Today, life gave me a little reminder. I remember now that it does not matter how hard you try, how hard you work, how much you want something or how much you need something. No matter what, it will never be enough. I would like to thank Life for giving me this reminder. I really needed it. I was actually starting to feel good about myself and the direction my life has been going. I have never been one for alcohol but today I could use a stiff drink.

Jessica Marie

I am currently at work. I now work at a cummins engine plant and today one of my coworkers desided to wear a kilt to work today. to tell you the truth it looks more like a tartan skirt than a kilt. I do have to admit that the kilt really gives him a really sweet ass. I hope that noone notices me staring at his ass all night.

Jessica Marie

About 2 months ago, I opened up to a woman at work about myself. She's great. She recently left the call center where we work together and in the last couple days a coworker of mine has said that she told him about my secrets but she did swear him to secrecy. He has not outed me as of yet but he is lording it over me. I told him to go ahead and tell people since no one will believe a big mouth like him anyways. He has also jokingly implied blackmail. I have spoken to a supervisor with out naming names.

Hi everybody. I'm looking for a story about a boy who is raped by a bunch of boys and is so tramatized by that he can't stand to be around any other men besides his dad. He goes to a girls school and begins to become more and more femine. Very suportive family and friends. Great story.

Any ideas on the name or author? I really want to read this story again.

Thanks.

Jessica Marie

My sister was up here a couple of weeks ago. While she was here she told me that she had contacted our father. This was a bit of a shock. She had not spoken to him since 1999 shortly after a big fight at her wedding. I my self have not spoken to him for a couple of years now. She urged me to give him a call and try to work things out. It's funny. Before I stopped taking to him it was me urging her to contact him and work things out. I want to speak with him but I'm worried that if I do that things will go back to the way that they were.

Hi Everyone. Well today was a interesting day. I went on my first date. Thats right. I'm 28 and today was my first date. Kinda pathetic huh. I met a guy through a gay dating site. He contacted me first and we have been talking every day during the week since. we went out today. He's a great guy, but I just dont know what to do,say or how to respond to so many things when on a date. I'm not even all that comfortable being affectionate with people. He is a very affectionate person and it throws me off my game sometimes. we went for a walk and then we went for pizza.

I'm trying to find a story about a man who is dressed up as a woman for a business party. at the party he is put in a strange pod and transformed into a woman. he is then married off. She steals the secrets of the pods and runs away with her children and give the technology to the public allowing people to be transformed and to live very long lives. It is similar to JullieOs Fruit of the Vine in some aspects.

Let me stress this, it is not jullieO's Fruit of the vine, The one I'm looking for is much longer and darker.

Thanks
Jessica Marie

Marry Ho Ho Dammit.

Hi. When I come to this site, or go to another chapter or something after being on the same page for a while, I am redirected to amazon. It is actually two seprate amazon pages. One is the main page as you go to amazon, then right away it goes to another page where there is only a small box at the top of the page that has amazon's tg library in it.

Does anyone know why this is happening and how to stop it?

Thanks
Jessica Marie

Well it's great to be home. I just got back from my sisters house in alabama last night. Man it was boring down there. I took my nephew to school and back every day. Round trip it was an hour and 40 minites. Other than that I could not do much. I was broke. No money to spendy. Then my sister only had dial up for interner and her computer is like 10 years old. It took 10 minites to check my email. I went to a books a million store to use their wifi and it cost me $4.95. I had to keep entering my password for the day. it sucked.

Well I found out today that my boss has to eleminate one full time position from our department.

Hi everyone. It looks like I might be spending a week down in Alabama at the begining of September. I will be in Russellvile.

Hi everyone. Earlier today I posted a blog looking for help to find a authors stories. Andrea DiMaggio was nice enough to show me to the write webite for archived sites.

Hi everyone. One of my favorite sites for TG reading has always been Allison D'murrells website over on Yahoo. I love her stories. Unfortunatly it's gone now.

Scientist found out that a Mummified woman was actually a man.

Well, my mother came into my room a few minites ago and we talked for a little bit.

Hi everyone.

Hi everyone. I'm at work today and a little while ago a nurses aide came up to me and told me that a patient that she was moving a short time before had seen me and had thought that I was a girl.

Heavenly Joint

“Come on Lucifer, your falling behind. We have to finish creating these souls. It’s almost time for them to be born.”

“I’m hurrying as fast as I can Mike. The soul O’matic is just not as fast as it used to be. It’s been acting up lately so I put in a call to Heavenly Maintenance.”

“Give me a break, Lucifer. You’d get more work done if you didn't take a break every 5 minutes.”

Hi everybody. I checked my messages this morning and I found this message on myspace. It is from a guy who lives near me.

It's me again. In my blog from yesturday I talked about my car accident.

That's right. I did it again. What did I do, you ask? Well I fell asleep at the wheel again today. I Sleept yesturday morning after getting home from working a double shift.

Many times in my life I have taken crap from other people. I did not have the good comebacks or the will power to stand up to them. When I started at my present job it was much the same.

Hi everyone. I just downloaded Skype and I am looking for some friends to chat with. My user name on the is Jessicamariemorrison

Friday was a great day. I went and did some shopping. I was looking for shoes but I did not find any in my size that I liked.

I had a rough time sleeping last night. I’m not one for nightmares but I did have one last night. In this dream I was outted at work.

Ever since I posted my new poem “Prison of the Heart”, I have been contacted by a few people that I respect and they have said that they are worried about me.

Prison of the Heart

I close my eyes and listen
Shame emanates from my heart
Fear rules my mind
It affects everything I say and do
I lash out at everyone.