain, at first I was shocked that I could look so much like a girl but then I liked the way I looked but I also noticed that I like the way I felt inside.”

“And how was that?”

“I felt soft and pretty and as though I had found something that was missing.”

“And how did you feel when you had to change back to Lynn the boy.”

“I felt sad, even Mindy noticed, but she told me not to worry because I could be a girl the next day so I felt better after that.”

“So you continued dressing as one?”

“Yes almost everyday.”

“Why so often?”

“Mindy said I needed practice for all the school events. She told me I had to think and act like a girl all the time if I was going to pass without being seen as a boy.”

“Did you like doing it all the time?”

“I loved it. After a few times I thought of myself as a girl and not a boy anymore.”

“What did you do when you were a girl?”

“You know, girl things.”

“Girl things?”

“Sure, we went shopping and cruised the malls and flirted with boys.”

“You flirted with boys?”

“Of course, that’s what girls do.”

“Didn’t you feel that was wrong to do since you are a boy?”

“I was a girl flirting not a boy, in fact Mindy even got mad at me and told me it wasn’t right for me to flirt because she only wanted me to act like a girl not become one but as the days past I did become one. I tried not too but it was something I had no control of, I became a girl and now I love being a girl and to be perfectly honest with you I hate having to be a boy.”

“I know it’s hard Lynn but it is best that you at least try to be a boy until we decide what to do. You might actually like being a boy again if you give it a chance. Your hour is up so we will have to continue this next week, I’ll see you then.”

“Dr. Jackson, would it be alright if I dressed as a girl once in a while, you won’t be angry if I do will you?”

“Of course you can and no I won’t be angry. It’s very important that you know that there is no right or wrong when it comes to your feelings, there is only right or wrong when it come to actions and then only if it hurts someone else, so if you want to be a girl then be one, I just don’t want you to be one at school just yet.”

“Thank you so much, Dr. Jackson,” gushed Lynn.

“It sounds to me like a very pretty young lady is going to be visiting her friends soon.”

“Yes, Dr. Jackson,” blushed Lynn.

“Try not to let it sway your feelings about your sexuality alright?”

“I won’t Doctor, I just want to be me whom ever me is.”

Friday came and Mindy asked Lynn if he wanted to see a movie.

“Lynn that new comedy movie, Love Sucks is playing, do you want to go?”

“I’d love to, would it be alright if I came as your girl friend?”

“I was hoping you would, Judy and I will pick you up at seven and we can shop until the movie starts.”

Judy was Mindy’s new neighbor that had just moved into her neighborhood from another town across state. Judy was seventeen and had her driver’s license and was eager to have new friends and driving a car was one way to achieve that.

“See you then,” said Lynn.

Lynn arrived at home and phoned his mother to tell her of his plans for the evening.

“Mom, Mindy and I are going to the show to see a movie and I just wanted to know if that would be alright, and one other thing, I want to go as your daughter.”

There was silence as Susan digested what Lynn had said, sure the movie was fine and going with Mindy was fine but going as her daughter was well she was conflicted.

“Do you think going as a girl is the right thing to do?”

“Yes I do, if I try to put my girl self in the closet how will I be able to decide what I want with my life?”

“You’re right honey go ahead and have fun, but remember you’re a young woman and I expect you to act as one, do I make myself clear?”

“Yes mom, and mom, I love you,” Lynn said excitedly.

Lynn decided to wear a pink mini skirt, her white tennis shoes and a white blouse with short sleeves and a scooped neck, that way she wouldn’t show cleavage because she wasn’t able to attach her breast forms by herself so she just inserted them into her bra. Lynn applied her makeup and brushed out her hair then went to wait for Mindy to pick her up. Judy honked the car’s horn and Lynn ran out to the car.

“Wow Lynn, you look great.”

“Thanks.”

“How do you feel?”

“Complete for a change, I missed being a girl.”

“I missed having my girl friend around.” Said Mindy.

The girls drove off and arrived at the mall. Judy spotted three other girls that were seniors in school like herself that she had met and decided to join them since hanging with freshmen wasn’t cool.

“I’m going to hang with Sherri and the other girls, I’ll meet you here after the movie okay?” asked Judy.

“That’s cool,” said Mindy. Mindy really didn’t care since Judy was basically a ride for her and it was much cooler being driven around by a peer rather than your mother.

Lynn and Mindy went to buy tickets for the nine o’clock show. Before they reached the ticket booth Mindy looked and spotted Charlie and Rex.

“Lynn, there’s Charlie and Rex, what do you want to do?”

“I don’t know, what do you want to do?”

“Well last time we had fun and I do kind of like Charlie, let’s see what they want to do. If we buy our own tickets then we won’t be obligated to them but if they buy them for us then we will probably have to kiss them and stuff like that, what do you want to do?”

“Lynn got a devilish look in her eyes and said, “Let’s have them buy our tickets.”

The girls giggled and then called to the boys. Charlie and Rex were more than happy to purchase the girls tickets for them and Rex could hardly wait to put his arm around the girl of his dreams. When Rex put his arm around Lynn’s shoulders she snuggled close to him, she liked feeling protected.

”I’ve missed you,” Rex said.

“I’ve missed you too,” replied Lynn.

The couples walked to their seats and got comfortable before the movie started. The movie was the typical silly dribble that tries to pass as comedy these days so it wasn’t long before the girls and boys were making out. Lynn loved the way she was feeling and when Rex began to probe her mouth with his tongue she melted into his arms. As the make out session continued Rex found the courage to begin caressing Lynn’s legs. When he first touched her leg she jumped so Rex withdrew his hand. Lynn took his hand and put it back on her leg so he could caress it. As his hand moved on her leg Lynn was becoming inflamed with desire, she had never felt anything so sensual before. Rex was slowly moving higher on Lynn’s inner thigh and Lynn was responding, she pulled Rex tighter to her body as she felt a tension building in her stomach. Rex had finally reached her panties, well actually the lacy edge of the panties before Lynn realized where his hand was. She reached down and pulled his hand away, she had promised her mother that she would be a good girl and besides if Rex went any farther Lynn would die a horrible death when he discovered Lynn’s secret.

Lynn move her mouth away from Rex’s long enough to say, “Please don’t,” and then returned her lips to his.

Rex being the nice young man that he was kept his hand below Lynn’s panties the rest of the night. The movie ended and Lynn had to wait to compose herself before the couples left, she was on fire. Rex and Charlie walked the girls to Mindy’s car and kissed the girls goodnight. Rex pulled Lynn to his body and kissed her deeply and probed her mouth with his tongue Lynn felt weak as she felt his erection against her stomach. She wondered what it would feel like inside her, Lynn was becoming a woman. The couples broke their embrace and Judy drove Lynn and Mindy home.

Lynn entered her home and found her mother waiting up for her.

“Hi sweetheart, did you have fun?” Susan asked.

“Yes we had a wonderful time.”

“What movie did you see?”

“Love Sucks.”

“Is that all you did?”

Why is mom asking me all these questions Lynn wondered?

“Yes, we just saw the show, well actually we walked around the mall first.”

“Who else was there besides Mindy?”

Lynn turned red, her mom knew, but how could she know, I’d better be honest with her or all this might end, “Rex and Charlie.”

“Who are Rex and Charlie?”

“Mindy’s friends,” Lynn answered innocently.

“One of them must be your friend too, I can tell by your lipstick, it is smeared all over you lips. This is another lesson for you to learn, before you come home you go to the ladies room and fix your makeup so you look presentable and another thing, didn’t I ask you to behave like a lady?”

“Yes mom, all we did was kiss.”

“Maybe this time all you did was kiss but next time it might be more and I don’t want my daughter getting a reputation as being easy, do I make myself clear?”

“Yes mom.”

“Now tell me all about your boyfriend,” Susan asked excitedly.

“Mom, he’s not my boyfriend, I just kind if like him a lot.”

“Well that’s why you would call him a boyfriend and besides if he isn’t your boyfriend why were you making out with him, now tell me all about my daughters first love.”

“His name is Rex and he’s so cute, I just want to snuggle up to him every time I see him. He and Charlie are best friends and they go to a private school. Rex is very nice to me so I feel comfortable and protected when I’m with him,” Lynn answered dreamily.

“It sounds like my little girl is in love.”

“Mom it’s not like that, were just good friends.”

“Just be careful young lady.”

“Yes Mom.”

Lynn went to her room and removed her clothing and makeup and went to bed. She was thankful that her mother had been so understanding.

Susan went to bed and knew when Lynn’s therapy with Dr. Jackson was over she would have a daughter and her son would be gone. She smiled to herself thinking about her daughter and her first boy friend.

Other than his night out with Mindy, Lynn pretty much kept to himself and helped his mother around the house by doing chores. Most of the time he tried to come to some kind of conclusion as to his sexuality.

Monday he returned to school as a boy and was surprised that no one had said anything about his appearance today or the previous week. Perhaps that was more of an indication of Lynn’s impact on campus than his appearance. Lynn’s only close friend was Mindy and most of the other students pretty much ignored Lynn because as a boy he wasn’t intimidating and because he hadn’t started puberty he was just a little boy to be ignored. Lynn probably could have shaved his head and the other students would have thought he was just weird. Lynn still wore his cap backwards to keep his hair up but his brows still looked plucked.

Tuesday came and Lynn was back at Dr. Jackson’s office.

“Lynn how was your weekend?”

“It was wonderful, I went to a movie with Mindy.”

“Did you go as a boy or girl?”

“As a girl.”

“How did you feel when you did that?”

“I felt relief, as though I had found something that was missing.”

“And what do you think was missing?”

“My femininity, I feel like I’m a girl and when I try to be a boy it’s like it’s a charade of some sort, it just doesn’t feel right.”

“Hmm, that’s interesting, so you and Mindy went to the movie, did you do anything else?”

“Yes, we met Rex and Charlie at the mall and they took us to the movie.”

“And how did you feel about that?”

“Like any other girl, I felt special.”

“Did you and Rex have any physical contact?”

“Yes, we kissed a lot.”

“And how did you feel about that?”

“It was wonderful, I wanted to kiss him all night long.”

“But how did you feel inside, did kissing make you feel any different?”

“Oh yes, I felt warm and numb at the same time and my stomach was doing flip flops. When he kissed me goodnight I felt his thing get hard and wondered what it would feel like inside of me.”

“Well your certainly reacting like a woman, maybe I might be wrong by insisting that you try to be a boy. It sounds as though you’re a girl trying to be a boy so maybe I’ll have you dress as a boy for the rest of the week and if nothing’s changed then maybe we can cut your sessions short as to you beginning hormones. If I approve of hormone treatment I will expect you to still see me every week because I want to be sure that it’s the right thing to do, I’ll see you Thursday.”

“Thank you Doctor”

Lynn returned to Dr. Jackson’s office for his Thursday appointment.

“Good afternoon Lynn, how are you feeling today?”

“I’m feeling fine I guess, I just wish all of this was over.”

“It will be soon. I want to be honest with you though, I’m very conflicted as to the best treatment for you. You’re the youngest person I have ever treated and that makes you a special case with me. All of my previous patients had started puberty and knew what they felt as far as their sexual needs were concerned. All of my male to female girls had experienced a male orgasm at least once before they transitioned and knew what they were giving up when they started hormone therapy but you have never had that experience so you really can’t make a knowledgeable decision as to whether you want to be a girl or boy. If I were to jump off the curb so to speak, I would recommend hormones right now and let nature take its course and let you become a girl but for some reason I’m bothered by this, I just wish you could experience what a male experiences before making this decision. On the other hand if you were to become a girl now you wouldn’t have a conflict with the male female thing, you would just be a woman with womanly desires. I thought I would be able to make a decision by today but I’m going to put it off until next week. How do you feel about my decision?”

“I wish I could start hormones now but if I have to wait, then I will. I know my mind won’t change because I have already felt what a woman feels when I’m kissed by a boy. I have no desire to kiss a girl that way because I’m a girl already and so one more week won’t make a difference. I’ll wear these clothes if you want me to but they won’t change how I feel inside, I feel like a girl.”

“Lynn, you can wear any clothes you wish, even at school. I would like you to bring Mindy with you next Tuesday because I would like to talk to her about how you handled your training to become a girl.”

“Yes Dr. Jackson, see you next week.”

Lynn arrived at home and couldn’t wait to tell his mother the news about what he could wear.

“Mom, Dr. Jackson told me I could wear any clothes I wish, even to school.”

“Oh really?”

“Yes, I finally get to wear my nice clothes.”

“Do you mean your girls clothes?”

“Of course Mom, what else would I mean, I can’t wait, I’m so excited.”

“Don’t be to hasty young lady, if you wear your girls clothes and become a girl full time you will have to quit your water polo and Miss Benson will have to find a way for you to transition smoothly into your classes.”

“I’ll have to quit water polo?”

“Yes, you won’t be able to be on the girls team just yet and I’m sure you won’t want to be on the boy’s team with your breast forms.”

“I see your point Mom, I guess I’ll have to quit then because being a girl is more important to me, I don’t want Lynn the boy here anymore.”

“Before you do this I think it would be best if you waited until Monday to dress as a girl so I can talk to Miss Benson tomorrow about your decision. It will be easier to be a girl after the weekend because most of the kids will forget that you were a boy, at least I hope they will, we’ll just have to see what happens.”

“Thanks Mom, can I have a hug?”

“Come here you, of course you can.” Susan said as she took her daughter into her arms.

The following morning Susan was on the phone with Miss Benson.

“Miss Benson, Susan Collins here, the reason for my call is to inform you that Lynn has decided that he wants to become a girl and will be wearing girl’s clothes to school starting Monday. I told him it would probably be best if he started after the weekend so most of the students will probably forget he was a boy the week before. I think maybe it would be best if nothing is said unless someone figures out that Lynn is a boy and if it creates a problem then something can be said, how do you feel about doing it this way.”

“I think that might work because Lynn is one of those students that just blends in and is never noticed until he does something stupid. You and Lynn have my utmost support.”

“Thank you Miss Benson, if this goes smoothly then you will be off the hook for the grief you’ve caused Lynn so keep your fingers crossed.”

“They are Mrs. Collins, they are.”

Susan informed Lynn of the decision she and Miss Benson had made and Lynn squealed with joy before running to her room.

Lynn was on the phone three seconds later.

“Mindy, guess what, I get to be a girl all the time now, is that cool or what?”

“Even at school?”

“Yes, even at school, I’m changing clothes right now, it’s good-by Lynn the boy and hello Lynn the girl, this is going to be so much fun, I can’t wait for school.”

“Don’t you think people will notice your change?”

“Nobody noticed me before so why would they notice anything different and besides when I was a girl at the homecoming dance nobody recognized me so why should they now?”

“You’re right, the boys will drool just looking at you and the other girls will welcome you as one of there own and one other thing though, don’t steal another girls boyfriend or they will look for something to hurt you with and then you might be found out so be careful. Now what are my best girl friend and I going to do this weekend?”

“Shop?”

“Yep, Lynn the boy is gone, Judy and I’ll pick you up tomorrow and we can go into San Francisco and shop at Union Square.”

“Cool, I’ll see you tomorrow,” Lynn said as she hung up the phone.

“Mom, Mindy and I are going shopping tomorrow, would that be alright?”

“Of course it would be, you’re a girl now and that’s what we do.”

“Thanks Mom, could I do something else this weekend?”

“What’s that?”

“Would it alright if I were to visit Mrs. Mac Lain this Sunday?”

“What a nice thing to do, of course you may, you’re making me very proud of you Lynn. I couldn’t ask for a better daughter.”

“Thanks Mom, I love you.”

“Mrs. Collins, I’m sorry to bother you but the cafeteria is closing in a few minutes so you will have to wait out in the hall,” said the bailiff.

“Oh, I’m sorry, I must have been daydreaming again, I’ll go back to the bench by the courtroom. Have you heard anything from the jury?”

“No, not yet, if they don’t come to a decision by five o’clock they will be sent home and will have to come back tomorrow.”

“Thank you officer.”

Susan walked slowly back to the marble bench and lowered herself down to sit once more. God how can this take so long she wondered, the case was cut and dried, they should have decided in an hour, unless, unless, Susan didn’t want to think about that.

Susan drifted off once again thinking about her daughter’s first trip to San Francisco as a girl.

Saturday morning came and Judy and Mindy picked Lynn up bright and early. The girls arrived in San Francisco just as the stores were opening.

“Where do you want to start?” asked Mindy.

“I don’t know, remember this is my first time doing this,” answered Lynn.

“Let’s start with the expensive stores first and end up where we can afford the clothes,” said Mindy.

And that’s what the girls did, boutiques first, then Macys and finally H and M and DSW shoes. When Lynn arrived at home she couldn’t wait to show her mother everything she bought for the money Susan had given her.

“Mom, I’m home.”

“Hi honey, did you have a good time?”

“Mom, it was so much fun, and look at all the things I bought.”

“Show me, it looks as though you bought out the whole city,” Susan giggled.

Lynn started with the clothing and ended with the shoes.

“Honey, how could you buy all this stuff, I only gave you one hundred forty dollars to spend?”

“I found all the clothing in clearance and the heels were half off, they were so cute I couldn’t resist them.”

“You bought everything on sale, you make a mother proud,” said Susan with a twinkle in her eye, “Let me see those heels.”

Lynn opened the box and handed them to her mother.

“Lynn these are Chinese Laundry sandals, how much did you pay for them?”

“They were sixty-nine dollars to start with and then were marked down fifty percent, is that okay?”

“Honey these shoes usually cost two hundred dollars, of course it’s alright, did you try them on?”

“Yes they fit perfectly, I could even walk okay with the heels.”

“Hmm, they look to be over three inches tall, when will you be able to wear them?”

“There are school dances coming up and since they are black they will go with anything.”

“Good thinking, are you sure you weren’t a girl in a previous life,” asked Susan with a laugh.

“Maybe I was Mom, you never know.”

Susan had Lynn try on all her new clothes and was amazed at all the bargains Lynn found. She didn’t like some of the fashions Lynn chose but Lynn was a fourteen-year-old girl and they were fashions appropriate for a girl her age.

“Lynn go put your new things away and come back here so we can discuss what you are going to wear to school Monday.”

“Yes Mom.”

Lynn folded and hung her new possessions in her room and joined her mother in the kitchen.

“So what do you want to wear to school Monday morning, honey?”

“I’m not sure, I was thinking that I would really like to wear a skirt and blouse but then I thought it might be best if I wore jeans with a blouse so my change wouldn’t be so drastic, what do you think?”

“I think you’re right, jeans would be better the first time the other students saw you as a girl, maybe they won’t remember you as a boy or they might think of the old you as being a tomboy and that you’ve decided to become more feminine, yes, I think jeans would be best.”

“What am I going to do about P.E.?”

“I’ll phone Miss Benson and I’m sure she will assign you to study hall.”

“I’m going to miss water polo.”

“That’s a sacrifice you have to make, maybe next year you will be able to play again.”

“I hope so, I love being part of the team.”

Lynn and her mother spent the rest of the day talking and then Lynn helped cook dinner and clean up afterward before she went to bed.

Sunday she visited Mrs. Mac Lain at the hospital and got to know the woman better. Mrs. Mac Lain was surprised that Lynn came back to visit her since she knew the only obligation Lynn had was the previous visit.

“It was very nice of you to visit me Lynn.”

“Thank you Mrs. Mac Lain.”

“Why did you come back?”

“I enjoyed visiting with you so much last time that I wanted to see you again. It’s so interesting talking to you.”

“I’m glad you enjoyed yourself. What do you plan on doing after you graduate from high school?”

“I would like to go to college.”

“What would you like to study?”

“I’m not sure yet.”

“Take it from me honey, take business.”

“Why?”

“So you will be able to compete in the business world. I remember going back to school and everyone thought I was crazy taking business, “That’s for men” they would say, “Your place is in the home” women said, well when my husband died, I couldn’t very well feed my children by staying home and that’s why I went back to school and learned how to compete in the business world and I hope you do the same. I would like you to go to work at one of my businesses after school or during the summer so you can learn more about the business world.”

“I would like to very much.”

“I’m going to write a letter of recommendation for you so they will be more that happy to hire a young thing like you.”

“Thank you Mrs. Mac Lain.”

“Now let’s walk out into the garden so I can tell you more about life in the thirties, I really enjoy talking to a pretty girl like you.”

Lynn walked Mrs. Mac Lain to the garden and listened to her as she gave Lynn a lesson on history from one that had lived through the great depression.

Lynn stayed for several hours and then kissed the woman on her cheek when she left. Lynn could see the sadness in her eyes when she left.

“Goodbye Mrs. Mac Lain, I’ll try to get by next week.”

When Lynn said that you could see her face brighten with happiness.

When Lynn returned home she told her mother how much she enjoyed her visit with Mrs. Mac Lain and that she might be able to get a job working at one of her old companies. She then told her that she wanted to visit again next week. Susan was pleased that her daughter was such a sweet girl and hoped that school wouldn’t change her Lynn into something else.

Monday came and Lynn attended school the first time as a girl. She wore low cut jeans and a cute blouse with a scooped neck. It wasn’t low enough to show cleavage and Lynn didn’t want anything like that to show just yet. Her mother attached the forms with cement and helped Lynn with her makeup, just a little shadow, mascara and lip gloss, earrings and a necklace. Lynn was the very picture of a female student; she would blend in perfectly.

Lynn’s first stop was Miss Benson’s office to change her schedule.

“Good morning Lynn, you look very nice this morning,” Miss Benson said. She couldn’t believe this was the boy she tried to discipline by making him dress as a girl, Lynn was just another girl student only much prettier than most.

“Thank you Miss Benson, did my mother call you so I can drop P.E.?”

“Yes she did, you will be in study hall fifth period. I told your P.E. instructor that you moved away so there won’t be any questions.”

“Thank you Miss Benson.”

“You had better hurry to class now or you will be late.”

Lynn rushed to Mr. Copeland’s class and just made it before the bell rang.

Mr. Copeland took role and had to remark on Lynn’s appearance.

“Good morning Miss Collins, it’s nice of you to take some pride in your appearance for a change.”

“Yes Mr. Copeland.”

Lynn felt like crawling under her desk, now everyone will know that I’m a boy dressing as a girl, shit, I’m dead.

“See, I told you he was really a girl,” stated Tom Lotti.

“I did too,” said Sharon Smith, not wanting to feel as though someone had put something over on her.

Dustin, who sat next to Lynn asked, “Why did you pretend to be a boy?”

Lynn who was now relieved answered, “I was just joking around, but my mom found out and made me stop doing it.”

“I’m glad she did, now I get to sit next to the prettiest girl in school.”

Lynn just blushed and said, “Thank you.”

And so the day went, each class decided that Lynn had been playing a joke on them and he was much prettier as the girl they thought he was.

Tuesday found Lynn back at Dr. Jackson’s office with Mindy in tow.

“Good afternoon Lynn, I see that you’ve decided to dress as a girl today.”

“Yes Doctor”

“Did you attend school like that?”

“Yes, and I did yesterday too.”

“How did that go?”

“It went fine, everyone thought I was a girl all the time from when school first started.”

“I guess that made the transition easier then.”

“Yes it did.”

“Did you bring Mindy with you today?”

“Yes.”

“Would you ask her to come in here for a moment, I’d like to talk to her alone.”

“Yes Doctor”

Lynn went and asked Mindy to talk to the Doctor while she waited in the reception room.

“Thank you for coming today, Mindy. The reason that I asked Lynn to bring you is that I wanted talk to you about Lynn’s transition into a girl. Could you tell me a little about when you first noticed a change in Lynn?”

“I guess it was when I first dressed him as a girl. I tried to teach him how to act and it came naturally to him, it was kind of creepy.”

“Did it bother you that it was so easy for him?”

“Not at first, I just wanted him to be able to get away with the deception but as we did it more I didn’t like where it was going.”

“What do you mean by that?”

“I took Lynn shopping and some boys started to flirt with us. I just ignored them but Lynn flirted back with one of them, not like a boy being silly, but he was flirting like a girl and it was then that I knew he was becoming a girl. I told our councilor at school what was happening but she said that was good because she didn’t want Lynn to get caught pretending to be a girl and not to worry that Lynn would be more than happy to be a boy again after his punishment.”

“What happened next, did Lynn say anything about wanting to be a boy again?”

“No, and things just got worse, we met some guys and Lynn fell for one of them.”

“Did they have sex?”

“Oh God no, nothing like that, they just made out but when we left the boys Lynn gave his phone number to the boy just like a girl would. I think he forgot he was a boy and acted just like a girl.”

“Did he see the boy after that?”

“No, he didn’t have time. He had to take care of all his duties as princess and then when he had his make over done, it was as though they wiped the boy away, there was only a girl left.”

“How do you feel about all of this?”

“At first I was having fun making Lynn into a girl but then it got serious when he became one and I didn’t like what I had done, after all if I had never asked Lynn to play that prank none of this would have ever happened, but now, I love my new girl friend and would do anything for her.”

“Do you feel that Lynn has truly become a girl, other than her male parts?”

“Oh yes, there is no boy left.”

“Thank you Mindy, would you send Lynn back in here?”

Lynn returned to the office.

“Lynn, after talking to Mindy there is no doubt that you are a girl and that the boy Lynn is gone forever. I know I should give you permission to start hormones and I’m sure I will but you are so young and I have to be sure it’s the right thing to do. I’m going to talk to a specialist about you and what the hormones will do to someone as young as you and will give you my answer as to that decision on Thursday, see you then.”

“Thank you Doctor”

“Oh by the way please have your mother come in with you.”

“I will.”

Lynn returned to school on Wednesday and discovered something new - she was popular. The boys thought they had gone to heaven when they saw her and the girls liked her because she was nice and she attracted boys like honey did to bees. As the day wore on girls all wanted to be her best friend. There were slumber parties and regular parties she was invited to, and the boys, God the boys, go to the movies with me, how about a party, meet my parents, study with me, it was overwhelming. Lynn went home and just wanted to be alone.

Thursday came and it was the same thing all over except this time she put it into perspective. Where were these people when she was Lynn the boy? She knew they wanted to be with her because she was pretty but had no clue as to what kind of person she was. At least she knew Mindy loved her for the person she was and decided that if she went to a party, Mindy would go too and besides Mindy would watch out for her. Lynn knew she needed help when it came to social skills as a girl and her best friend would guide her.

That afternoon Lynn and her mother were in Dr. Jackson’s office.

“I’m glad you both could make it this afternoon. I wanted you here Susan because I’ve come to a decision about hormones for Lynn. I looked into the plusses and minuses of hormone therapy for Lynn and have found that if he were to do this now it would be best if indeed he wants to become a woman. If we wait then there will be masculine traits to overcome. The only down side to this is that Lynn would never be able to be a functioning male after treatment begins. Well actually he would able to after several months but realistically he will be a woman for the rest of his life. After reviewing my sessions with Lynn I don’t think that will be a problem. At this time I would consider Lynn a girl waiting to start puberty and would recommend hormone treatment for him. Now you two must decide which course to take.”

“Lynn, what do you want to do?” asked Susan.

“Mom, please let me be your girl,” Lynn answered excitedly.

“Then that’s what we will do, Dr. Jackson, does that answer your question?”

“Yes it does, I’ll have Dr. Bruce start as soon as possible.”

“Thank you Dr. Jackson,” said Lynn as she and her mother left.

Susan called Dr. Bruce right away with Dr. Jackson’s referral.

“Susan, you might as well come in now, it will only take a few minutes to inject Lynn and that way we don’t lose any time.”

“Thank you so much,” said Susan.

Lynn and Susan drove directly to Dr. Bruce’s office for Lynn’s first injection.

“Lynn I’m going to inject you with a testosterone blocker and with estrogen for you to develop a girls figure. I want you to come here once a month for injections and I will prescribe some pills for you to take everyday. After a while I might recommend removal of your testicles so you won’t have to take the testosterone blockers but that will be in the future, maybe in a year or so. Okay here we go, please lower your jeans so I can welcome you to our side of the aisle. This won’t hurt too much, I’m going to do both sides of your butt so please don’t move.”

Dr. Bruce injected Lynn on both cheeks of her butt without much ado. Lynn felt the serum flow into her and knew that now she was truly a woman. As the hormones coursed through her system she felt giddy, she felt like such a woman.

“Doctor I feel so feminine, so womanly, thank you,” said Lynn with the excitement reserved for fourteen-year-old children.

“Lynn, I hate to burst your bubble but you aren’t going to feel anything different for months, I know your excited about doing this but what you’re doing takes time, you won’t have breasts over night, but still I can feel your excitement, what you have done is a big step and I’ll be here for you.”

Lynn and her mother left and went home. Lynn could hardly wait to tell Mindy that she was now a woman.

“Mindy, guess what, I’m like you now, I’m really a girl.”

“You are?”

“Yes, I just got my first hormone shot, now we’re both women.”

“Wow Lynn that’s so cool, but were not women yet, we’re still girls.”

“You know what I mean, I won’t have to wear my breast forms anymore.”

“You grew boobs already?”

“No silly, I mean after a while.”

“Okay, I’ll see you tomorrow, I have so much homework to get done, God my math class is so hard, I hate it.”

“I think math is easy, I wish you still lived next door so I could help you, okay, see you tomorrow.”

“Bye.”

Lynn went and did her homework like good girl and then went to bed and dreamed of the girl she was going to become.

Susan sat on the hard marble bench and remembered how the months past and watched as the hormones changed her little girl. She couldn’t help but giggle at some of the conversations she had with her daughter. She especially remembered when Lynn finally started to develop in the chest area.

“Mom, my chest hurts,” complained Lynn.

“Let me see honey, take your top off.”

Lynn removed her top and bra. She still wore her forms because she didn’t want to go from a B cup to a zero cup over night. If she did the other students would have thought she was indeed a boy and not the girl she claimed to be. The cement had started to irritate Lynn’s skin so she had stopped gluing the forms on her chest butt now she again had irritation. Susan examined Lynn’s chest and smiled. Lynn’s nipples were inflamed and there was a puffiness under them, my baby’s becoming a woman she thought.

“Lynn honey, the reason your chest hurts is that your breasts are beginning to grow, you’re becoming a woman.”

“But it hurts,” whined Lynn.

“It doesn’t hurt that bad, remember I went through the same thing and it only lasts for a little while and just think of the improvement when you’ve finished growing,” giggled Susan.

“You’re right Mom, I’ll try not to be such a baby,” Lynn said as she put her clothes back on.

Two more weeks past and Lynn was once again upset.

“Mom, I’m getting fat, I can’t button my jeans,” wailed Lynn.

“Let me see,” answered Susan.

Susan inspected Lynn and came to the logical conclusion.

“Lynn, you’re starting to develop into a woman. Remember last week you complained about your chest hurting and I explained that your breasts are starting to grow, well that’s not the only thing that’s going to grow, your hips are too. Your jeans aren’t going to fit anymore because we bought them to fit your figure and at the time you had a boy’s figure or a little girls figure but now the hormones are making you develop into a woman. Your waist isn’t growing but you hips and breasts are, this is a very awkward time for a girl. Your clothes won’t fit properly until you’ve finished maturing, but there is one good thing about this period of time, we girls get to shop a lot.”

“Mom, you’re so silly sometimes, I love you.”

“I love you too and this weekend I’ll buy you some new jeans.”

“Thanks Mom.”

It was about a month later that Lynn came running to Susan to ask her the most important question of her life,

“Mom, Mom, may I go to a school dance, please,” Lynn begged.

“A school dance, with whom?”

“Rex asked me.”

“Who’s Rex?”

Susan had forgotten about when Lynn came home with smeared lipstick and Lynn wasn’t going to remind her mother that this was the boy with whom she had been making out.

“He’s a friend of Mindys.”

“What kind of dance is it?”

“It’s the spring formal, please say yes, I’ll love you forever.”

“Do you mean you won’t love me if I don’t let you go?”

“Come on Mom, please, you know I would love you no matter what, please let me go.”

“All right, you can go, but I want to meet this boy Rex and his parents too, where is the dance going to be held?”

“In the St. Patrick’s gym.”

“What are you supposed to wear?”

“Rex has to wear a suit and I have to wear a dress.”

“When is the dance?”

“The weekend after next, the tenth of May.”

“Alright, I’ll have to make an appointment to have your hair and nails done and we have to find you a dress to wear, who else is going?”

“Mindy and some of my girl friends from school.”

“Isn’t St. Patrick’s an all boys school?”

“Yes, that’s why the boys ask the girls from our school to go with them.”

“I hope this boy is nice.”

“He is Mom.”

“I hope so.”

This was the day Susan had dreaded, boys wanted her little girl and boys that age didn’t want girls to pamper and love, they wanted them for something all together different. She knew what they wanted and even worse she knew that some of the girls wanted the same thing. Her only hope was that Lynn had enough sense to behave herself.

“Lynn this Saturday I’ll take you to find a dress and shoes to go with it.”

“I could wear my heels I found when Mindy and I went shopping in San Francisco.”

“I guess you could, they’re awfully sexy though especially for a girl your age.”

“Please Mom they’re so cute.”

“And sexy, I guess it would be alright.”

Saturday came and Susan brought Lynn to find a dress for the dance.

“Let’s look at Macy’s, they probably have the best selection for a girl your age.”

Lynn and Susan found the junior department and the search began.

“Mom, look at this one, I have to have it, its gorgeous.”

“It is beautiful except you can’t wear it, it’s strapless and you don’t have the boobs to hold it up just yet, keep looking.”

Lynn found a black dress that had lace all the way to the collar and had to try it on.

“Mom, this one is perfect, I want to try it on.”

“Okay, I’ll keep looking to see if I can find another one for you.”

Lynn went into the dressing room and removed her jeans and blouse. She lifted the dress over her head and lowered it into place. It was lined with satin and had support built in for her bust. It had a keyhole back and Lynn was going to need help to zip it up. Luckily there was an attendant to help her. When it was zipped she looked in the mirror and knew this was the dress she wanted. She went to show her mother.

“Mom look, I love this dress, what do you think, can I have it, please?”

“Oh Lynn, you look so pretty in that, but isn’t it kind of short?”

Lynn loved the dress and how it caressed her skin as she walked but she also liked the way it fell to mid-thigh and showed her legs. Susan however was concerned with her daughter’s legs being on display and especially for her daughter’s date to look at.

“Mom, its perfect, please, may I have it?”

“As long as the boy is as nice as you say he is, I’ll let you have it.”

“Thank you Mom, oh thank you, thank you, thank you.”

Susan purchased the dress for Lynn and Mother and daughter finished the day buying more clothes for Lynn as the hormones were developing her figure at a much more rapid rate as is typical with young girls, they graduate from eighth grade looking like little girls and three months later they enter high school with a figure that stops boys from talking.

Lynn was far from having such a womanly figure but she was developing some feminine curves and much to Susan’s concern Lynn was developing womanly thoughts, especially about boys.

“Mom, look at that boy, God he’s so cute.”

“Yes I guess he is, but I think he’s a little old for you.”

“He’s only sixteen.”

“And your fourteen, so don’t get any big ideas young lady. I don’t want you dating yet and the only reason I’m letting you go to this dance is that dances like this are special for girls growing up, it’s part of becoming a woman.”

“Yes Mom.”

The week past and it was time for Lynn to have her hair done for the dance. She went back to Styles Spa to have it done by Sondra.

“Lynn how have you been, I haven’t seen you since the homecoming dance, so what’s the occasion this time?”

“It’s the spring formal at St. Patrick’s school.”

“Let me look at your hair,” Sondra said as she fluffed it with her fingers, “My it’s grown since you were here last. It looks like I have some work to do, you should see me every month at least for a trim, your so pretty that it’s a shame to let you hair go like this.”

“I didn’t think it was that bad.”

“Tsk, tsk, being well groomed is the first lesson a young woman should learn, come back here and let me wash your hair.”

Sondra washed Lynn’s hair and conditioned it. When she was done she wrapped it in a towel forming a turban.

“What would you like to do with your hair this time?”

“I liked what you did last time can you do the same to it?”

“Sure I can, in fact it will look better in the back because your hair is longer now and it should fall to between your shoulder blades, very sexy. How would you feel about some highlights, they would make the style perfect?”

“I guess my Mom won’t mind.”

“Good, now tell me about your date.”

Sondra started to work on Lynn’s hair and unlike the first time she wanted it to be as feminine as possible. Lynn told Sondra all about Rex and also about the homecoming dance and her kiss with Jason. By the time Lynn was finished with her stories Sondra had just finished rolling her hair to set it.

“Does your Mom want us to do your nails and makeup?” asked Sondra, “Your brows need some touching up.”

“I’m not sure, would it be okay if I called her?”

“Sure use the phone on the front desk.”

Lynn walked to the phone and called her mother.

“Mom, would it be okay if I had my nails and makeup done?”

“I wasn’t planning on it but since this is your first dance, I guess it would be alright.”

“Thanks Mom.”

Lynn hung up the phone and told Sondra that she could have the works.

“Good that way we can do everything while you hair dries.”

Sondra called Judy to do Lynn’s nails When she was done they were a deep burgundy color. Next Rachel did Lynn’s makeup.

“Lynn you have to take better care of your eyebrows, you should get in the habit of cleaning them up at least once a week, let me do it for you.”

Rachel plucked Lynn’s brows until they were even more feminine then the last time she had been here. She then made up Lynn’s face. When she was done Sondra brought Lynn back to her station and finished styling her hair. When she was finished Lynn was awe struck, she thought she looked good last time but with the highlights and new makeup, she knew Rex would be impressed, in fact she was impressed with her appearance. Lynn’s mother arrived to pay the bill and when she saw her daughter tears formed in her eyes, she looks so grown up she thought.

“Thank you Sondra for doing such a nice job on my daughter.”

“Honey, it’s a pleasure working on her, she so pretty to start with that it makes my work easy.”

Susan drove Lynn home so she could have a bite to eat and then dress for the dance.

“Lynn, take a bath and shave your legs and underarms while you’re in the bath. Be careful not to get you hair wet and don’t muss your makeup.”

“Yes Mom.”

Lynn filled the tub with warm water and lowered herself in and felt the relaxing water envelope her body. She lay in the water and thought about he exciting evening she was about to experience. The water started to cool so she lathered her legs and carefully pulled the razor up her legs being careful not to nick herself and then she did her underarms and exited the tub. Lynn wrapped the towel around her body and went to her room. When she removed the towel she looked in the mirror and called her mother.

“Mom, come here please.”

“What’s wrong honey?”

“My chest looks swollen and it hurts and I think I’m getting fat, maybe I should diet.”

“Let me see sweetheart, well it looks like my little girl won’t be little much longer, your developing breasts and your hips are growing, it looks as though your hormones are working. I doubt that you will have to diet for a while unless your stomach grows too and it looks as though that isn’t happening, you’re just becoming a young lady. Let’s get you dressed now so I can take some pictures of you.”

“Okay.”

Lynn pulled a pair of black thong panties up her legs and nestled her tiny penis and scrotum into them. Never having gone through male puberty had its pluses as it made hiding her male parts easy. Next Susan helped glue on Lynn’s breast forms and secured them with a black strapless bra.

“Mom, may I borrow your garter belt tonight?”

“Not in your life, you’re much too young for something that sexy. I bought a new pair of pantyhose for you, they’re on your night stand.”

Lynn tore open the package of hosiery and rolled them up her legs. When she reached the top she pulled them until they fit perfectly. They were a pair of sheer tan hose and Lynn felt the smoothness with her hand and got lost in the feel of them. Susan watched as her daughter lost herself in the femininity of her feelings.

“Mom, would you help me with my dress?”

“Of course sweetheart.”

Susan lowered the dress down over Lynn’s head and pulled it down until it fit like a glove. She then buttoned the collar behind Lynn’s neck. Susan then helped Lynn with her heels that she had bought while shopping with Mindy.

Susan started to cry. She couldn’t believe how pretty her daughter was. She looked elegant, the dress showed her shoulders and arms and just a little of her back was seen through the keyhole just below her neck. The hem stopped at mid-thigh. Her hair and makeup were flawless. Her legs looked tan and shapely as they curved seductively down to her feet and their Chinese Laundry sandals.

“Mom, why are you crying?”

“Because you’re so beautiful, come into the living room so I can take your picture.”

Lynn turned and looked at her reflection in her mirror. She stared and thought, I hope Rex is impressed when he sees me. Lynn glided slowly down the hallway to the living room walking slowly so as not to trip. She wasn’t used to wearing heels as high as this, they were just shy of four inches. Lynn loved the seductive click the heels make on the hardwood floor.

“Honey, stand in front of the fireplace and face me.”

“Okay mom.”

“Alright ready, smile,” flash, flash, “Now turn a little to the side, perfect,” flash, flash, “Now turn a little more, that’s it, “ flash, flash went the camera as Susan took the pictures. “When Rex gets here I want to take pictures of the both of you,” Susan said.

“Yes mom.”

Five minutes later there was a knock at the front door.

“Go back and wait in your room until I call you, your entrance is almost as important as what you wear.”

“Okay Mom.” Lynn returned to her room and Susan answered the door. She opened it and gazed at the creature that wanted to steal her baby from her. Rex was very nervous and he did look kind of cute, Susan was enjoying the young man’s discomfort, maybe Lynn would be all right after all.

“Come in,” Susan said as Rex and his father entered the house. “I’m Susan Collins,” she said as she extended her hand to Rex’s father.

“I’m Roger Shipley, Rex’s father, it’s nice to meet you,” he said as he took Susan’s hand in his, “and this is Rex.”

“It’s nice to meet you Rex.”

“I’m sorry my wife was unable to meet you tonight but she had to attend a meeting at the hospital to raise money for the children’s wing addition.”

“Well at least I was able to meet you. Aren’t you the Roger Shipley that owns the Chevy dealership across town?”

“One in the same, please don’t hold it against me.”

“I won’t,” laughed Susan, “Lynn, your guest is here.” Susan would be damned if she was going to call Rex her date, she was too young to date and besides this was just a dance so it was just, you know something special, but not a date.

Lynn walked down the hallway into the living room, her heels announcing her arrival.

“Hi,” Lynn said cheerily.

“Gulp, hhhi,” Rex stammered when he saw Lynn.

“Lynn this is Mister Shipley, Rex’s father,” Susan said.

“It’s nice to meet you Mister Shipley,” said Lynn with her biggest smile and extending her hand to shake his. The light danced off her nails as Roger took Lynn’s hand in his and shook it softly.

“It’s nice to meet you Lynn, it’s easy to see why Rex is so infatuated with you, you’re very pretty.”

“Dad,” Rex said as he whined with embarrassment.

Susan didn’t like the way Roger was looking at her daughter but she really couldn’t blame him as Lynn’s makeup made her look older so she would forgive him this time.

“You two stand in front of the fireplace and Rex you place your arm around Lynn’s back and hold her around her waist, that’s perfect, now hold still,” Susan said as she took the pictures of the couple.

“Okay kids, what time is the dance over?”

“I think around Ten-thirty.”

“Alright, I expect you home by eleven Lynn, have fun you two.”

“We will Mom.”

Rex walked Lynn to the Chevy Tahoe and helped her in and soon they were at the dance. Mr. Shipley left the couple off in front of the gym. Rex and Lynn walked into the room. When they did, all conversation stopped. The other boys were in awe when they saw Lynn and couldn’t believe Rex’s luck to have such a beauty for a date. The other girls noticed too but mostly they saw the reaction their dates had toward the beautiful girl. Almost to a couple the boys’ dates swung their elbows into their ribs and the whoosh of air being pushed out of their lungs filled the room.

Lynn looked around the room and spotted Mindy with her date and a group of other students.

“Rex, there’s Mindy, come on I have to talk to her,” said Lynn excitedly.

Lynn took Rex’s arm and pulled him across the floor to where Mindy was standing.

“Mindy, oh my God, I love your dress, you look so hot.”

Mindy did look good in her strapless red knee length dress. Mindy had developed a large bust over the last year and loved showing it off in low cut dresses like this. Mindy had also gone to the salon and had a make over that day and as she stood in her red four-inch heels the boys couldn’t help but notice her beautiful shape, she was a show stopper.

“Wow you should talk, I love your dress, where did you find it, it’s perfect.”

“At Macy’s with my Mom, let’s see if we can find a table.”

The couples walked to a table in the back of the room. Rex and Charlie were in their second year of high school so that meant that they were on the lower pecking order when it came to functions like this. The Senior’s had first choice of tables and then came the Juniors and then after that it was first come first serve.

The music started and Rex escorted Lynn to the dance floor for their first of many dances. The first five were fast and Lynn was having fun dancing and swiveling her hips like the rest of the girls. Finally there was a slow song and Rex swept Lynn into his arms. Lynn saw the other girl put both hands around they’re dates neck so Lynn did the same. Rex pulled Lynn tight to his body and Lynn laid her head against his shoulder. This was a new feeling for Lynn as the couple’s bodies rubbed against each other. Her last dance was the homecoming dance and at that dance she had become infatuated with her dance partner and had gotten lost in the femininity of dancing close to a boy. She had become somewhat aroused but only because she had never had sexual contact with anyone before. She felt like a beautiful girl in a romantic setting with a handsome boy and loved the way she had felt at the time, it was almost like a romance novel. But now something else was happening to Lynn, she was becoming aroused sexually. She was feeling romantic but now she felt something else, she felt lust. The hormones she was taking were making her feel like any other teen aged girl going through puberty, she wanted Rex and not just to kiss, she wanted something else, she was hot. Rex was also feeling the effects of puberty and he was getting an erection while he held Lynn tight. All he could think was that he hoped she couldn’t feel what she was doing to him. Oh but Lynn did feel what was happening and she loved that she was having this effect on Rex so much so that she rubbed her pelvis against his embarrassment. Why did I just do that she wondered, not knowing that her high amounts on hormone were taking control of her sub-conscience sexual desires, she was becoming a woman.

The music ended and the couple walked back to the table, Rex had to try to make his tented pants go down. If one were to see Rex walking with Lynn there would be no doubt as to what he was trying to hide. Most men don’t walk with they’re girl friends hand on their arm and they’re other hand held in front of their crotch, it’s a dead giveaway. Rex seated Lynn and asked her if she wanted a soda to drink and went to get one for her.

Rex no sooner left than a boy sauntered up to the table.

“Hey, what’s up?” he asked.

“Nothing,” Lynn replied.

“What’s a fox like you doing all by yourself?”

“I’m not by myself, I’m with my boyfriend.”

“Do you mean that little sophomore?”

“He’s not so little.”

“But he is a sophomore and a girl as pretty as you shouldn’t be wasting your time with someone like that, you should be with a senior like me.”

“I don’t think so.”

“And why not?”

“Because you’re rude and obnoxious, you know I’m with someone else and you try to hit on me, you’re an ass,” stated Lynn.

“Well fuck you bitch, you had your chance.”

“Nice come back,” replied Lynn.

The boy turned around to confront Lynn just as Rex was returning to the table.

“Lynn is there something wrong?” asked Rex.

The boy looked at Rex and decided that trying to start a fight with a boy larger than himself would be foolish so he turned back around and walked away.

“Everything is fine now that you’re back,” Lynn said as she took Rex’s hand in hers.

Rex and Lynn drank their sodas and returned to dancing. The fast ones were fun but the slow ones became more and more intimate as the evening wore on. The last dance finally arrived and Lynn pulled Rex tight to her body, feeling every ripple of his muscles that she could through his suit, Lynn wanted Rex in the worst way. She couldn’t control her feelings any longer and pulled Rex’s lips to hers and locked into a kiss that was rocking her world. She saw sparks and she felt a glow in her groin and instinctively she knew where she wanted Rex’s erection to be, deep inside of her, she was becoming a woman. Lynn parted her lips as though by instinct and Rex’s tongue entered her mouth. She felt the soft sensual touch of his tongue as it made love to her mouth, Lynn was on fire. The music ended and Lynn and Rex broke their passionate embrace, both looking at the other, their eyes saying all that needed to be said, I love you.

Rex’s father was waiting for the couple when the dance ended and drove Lynn home so as to make her curfew. When they arrived Rex walked Lynn to the door and kissed her goodnight. Even as innocent as this kiss was it moved something inside Lynn and made her wonder what was happening to her.

Susan was waiting for her daughter and of course had to know everything because that’s what moms do.

“Hi honey, did you have fun?”

“Oh Mom, it was so wonderful and Rex is so nice, we had so much fun.”

“Was Mindy there?”

“Yes and she looked so hot, her dress was gorgeous, it was strapless, I wish I could wear something like that.”

“Don’t worry you will, it won’t be long, although I doubt that you will be as large as Mindy, she’s very busty.”

“Why not?”

“Because Mindy is larger than normal and our family runs about average when it comes to bust size but that shouldn’t stop you from wearing dresses like that when you get a little older.”

“I can’t wait.”

Lynn went to her room and removed her dress and makeup and went to bed. She dreamed about her Rex again only this night she wasn’t his princess, she was his wife and on her honeymoon. Rex was kissing her deeply and she was becoming aroused. She wasn’t sure of what he was doing to her but what ever it was it was making her crazy with lust. She looked into his eyes and said, “take me,” as she felt his erection rubbing against her stomach. Rex lifted her hips and at that moment Lynn swooned and woke from her sleep. My God, my God she thought, what was he going to do to me as she felt an emptiness inside of her body.

The next morning Susan woke Lynn to tell her that Mindy was on the phone.

Lynn picked up the phone and said, “Hello.”

“Lynn, tell me all about last night, I saw you and Rex kissing, God I didn’t think you would ever stop.”

“Oh my God Mindy, it was so wonderful, I was so hot.”

“I could tell, you were moving all over him, did he have a woody?”

“A woody?”

“You know was he hard?”

“God yes, I thought he would burst his pants,” giggled Lynn.

“How did it feel?”

“I wanted it so bad, if I could have I would have ripped his clothes off.”

“Wow girl, it sounds like you’ve got it bad.”

“God Mindy, I don’t know what’s happening to me, I feel so weird.”

“You’re going through puberty. When I started I was like you too, all I would do is watch boys and their butts and my dreams were well you know wild. Every night some boy was seducing me in my dreams, my mom and dad told me I was boy crazy and I guess that’s what you’re going through now, do you like it?”

“Yes, but I feel so empty at times.”

“Don’t worry, you get over it and eventually you’ll learn how to satisfy yourself.”

“How do you do that?”

“I’m not going to tell you now, maybe later on, I have to go, call me later.”

“Okay.”

Lynn hung up the phone and went to ask her mother if she could visit Mrs. Mac Lain.

“Mom, would it be okay if I visited Mrs. Mac Lain? I want to show her the pictures from last night.”

“Sure honey, I made extra copies when I down loaded them this morning, you can give her copies of each.”

“Thanks Mom.”

Lynn went and showered, being careful not to wet her hair. She decided to wear a skirt and blouse because Mrs. Mac Lain liked girls to dress like girls and not wear pants all the time. Lynn didn’t mind because she liked wearing skirts and dresses, they made her feel feminine.

Lynn entered Mrs. Mac Lain’s room and kissed her on the cheek. She had been “resting her eyes” as she called it when she napped.

“Lynn, what a surprise, it’s so nice to see you.”

“Hi, Mrs. Mac Lain.”

“What brings you here today, dear?”

“I wanted to show you the pictures from the dance I went to last night.”

“Let me see sweetheart, oh you look lovely, so pretty, my, my, you’re such a young lady, and your date, my he’s handsome.”

“Thank you.”

“I remember when I was young like that, when you’re my age you forget many things but when you first date a boy, it’s something you remember forever, almost like it was yesterday. My first formal date was with a young man named Bruce Tollaver. He was such a handsome boy. He made my heart flutter every time I saw him. I remember my mother helping me get ready for the dance. My dress was very full and I had to wear many layers of petticoats with it. When I walked you could hear the swish, swish sound from them and when Bruce saw me he blushed, the whole night was magical. When the last dance came Bruce kissed me, it was my first kiss, I remember it to this day, his lips found mine and I quivered when we touched, I think it was one of the most special times in my life.”

“How did you feel when he kissed you?”

“It did something to me, like someone had lit a fire inside of me, why do you ask?”

“Because Rex kissed me last night and I melted. It gave me a need that I couldn’t fill. I can’t describe it, I felt as though I wanted him to do something to me but I didn’t know what it was.”

“Oh my dear, come sit next to me,” Mrs. Mac Lain said as she patted the bed. “What you were feeling was what all women feel when they want to give birth to a child and the man they are with makes them feel that way. You wanted to make love to him, you wanted him inside of you to make that baby, honey it’s part of being a woman. Right now though you are too young to have a man bed you and although it’s hard sometimes you have to stay in control of your body and not let just any man take you to bed, wait until you’re married. I know more girls that didn’t wait and then they found themselves pregnant and wished they had never done what they had. Take it from an old woman; wait until that special person comes along. I waited until I was married and I’m glad I did, Mr. Mac Lain was my first and he was my last, I only wish that we had tried to make a girl before he died, but at least I have you to dote on, I hope you can humor an old woman.”

“Oh Mrs. Mac Lain I love coming to see you, you’ve become very special to me, I’m glad you want me to visit.”

“I love having you here too dear.”

Lynn spent several more hours visiting, helping Mrs. Mac Lain to walk into the garden and then back to her room. Lynn was beginning to love her as though she was her grand mother.

“My Mom’s here so I have to go, you can keep the pictures, I brought them for you.”

“Thank you sweetheart, give me a hug now and be off with you.”

“Lynn hugged Mrs. Mac Lain and kissed her on the cheek. Lynn loved the stories she told her about when she was young and even though it was a different time all the basics were the same, the feelings, what was right and wrong, Lynn was learning important lessons.

Two weeks past and Lynn excitedly returned to the home to visit Mrs. Mac Lain again.

Lynn walked into her room and found the bed made but the woman wasn’t there. Lynn walked to the nurse’s station to ask where she was.

“Excuse me, could you tell me where I could find Mrs. Mac Lain?”

“Mrs. Mac Lain, are you a relative of hers?”

“I’m a friend, I visit her every other week.”

“I’m sorry dear, but Mrs. Mac Lain passed away last week, the funeral was Thursday, who did you say you were?”

“I, I, I’m Lynn Collins, she was my friend, she was like a grandmother to me, we were,” Lynn said as her voice faded off and the room went black as she fainted.

Lynn saw the light growing brighter as she regained consciousness.

“Are you alright miss, you fainted,” said the nurse as she laid a wet cloth on Lynn’s forehead.

Lynn was in a bed having been placed there by an orderly. Why had she fainted, then she remembered, Mrs. Mac Lain had died, tears came to her eyes as she sobbed. The nurse had been aware enough to look in Lynn’s purse and found Susan’s phone number and was able to have her come back to pick her up.

Lynn was able to walk to the car without incident. When she sat the tears returned. I t was all Susan could do to calm her child.

“It’s alright honey, let it out, it will make you feel better.”

Susan comforted Lynn until she gained some control of her emotions. The nurse told Susan why Lynn was so distraught, so she was at least able to try to talk some sense to Lynn.

“Honey, I’m so sorry for your loss, but Mrs. Mac Lain was very old and she had lived a full life and I know you’re going to miss her but she wouldn’t want you to cry like this.”

“But I didn’t even get to say goodbye to her.”

“I’m sure she knows you would have wanted too and I’m sure she sees your sorrow now and it’s alright to grieve, everyone does when they lose someone they love. Just remember the good things about her and remember what she told you about life and that way she will never die in your head, she will always be with you.”

“Thanks Mom,” Lynn sniffled as the tears fell from her eyes. It would take a while for Lynn to come to grips with her loss but she eventually found solace in her school work, she would become the student Mrs. Mac Lain would be proud of.

Lynn returned to school and several weeks past. She was called to the councilors office. What did I do now she wondered?

Lynn walked into the office and was greeted with smiles.

“Lynn, I have some really exciting news for you,” said Miss Benson.

“You do?”

“Yes, do you remember when you visited the convalescent hospital after the homecoming dance and you met a woman named Mrs. Mac Lain?”

“Yes, I visited her every two weeks after that.”

“You did, why did you do that?”

“Because she was my friend and I found her to be very interesting and she taught me may things about being a woman.”

“I wasn’t aware of that, what a wonderful thing for you to have done, so maybe that explains what I’m going to tell you. As you know Mrs. Mac Lain was a very wealthy woman and because you befriended her she set up a scholarship trust that will be used by any girl that was a queen or princess for homecoming and she named it The Lynn Collins Scholarship Fund. The fund will pay for any girl who has completed high school and is admitted to a four-year university and was a queen or princess. Depending on how well the girls do with their studies and if they don’t have grades good enough to qualify then the funds are carried over to the next year or if two or three girls qualify then they all get the scholarship. School must have been very important to her.”

“It was, she was a very special person in my life.”

“She must have been and you in hers for her to bequeath this money to our school.”

“I loved her very much.”

“Everything she talked to you about must have made an impression, you have one of the highest grade point averages as a first year student.”

“She did, I have to return to class, thank you Miss Benson.”

“Lynn, I’m the one who should be thanking you for this and everything you have done for me, you’re a very special girl.”

“Thank you Miss Benson.”

Lynn was so proud of what Miss Benson had told her that she knew she would qualify for the scholarship, she couldn’t let Mrs. Mac Lain down.

The school year past and finally it was summer vacation time. It was time for fun and Lynn and Mindy had fun, shopping, flirting, swimming, flirting, flirting, hey she’s a girl now and that’s what girls do.

August came and Lynn had a question to ask her mother.

“Mom, Vanessa is having a slumber party for her birthday and hers is two days before mine and she asked if I could go. Mindy is also invited, can I go, please?”

“As long as her parents are going to be there you may go.”

“Oh thank you, thank you, I love you Mom,” Lynn said as she raced to the phone to call Vanessa with the news.

The bailiff walked across the hallway to the bench where Susan Collins was sitting.

“Mrs. Collins, the judge just said that if the jury can’t come to a verdict by five o’clock he is going to send them home for the evening,” he said.

“Thank you bailiff, does it look like they might be done today?”

“It’s hard to say, usually with a case like this the jury should have had a verdict by now, its pretty obvious what happened, but the way the DA spun the case the jurors might be confused, I just hope they make the right decision.”

“So do I, thank you.”

Susan returned to her thoughts of Lynn’s first slumber party.

It was the day of the party and Lynn was beside herself.

“Mom, what am I going to wear, what do they do at these parties, maybe I shouldn’t go.”

“Don’t be silly every girl goes to at least one slumber party in they’re lives, relax, the only thing you’ll be doing is putting on makeup and talking about boys. Wear your long flannel nighty and you’ll be fine.”

“Should I wear my forms, my breasts have been growing and they are kind of sensitive when I put on the glue.”

“Let me take a look at your breasts to see how much you’ve grown.”

Lynn raised her blouse and Susan removed her bra and forms. Lynn hadn’t glued them on because the bra held them firmly and she didn’t like the discomfort when she had to remove them. Susan looked at her daughter’s breasts and was pleased with they’re growth, Lynn was developing like a girl her age should. It takes a little while for growth to start but when it does it seems to happen over night or maybe it just seems that way, one day flat the next stacked.

“Lynn you’re growing very nicely, I think you’re almost an A cup. If you’d like I can take you to the store and buy you a padded bra that will make you look almost as big as you are now but will be able to take it off when you go to bed. Don’t worry, I’m sure some of the other girls will have the same kind of bras and their development won’t be much more than yours, after all you’re fourteen and fifteen year old girls.”

“What about Mindy?”

“Mindy’s an exception, large breasts run in her family, look at her mother, the poor woman must feel like she’s carrying melons around all day long,” laughed Susan.

“Mom, you’re so silly,” answered Lynn.

Susan loved this kind of interaction with her daughter, one that wouldn’t have happened if Lynn had decided to remain a boy after the homecoming incident, maybe good things do come by accident she thought.

“Lynn grab your purse so we can run to the mall, we have to hurry because I’m supposed to drop you of at Vanessa’s in an hour.”

“Okay Mom.”

Susan brought her daughter to the lingerie section at Macy’s to buy her some new bras. She bought two, one padded and one not. Both where white, the padded one had a little lace and when Lynn put it one it pushed her breasts together and created a small amount of cleavage, wow. I look hot she thought. The other was a plain white cotton bra, nothing fancy but practical, one a woman would wear everyday.

“Mom, do I have to get this one, can’t we buy this lacy bra instead?” Lynn asked as she held up a bare wisp of sexy black lace.

“Lynn, I’m not going to buy something like that until you’re older and besides you would grow out of it in another few months and did you see the price of that? That kind of bra is for when you want to seduce a man and I won’t allow you to do that, don’t worry after your development stops I’ll allow you to have pretty things like that.”

“Yes Mom.”

“Susan and Lynn returned home and Lynn put on her new bra and packed to go to the party. She liked the new sensations she was getting from the bra, her forms had pretty much insulated her breasts from any sensation but now she felt ever so slightly any movement of fabric against her nipples. Wow, she thought, this is so cool. She would soon discover that her non-padded bra would feel even more intense but that would wait for another day.

Susan drove Lynn to the party and Vanessa answered the door.

“You made it,” She said as they hugged and gave the typical air kiss, “Hurry you’re the last one here, the other girls are in the family room, bye Mrs. Collins,” said Vanessa as she waved goodbye to Susan.

“Bye Mom,” said Lynn as she waved goodbye.

The girls closed the door and went to join the other girls.

“Lynn, you’re here,” screamed Mindy.

The whole group ran over and gave Lynn a group hug and took her bag and placed it with the others in the corner of the room. Vanessa had been allowed to have ten girls over for her party but with all of them talking it seemed like twenty.

“I’m hungry,” stated Jennifer. Jennifer was one of those girls that was forever eating but looked like she was a waif starving in the streets - she never gained weight.

“God Jen, don’t you ever stop eating, if I ate like you I’d look like a blimp,” said Brenda. Brenda was a tall girl but had to watch her weight, she would gain five pounds just walking by a restaurant.

“You’re just jealous,” answered Jennifer.

“Come on, my Mom made some sandwiches in the kitchen and there are sodas in the fridge, let’s eat,” said Vanessa.

The girls invaded the kitchen and when they had finished eating returned to the family room and turned on the stereo to listen to some music and learn how to dance the latest dances. The girls finally tired of dancing and decided it was time to make each other over. Vanessa decided she wanted cornrows in her hair and asked her best friend Shauntay to do them for her. Shauntay was one of the few black girls in the school. She was extremely pretty, looking much like Vanessa Williams and very popular with the boys.

“Vanessa, that takes a lot of time, are you sure you want me to do it?”

“Please, it’s my birthday.”

“Alright sit here so I can get started.”

“Lynn I want to do your makeup,” stated Ashley, “I saw a way to make your eyes look bigger.”

“My eyes look big enough already,” giggled Lynn.

Ashley was a sweet girl that everyone loved, she was short, maybe and inch or two shy of five feet but had a bubbly personality and seemed to be going a hundred miles an hour all the time, “Come on Lynn, sit,” she ordered.

Lynn sat next to Ashley and allowed her to remove her makeup so she would have a fresh pallet to work from. Mean while Mindy and the rest of the girls decided to do their nails. The room looked and smelled like a salon on a busy day.

Ashley finished Lynn’s makeup and awaited approval of her work.

“Well?” she asked.

“Oh my God, Lynn, you look so hot, do me next please?” asked Brandi.

Brandi was the wild card in this mix. She was very pretty but when it came to brains well like the old saying goes, when they said brains, she thought they said trains and missed hers, but she would never do anything to hurt her friends and would stand by them to the end.

Lynn did look hot, for a hooker, but then again these girls were trying to discover what being a woman was all about and the only way was to experiment. Brandi took Lynn’s chair and then Lynn went to do Sarah’s toenails.

Sarah was the quiet one of the bunch. She was very studious, was on the girl’s track team and seemed to excel in what ever she did. Sarah was a person you could trust with your life and would always be there for you.

Lynn placed cotton balls between Sarah’s toes and asked her what color she wanted.

“Blue,” she said.

“Blue, are you sure, you’d look so hot with red.”

“I’m sure, blue, I want to look retro, that’s me.”

“Okay,” Lynn said as she started to paint.

Slowly over the next few hours the girls were made up, painted and they’re hair was styled although Vanessa was the only one to have cornrows as they were just too much work to do. Now the girls went into the next phase of the evening, the "tell the truth" phase.

“Has anyone ever done it, you know gone all the way?” asked Vanessa.

“Eww, no,” answered Sarah.

No, no, I haven’t, not me and so on until they came to Brandi.

“I did it, when I was with Tim,” she answered.

“You did?” asked Jennifer.

“Yes.”

“What was it like?” asked one of the girls before one of the others could ask.

“It was, I don’t know, it was kind of like well, you know, like, God this is so hard to explain. You know when you kiss a boy and you feel empty and don’t know what to feel, well when Tim did it to me I felt, God I hate this, I felt so complete.”

“Did it hurt?”

“At first, but then God it felt so good.”

“Did you only do it once?”

“No, after the first time I did it all the time with Tim.”

“Are you still with Tim?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“Because he broke up with me.”

“Why?”

“He found a new girl friend.”

“Have you done it with anyone else?”

“No.”

“I would never do anything like that,” said Shauntay.

“Why not?”

“Because I don’t want to get pregnant.”

“Brandi, aren’t you worried about getting pregnant?”

“Are you kidding, I’ve been on the pill since eighth grade, what about the rest of you, don’t you at least want to experiment?”

“Not me,” said Jennifer.

“Nor do I,” answered the rest of the girls.

“Why not?”

“Because, I’m not ready for that yet,” said Mindy.

“What about you Lynn, I saw you and Rex at the dance and I could tell you were ready to do it?”

“Have you forgotten that I was born a boy?”

“Oh God, I’m sorry, I’ve forgotten over time that your not like one of us, I’m so sorry.”

“You were born a what?” asked Sally.

Sally was the brainiac in the group. She never stopped studying. She was a nice looking girl but wasn’t one to try to accentuate her looks. She had a steady boyfriend and really never got into school social structure.

“I was born a boy, but now I’m a girl.”

“How can you do that?”

“I was a girl on the inside and now I’m becoming a girl on the out side.”

“I’m sorry but color me stupid but how can you become a girl?”

“I’m taking hormones.”

“I’m sorry but that’s creepy.”

“Why?”

“Because, if you’re a boy, you’re a boy, and if you’re a girl, you’re a girl, you can’t change that.”

“When you first met me did you see a boy or girl?”

“A girl.”

“So?”

“I don’t know, it just doesn’t seem right.”

“Why not?” asked Shauntay.

“Because, I don’t know, God this is so confusing.”

“Let me ask you this, when you look at me what do you see?” asked Shauntay.

“My girl friend.”

“What else?”

“What do you mean, what else?”

“What else?” asked Shauntay with exasperation in her voice.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“What color am I?”

“Black.”

“And?”

“Shauntay, you’re making me crazy, what are you talking about?”

“I’m talking about Lynn, when you look at her what do you see?”

“A pretty girl.”

“Now do you understand what I’m saying? When you look at me you see your friend, not your black friend and when you look at Lynn you see a girl, not a boy that looks like a girl, but a girl, now do you get it?

“Yes, I’m sorry, some times I’m so dense,” said Sally as the room erupted with laughter.

The girls were thirsty and all wanted to have a drink so it was soda time once again. When they finished they returned to the family room and spread out their sleeping bags or blankets which ever they brought to sleep in. The girls removed their clothing down to their panties and everyone had to stare at Lynn. Did she have boobs, were they fake, finally Sarah said, “Don’t stare, it’s not nice.”

Lynn was unaware that she was the center of attention until Jennifer asked, “Lynn are your breasts real?”

“Of course they are, I’m a girl.”

“I’m jealous, they’re bigger than mine,” said Ashley.

“Ask your Mom for implants,” said Mindy as the girls all giggled.

“Maybe I will, I hate being flat.” responded Ashley.

“Be careful what you wish for or you might look like Mindy,” said Vanessa.

“Fuck you,” laughed Mindy.

Mean while all the girls had to feel Lynn’s breasts and they found that they felt just like theirs, Lynn was indeed one of them.

It was after midnight and the girls were settling down. Vanessa put the question out to the group, no one in particular but asked, “What do you want to do after high school?”

“I don’t know yet,” said Ginger, “Maybe a nurse.”

Ginger was the quiet one of the bunch. She was shy and unlike the rest of the girls, she had a full figure and because of this she kept to herself other than hanging with Sally. She and Sally were best friends and both were honor students. When she spoke first all the girls looked her way, as this had been the first peep out of her mouth all night.

“A nurse, how come?” Vanessa asked.

“Because you have to study hard and be strong enough to be able to lift patients.”

“That makes sense, I just want to get married,” said Brandi.

“I want to be an attorney,” said Sally, “ And go to Hasting School of Law.”

“My Mom’s an attorney,” said Shauntay.

“I thought your mom was a stay at home mother,” said Vanessa.

“She is, my mom and dad made the decision for her to stay at home until I go to college.”

“Wow, that’s so cool, I wish my mom could have stayed at home,” said Brandi.

“I’m not sure what I’m going to do just yet, I have some other things to take care of first, if you know what I mean,” laughed Lynn.

“What are you going to do?” asked Mindy.

“When I’m eighteen I’m going to have surgery to make me complete and then I’ll go to college,” answered Lynn.

“Aren’t you afraid?” asked Sarah.

“No not really, I’m more afraid of not being accepted as a girl than having the surgery, at least after that no one will know that I was ever a boy.”

“What about you Shauntay, are you going to be an attorney like your mother?” asked Jennifer.

“No way, every time I read something in the paper about lawyers it’s negative and I’d hate to have people talk about me behind my back. Can you imagine what that would be like, eww she’s a lawyer, no thanks. I want to go to Stanford and get my MBA from their business school and become the first woman CEO for AT&T.”

“Why Stanford?” asked Jennifer.

“Because my father went to medical school there and Condoleezza Rice taught there.”

“Who’s Condoleezza Rice?” asked Brandi.

“Are you kidding me Brandi, don’t you ever watch the news or read the newspaper?”

“I never read the paper and if the news is on MTV I might see it, so who is she, I think I did hear her name once, isn’t she in that rap group from Detroit?”

Shauntay just rolled her eyes, “God Brandi sometimes I think you just crawled from a cave, She just happens to be the smartest woman I know of. She’s the Secretary of State and travels all around the world for our country. She’s done everything on her own and got where she is by being smart.”

“She’s black too, isn’t she?”

“Yes, but I think most people see her as a very smart woman and not as being black. That’s the way I want to be, I want people to think of me as a smart girl and not as a smart black girl. It was like when Sally said that I was her girl friend and didn’t think of me as being black, she just thought of me as being me because I’m just like all of you only a little darker. The only people that have a problem with me are my cousins that live in Oakland. They call me an Oreo, you know brown on the outside and white in the middle. They tell me that I’m turning by back on the black experience and that I should be more like them. I explain to them that I am proud of my black heritage but I want to make something of myself and the only way is with an education. I ask them, what would you have me do, be like Rochelle and have a baby at fifteen or Tyrese and be in jail for selling drugs, I know if I work hard there are better things for me so don’t tell me about the black experience and don’t use it as an excuse not to try.”

“Whoa, what did they say when you said that?” asked Lynn.

“They pretty much called me a bitch, well actually they called me an uppity white bitch and that I thought I was better than them.”

“Wow that’s weird, you would think they would want to do well.”

“I think they do but there is a lot of pier pressure from their friends and there is a gang mentality in that neighborhood that instead of trying to lift themselves up they are brought down by thugs that run everything where they live. Once a person gets away from that kind of life they do better. I’m really lucky to have my parents, my dad’s a doctor and my mom stays at home for my brothers and me. Both of them are in college and when I graduate, I’m going to be also.”

“Wow Shauntay, I never knew you had relatives like that,” said Lynn.

“Everyone does, most people just don’t talk about it.”

“I have an uncle that’s in prison,” stated Brandi.

“Brandi,” all the girls shouted in unison and then they all threw their pillows at her. The pillow fight lasted until the girls fell in exhaustion. That’s when they played the last game of the evening, "who would fall asleep last", Ashley won.

Susan picked Lynn up the next morning and when Lynn got home she wet directly to bed. It seems that the girls had stayed up until four AM.

After that night Lynn was part of the gang and did everything they did from shopping to going to the movies, Lynn was now truly a girl.

School started once again and the girls were no longer lowly freshmen. As far as everyone in school was concerned Lynn was a girl and most of their memories of Lynn the boy had disappeared. One day two weeks after seeing a movie with the girls Lynn felt pain in his scrotum. It persisted for several days so Lynn mentioned it to her mother.

“Mom, I hurt down there,” she said pointing at her crotch.

“I’ll make an appointment for you to see the doctor.”

The next day Lynn was being examined by her doctor. She had her feet in the stirrups and her legs were spread wide. Her doctor touched and felt her in ways she had never been felt before.

“Does this hurt Lynn?” she asked.

“Yes.”

“What about this?” she asked as she squeezed Lynn’s testicles.

“Ouch, that hurts,” Lynn said loudly.

“I’m sorry dear but this must be done.”

The doctor continued the examination poking and prodding and was almost finished. The doctor had Lynn remove her feet from the stirrups and lay on her side.

“Lynn I have to examine one more thing. It’s going to be uncomfortable but it must be done. I have to check your prostate gland and the only way is from your behind. I have to stick my finger inside of you to make sure it is okay so please lay still, ready?”

“Yes.”

The doctor lubed her glove finger and inserted it into Lynn’s rectum. Lynn sucked air into her lungs when she did. There was discomfort but not as bad as Lynn thought there would be, luckily Dr. Burns had small fingers.

“There, I’m all done, you can get dressed if you’d like,” said the doctor.

Lynn and Susan joined Dr. Burns for a determination as to what Lynn’s problem could be.

“After examining Lynn I found some growths on her testicles. These aren’t normal and I’m not sure if they are from the hormones or something else, perhaps they are changing because of the drugs you are taking and maybe not, there is no way to be sure at this point. If we were to stop your therapy maybe the growths would disappear but if they are what I think they are stopping the hormones won’t do any good. In young men one of the most common cancers is testicular cancer and although Lynn would seem to be too young for this kind of cancer, it is possible. Because of what Lynn is doing at this point in her life and what she has done with hormones I would recommend removing her testicles. This is a relatively simple operation and I wish the law would allow us to complete her reassignment at the same time, but I’m afraid we can’t, that will have to wait until she is eighteen. After the operation we will be able to stop the testosterone blockers and lower her estrogen intake, it will actually be better for her in the long run. Let me know as soon as possible because we will have to run tests to make sure if it is cancer that it hasn’t spread to her lymph system.”

“Is there anything else we can do besides surgery?”

“You can stop the hormones and if she is cancerous go into chemo therapy. Even after having chemo she might have to have the operation anyway. If you would like I can schedule her for a needle biopsy to be sure it is cancer and then you will know for sure what you might want to do.”

“Lynn and I will go home and discuss it and decide what we feel would be best.”

“Please let me know as soon as possible, this is something that can’t wait too long.”

“Yes doctor, and thank you.”

Susan and Lynn returned home to have the most important discussion in Lynn’s young life.

“Mom, what should I do?” asked Lynn.

“I don’t honey, there is a lot to think about.”

“What if I have cancer, I don’t want to die,” Lynn said as her lip quivered.

“I don’t want you to die either. The things they want to remove are some of your boy bits. They are the things that turn you into a man. I just worry that you might change your mind one day and want to be a boy again and if you remove these things then you won’t be able to have children as a father.”

“I don’t want to be a boy ever again.”

“You will have to be sure because after they are gone there is no putting them back on.”

“I’m absolutely sure Mom, I love being a girl and besides remember what they told us when I started my hormones, that I probably wouldn’t be able to have children anyway after this amount of time. Mom, I don’t want to stop my hormones, look I’m really starting to grow, see,” Lynn said as she pointed at her chest. Lynn still hadn’t reached an A cup, but was close and she was proud of her development.

“You are looking very feminine sweetheart, but I just worry, remember I’ve known you since you were born and raised you as a boy and its hard to lose something you’ve known all your life.”

“I know Mom but I’m a girl now and why keep something from the past that might kill me?”

“You’re right Lynn, that’s the way moms are, we never throw anything away that our babies did. I’ll call Dr. Burns and schedule your surgery.”

Lynn had her surgery one week later on a Friday so she would have the weekend to heal. She returned to school the following Monday. When she arrived Mindy came running up to her with an announcement to make.

“Lynn, Lynn, guess what?”

“What, tell me.”

“It’s time to register for homecoming princess again, you’re going to run again aren’t you?”

“I hadn’t thought about it, it was fun and look what happed last year, maybe if I do it this year I’ll turn into a prince.”

“Yuk, I hope not, come on let’s do it again.”

“Okay, I guess I will, but you have to help me again.”

“I will, I promise.”

Lynn registered again for princess and awaited the outcome. This year the results were to be announced at a general assembly by the school principal.

“Ladies and gentlemen, may I have your attention. I wish to announce the results of the election of King, Queen, Prince and Princesses. Before I do though I would like you to give a big round of applause to a former princess, Lynn Collins who because of her devotion to her duty as a princess secured a scholarship fund for our school which will go to any disserving female member of the court forever. Please stand Lynn. Lynn stood and couldn’t help blushing nor could she help smiling, she was so proud at this moment. The auditorium burst into applause and continued until regained her seat.

“Now for the business at hand, I would like to introduce you to our incoming court, Prince and Princesses first. For the Freshman class your Prince is Quinton Bradley and his escort will be Princess Ashley Steele, for the sophomore class we have somewhat of an unusual situation, out prince again this year is Bill Jones and this lucky young man is going to escort two princesses, we have a tie and the two girls are Lynn Collins and Shauntay Miller.” The auditorium erupted once again with shouts of joy, as both girls were loved by most of the students. After the assembly quieted down the principal continued, “ Junior class Prince this year is Ralph Garcia with Brittany Atherton retuning as Princess and This years King and Queen are, drum roll please, Stephanie Smithson and Sean Murphy. That concludes today’s assembly, you may all return to class.”

Lynn found Shauntay and gave her the biggest hug. Lynn had voted for Shauntay and considered her one of her best friends.

The homecoming came off without a hitch as there was no longer a boy to try to disguise so as not to embarrass the school. Miss Benson sighed with relief as everything fell into place, life is good she thought.

The school year past, Lynn’s operation healed and she found her panties fit her better without the small bulge to interfere with her clothing. Her penis had never grown and was small even for a boy when she was younger. So she was pretty much all girl now.

Only two things of note took place this year, Lynn past her test for a learners permit to drive and she finally grew enough to fill the B cups of her bras. Because Lynn wasn’t allowed to date until she was sixteen she and Rex could only see each other at the mall but that didn’t keep them from their romantic interludes, if one were to call them that. Heavy petting at the mall was pretty much impossible but they did find time for themselves and plenty of kissing ensued but it never went much farther than that.

Her junior year started pretty much like her previous years, only now she was one of the top students in her class. Sally was still clinging to valedictorian but she still had two years to go before that would be accomplished. Lynn was in honor classes so she had an occasional senior in her classes. One such student was Brendan McCullough. Brendan was a very handsome boy and came from one of the richest families in town. Unfortunately his home life was broken. His mother had left his father when he was eight years old. The split was very bad for both he and his father.

It seems that Mrs. McCullough; Liz was a kept woman. Her husband was never home as work consumed most of his time and she didn’t want to be bothered with young Brendan. She spent most of her time at the gym doing aerobics and flirting with the hunks like the single girls did. She however was gorgeous having won many beauty contests in her younger days. Not to be deterred, she began hanging out with the wrong sort of people. Even though she was in her mid thirties her friends were in they’re early twenties. This led to sex and drugs, she was hot and the guys loved her. There wasn’t anything she wouldn’t do for them, she was a sex machine and she loved it. Multiple partners, no sweat, she would take a man’s penis anywhere it would fit, and she was very good when she did it. Her downfall was drugs, crystal meth to be exact; it wasn’t long before she was hooked. Brendan’s father didn’t miss the money, hell she had an allowance that would make most people pale when they heard the amount she spent each week. There is however a down side to meth, it fucks up your looks. Brendan’s father looked at his wife one day and noticed that her appearance had changed, she looked haggard.

“Liz, what in the hell are you doing to yourself?” he asked.

Liz’s brain was also rotting.

“None of you fucking business,” she retorted before she could think of an answer that would make sense.

“What did you say?” he asked.

“You heard me and if you don’t like it, I’m out of here.” she screamed. Liz was looking for an excuse to leave, she wanted her drugs and she felt she could live with the man that was supplying her.

Shamus McCullough’s manhood was being challenged by his wife, there were many things he could overlook but not that, Shamus was a powerful man and there was no way he would put up with this.

“Alright then go, I hope you have a way to make money because I’m not going to give you a cent.”

“You will after my lawyer is done with you.”

“Fine we’ll see.”

Liz went and packed her bags and just had to open her mouth one more time but this time to both Shamus and Brendan.

“I’m leaving now, but before I do I want you to know that you’ve never satisfied me when we fucked and I’m leaving that boy with you so when he grows up he’ll know he will never be a man either, both of you are pathetic,” Liz screamed as she slammed the door shut.

What she had done was make Shamus angry, but more to the point she had destroyed her son. Brendan became withdrawn for years until he went to counseling and then was able to communicate with people. As he grew he became very handsome but had a dark side to him. He had grown to hate all women; he would date them, bed them and then discard them, as he was pretty much a prick.

After the first day of California history, Lynn became smitten by the handsome young Irishman. Their instructor assigned them a project to finish in two weeks. Lynn was given the influence of the Comstock on California history. Brendan had seen Lynn around school and knew she had been a princess two years running. He too was impressed by Lynn’s beauty, as were most of the boy’s in school. Lynn still saw Rex but was unable to date him as she had just turned sixteen the month before. Lynn had been asked out many times by boys in her school and had to decline because of her age. Brendan was unaware of this so he asked her if she would like to come to his house and study.

“Lynn, may I ask you something?”

“Sure Brendan, what?”

“My father has a large collection of California history books and I’d like to know if you would like to come over and study?”

“Wow. I’d like that, my Mom wouldn’t let me before but now that I’m sixteen, she might, I’ll ask and let you know tomorrow.”

“Cool, I hope she says yes, see you.”

Lynn asked Susan if it would be okay to study with Brendan the next day at his house.

“What kind of boy is Brendan?” Susan asked.

“He seems nice, his dad has lots of money and they live over in the highlands.”

“My, my,” Susan said, “My little girl is impressed by money already?”

“No Mom, it’s just that he seems to be very nice that’s all.”

“I guess it would be alright, but I’ll drive you and pick you up. It would be a good time for you to practice driving.”

“Thanks mom,” Lynn said as she hugged her mother.

The next day Lynn informed Brendan that she could come over to study that night.

Susan allowed Lynn to drive the car to Brendan’s house as she still had her learners permit and needed as much practice as possible since her driver’s test was scheduled for the following week.

“Here’s the address,” said Susan, “My goodness, what a big house.”

Brendan and his father lived in one of those monstrosities that were built during the Dot-Com boom when people that had just made a lot of money wanted to show it off and what better way than with a house that was big but showed very little class. This pretty much exemplified Shamus McCullough, a big man in business but one with little substance in life.

“Make sure you study and don’t get into trouble,” giggled Susan as she teased Lynn as she walked to the door.

“Oh Mom, you know me better than that,” replied Lynn.

Susan would have never said anything like that if she knew what was about to happen to her daughter, in fact if she were clairvoyant Lynn wouldn’t even be here.

Lynn rang the doorbell and waited as she heard the sound of feet running down the hallway to answer the door.

“Hi, glad you could make it,” said Brendan as he opened the door to greet Lynn.

Susan watched as her little girl went into the house. Susan like the way Brendan looked, well dressed, none of those hang off the butt jeans, and a nice shirt. Lynn waved goodbye to her mother, as did Brendan. He seemed like a nice boy, perhaps Lynn was right, she needn’t worry, but for some reason she felt uneasy, maybe she was just over reacting leaving Lynn with a boy, I have to learn to let go thought Susan.

Brendan escorted Lynn to the library. The room was lined with books on all four walls. This room was just another faux room as most of the books had never been read but it made Shamus feel intelligent having these books in the room that doubled as his office. More than once clients had remarked on the volume of reading material and how it was amazing that he found time to read all these books. It was hard but he managed he would respond as he puffed his chest.

“Wow, look at all the books,” Lynn said as she scanned the room.

“Yeah, my dad has lots of them,” Brendan said as he looked at the pretty young girl.

“Where are the books about the Comstock?” asked Lynn.

“On the upper shelf, we’ll have to climb up to get them. I’ll hold the ladder since you know which ones you want,” said Brendan as he looked at Lynn’s legs.

Lynn had come home and had a little something to eat and was still wearing the same clothes she had worn to school. She had decided to wear a cute little skirt that stopped two inches above her knees and a tank top since the weather was still quite warm. Lynn was showing a modest amount of cleavage which girls her age did on a daily basis, nothing obscene. Brendan knew he would get an eyeful when Lynn climbed the ladder and hurried to get it from the storage area.

“Here you go,” he said.

“Thanks, don’t look,” giggled Lynn. Lynn really didn’t mind if he looked as she had what would be termed as nice legs and she did kind of like Brendan in a boyfriend girlfriend sort of way.

Lynn climbed the ladder and Brendan watched every move she made. Lynn was reaching for different books and not paying attention to what Brendan was doing. Brendan was looking up her skirt and was becoming aroused. God what a fine ass he was thinking, would I like some of that, he dreamt to himself. Lynn found three books and started down the ladder. Brendan shook it enough for Lynn to lose her balance and she fell into his arms. Brendan held her tight feeling her breasts against his chest, God they’re so firm he thought as his erection grew. Lynn felt what was happening to Brendan and felt flattered. It was kind of scary to have that kind effect on a boy, yet there was something erotic about it too.

“Oh my, you saved my life,” said Lynn with a smile.

“I’m sure I should receive a kiss as a reward,” stated Brendan as he pushed his lips against Lynn’s mouth.

Lynn wasn’t expecting this and jumped back.

“Brendan, please don’t do that.”

“Why not, you’re a hot little bitch, I want another,” Brendan said as he smashed his mouth against hers.

“Mmpfh, mmpfh,” Lynn huffed as she pushed Brendan back.

“I’m calling my mother to pick me up,” shouted Lynn.

“The hell you are, I’m not done with you yet,” shouted Brendan as he ripped Lynn’s top from her breast.

“Stop,” screamed Lynn.

“Shut up you bitch,” Brendan yelled as he slapped Lynn across the face causing spit to fly from her lips. Several second later Lynn could taste the blood that was streaming from the cut inside her mouth.

“Please don’t do this,” pleaded Lynn as Brendan pushed her over the back of the sofa. Brendan pushed her down so he could control her every move with his arm on the back of her neck. With his other hand he reached under her skirt and ripped her panties off. He then raised the back of her skirt dropped his pants and pushed his erection against her bottom. Because there was no lubrication he was unable to enter her so he spit into his hand and rubbed it on the end on his penis and then was with some difficulty able to push himself inside her.

“I hope you like this bitch,” he said as he pushed in and out of her. Lynn was screaming, both in fear and in pain. The assault seemed to last a lifetime to Lynn, tears were streaming down her face as he raped her. Brendan didn’t take long to finish, not much more than a minute and then he pulled out. Lynn collapsed on the floor in tears. She was finally able to compose herself enough to talk.

“You bastard, you fucking bastard, you’re going to pay for this,” Lynn shouted.

“Shut the fuck up and get out of here,” said Brendan, feeling happy that he had ruined this girl’s life.

“I’m calling the cops on you, you bastard,” said Lynn as the pain overwhelmed her.

“The fuck if you will,” shouted Brendan as he leaped over to Lynn and pulled her to her feet.

Brendan then hit the side of her face with his fist causing Lynn to fall back against Shamus’s desk. Lynn groaned with the pain searing through her face.

“You’re not going to tell anyone you whore,” screamed Brendan as he leapt on top of her. He wrapped his hands around Lynn’s neck and began to squeeze, tighter and tighter until the pressure closed her airway.

“I’m so sorry Mrs. Collins, I forgot you were out here, the judge dismissed the jury a half of an hour ago and sent them home for the evening. He instructed them to be back here at Nine AM tomorrow and hopefully they will have a verdict by then.”

“Thank you bailiff, I’ll see you tomorrow,” said Susan as she rose and wearily walked to her car for another sad ride home. With times like these Susan felt as though she just couldn’t go on and she pleaded, “Please God let there be an end to all of this, please make things right,” as she dissolved in to tears.

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