although, i don't cross dress, and have not done so in my adult life, there was a period of time when i did. my mother used to think it was cute to dress me when i was younger, especially as a twin to my aunt, who was only a few months older than myself. that stopped after my dad threw a fit about it. i was a latch key kid before there was a name for it. i dressed often and even found a set of breast forms. this was something i did from about age nine to age thirteen. it felt very erotic to me, but i was terrified of being found out.

i experienced profound abuse from parents and peers and as a 4ft 6in 80 lb 8th grader was an easy target, not to mention my less than macho mannerisms and attitudes. i repeated the 8th grade and experienced a growth spurt in the summer between the two eighths, ending up at five six and about 115 lbs. by the time i was a sophomore i was 5'11" and a 120 lbs. i never did really fill out. at 28 i was five eleven and a half inches and 135 lbs and starting my first year of recovery from alcoholism and addiction.

i don't have a clue, and never have. all i know is i really enjoy this genre, especially the science fiction and full genenetic changes. my favorites currently are the centerverse, randalynn's firefly fan fic, duty honor country family, not to mention just about anything by julie o and bob arnold.