From ballet dancer to Ballerina
Hi you don't no me but I'm Michelle AKA Michael and this is my fictional story
I was born in 1970 when I was two I went to see my first ballet it was the nut cracker I loved seeing the ballerina twirl after I got home I started try the moves I saw the ballerina do
The next day I asked my mom to join ballet my dad was there and said no son of mine is going to ballet like a sissy my mom shot him a glare that would scare the devil then she told my
Dad if I wanted to join ballet it would help me in sports later in life at that my dad agreed to have me join ballet I was grinning and giggling and crying all at once I was so happy the next day mom signed me up for ballet I made some friends right away three girls which I might add became my closet friends I went to there house all the time sleepovers playdates birthday parties and to go swimming this went on for three years then one day I got a shock one of my friends asked me if I wanted to be a girl I said I thought I already was she said true in private you dress up as a girl and play as a girl and you seem happier what I'm asking is do you want to be a girl all the time
Live as a girl I said yes but my dad' would never agree to me being a full time girl my friend said let me and the others deal with him then she talked to my mom then my mom talked to me she asked straight out do I want to be a girl I told her that I thought I was a girl she showed me a book that had boys and girls and the difference in the genitals and why I was a boy not a girl instantly I went and get a knife to remove what I now knew made me a boy my mom took the knife before I could cut into it my boy part and called a doctor the doctor told her to bring me in I got put in the hospital and observed for about a week the the doctor said I was transgender I should transition to living as a girl full time my daddy wasn't happy about but he loved me and agreed now I'm a beautiful ballerina my mommy, daddy and friends support me so now I am really happy but I wish the blockers and hrt would have been a approved in 1981 so I would't have started and gone through male puberty that was rough the end.
THE DREAM Of
MY LIFE
Hi my name is Briana AKA Brian.
I was born in Dallas Tx. The doctor said I was a boy so they wrapped me in a blue blanket I stated crying they couldn't figure out why I wouldn't stop crying they tried feeding me changing me by mistake they picked up a.pink blanket and I wrapped me in it I stopped crying then they notice their mistake and wrapped me back in a blue blanket and I started crying again
The nurse looked at me confused and wrapped me back in a pink blanket I stopped crying again so they left me in pink blankets I was the talk of the hospital the boy who preferred pink is what the doctors said. I couldn't't talk so I couldn't, tell them I was a girl when my parents took me home and put me in the nursery they thought they were having a girl cause my boy parts did not show up on the sonogram so they thought they were have a girl so it was all girly I was happy all girl toys and clothes till my daddy got paid in two weeks then he bout boy stuff I was miserable and started crying all the time my mommy noticed that when we went to the store and passed the toys I would coo and giggle reaching for baby dolls trucks cars I would cry so she got me two babydolls she's also notice the same with boy outfits and girls outfits but I was a baby so she bought me somes dresses this went on tell I was three then my my told me I could where do girl stuff I had to act and dress like daddies little man not mommies little girl I cried my self to sleep and just frowned stayed in my room didn't play with any body at day care untill a little girl my age came and asked if I want to play I said yes then we played dress up dolls tea party hand hives other girl's notice us playing and joined in even though I was a boy they didn't notice they just had fun with one of the girls then came Halloween my friends from daycare and one of their moms took us shopping for costumes we all went to the little girls section I got the Doc Mcstuffins my one friend got Sofia the first and got belle one got Ariel one got
Snow white one got Cinderella one got frozen Ella then went trick or treating and got complimented on how pretty all us girls were .
A DREAM COME TRUE CHAPTER 2
He looked furiously looked at my mom He Told her he would talk to her later. Then asked me to watch some tv with Him? He turned on a doc mcstuffin video. Sat me in his lap to watch I snuggled tightly against him and drifted off to sleep. I opened my eyes and realized I had curled up on my daddy's lap still in my doc mcstuffin costume .My daddy said hey princess why don't you go change I went up stairs as mom passed me I changed into a a dress. Then went down to get some breakfast .Then I stopped out side the kitchen door. My daddy said to my mom had your coffee yet. My mom said yes. Daddy asked why did you tell her I wanted a litttle man? Mymom cause I was hoping that he would act like a boy. . Then my dad said I got to tell you something you know Janets son don't you .My mom yeah I thought he killed his self .My daddy do you know why. My mom no . My daddy he killed himself cutting off his own penis and bleed to death . My mom no that's terrible why. My daddy because he was like our daughter but no body not even his parents! Would listen to him and he couldn't bear being a boy anymore . Mom so why is he like that ? Daddy last time I talked to Janet she said he had gender dysphoria. It's a condition where people don't feel like the gender on the outside match.The gender on there inside . My mom and you think our son has that. My daddy I think our daughter has that. My mom why do you think he has that? My daddy afterJanet s told me about her son haviing gender dysphoria.I did some research and learned a lot . My mom but Kevin was twelve why would he cut off his own penis? My daddy evidently he was getting stiffies and since he felt he was a girl. Then he shouldn't have stiffies so he got rid of it he only was. he knew how. My mom oh my god what will happen to our son ? My daddy well threre are some treatments but right now we half to treat her as a girl and love and embrace her completely. My mom said ok what do we do next? My daddy we have to support her and defend her. My mommy ok I will then what? My daddy we need to get her to a doctor ,et her tell the world she a girl,, and let her live that Way for a year .Then change her paperwork she has a birthday coming she can come out then hopefully she can start. Kindergarten as a girl when she is five . Mommy so we had a girl . Ian't that's what we were expecting? Right nothing changed except an extra part. I then entered the kitchen and mommy made me some cereal and the prize dropped out. It was a ring with the words prettiest princess in the world mommy and daddy just stared at each other and said if that's not a sign I don't know what is. Then daddy told me I had to go to the doctor so he could ask Me some question.When we got to the doctor the doctor showed me two dolls then told me to show him which one I was.. I picked up the boy doll and put the girl doll behind the boy doll . My doctor asked ?Why I said. Because every body sees a boy but I have a heart and a head of a gir.l Then he took some blood I cried then my daddy took me to the mall he said we had to get a special dress . two For my party in four week. Passing through the mall I saw the one I wanted. It, was soft pink with lilac glitter Hearts. In different sized.It had a big puffy skirt. With a bright pink belt that tied in the in the back in a bow. With dark pink lace around the sleeves aound the neck line and the bottom of the skirt.My daddy bought it in 4t . Which mafethe skirt come down just bellow my knees. I couldn't' wait till my party . The day of my party mommy helped me get ready first I took a long bubble bath when I was bathing my daddy walked in I screamed and covered my chest crossing over my chest. My daddy said sorry I thought you where out . When I got out mommy wrapped me in a towel . Then carried me to my room I put on my lilac panties then. My light purple tights. Then my party dress. Then my mommy put in my rose gold heart earing and locket. Then she did my hair in pigtails. Then I put on my light pink Mary Jane's. Then light purple eyeshadow. Then rose pink blush and frost pink lip gloss. Then polished my nails with pink and little purple hearts. While mommy and daddy got Ready I played in my room. My daddy told me to stay in my room .Until he came and got me. All the guest arrived then. My daddy came and got me. He told me to wait at the top of the stairs until he. Annonce me. Then I heard mydaddy say . This is our beautiful daughter Brianna. Then I descended the stairs did a twirl and courtesied. The party was great me and my friends. Had a slumber it was the best party. In the four years of my life. To be continued
THE DREAM Of
MY LIFE
Hi my name is Briana AKA Brian.
I was born in Dallas Tx. The doctor said I was a boy so they wrapped me in a blue blanket! I stated to cry and wouldn't' stop.They couldn't figure out why? I wouldn't stop crying they tried feeding, and changing me . When done changing me by mistake they picked up a.pink blanket and wrapped me in it I stopped crying then they notice their mistake and wrapped me back in a blue blanket and I started crying again !
The nurse looked at me confused and wrapped me back in a pink blanket I stopped crying again. So they left me wrapped in pink blankets. I was the talk of the hospital. The boy who preferred pink? Is what the doctors said. I couldn't talk so I couldn't, tell them I was a girl when my parents took me home and put me in the nursery. They thought they were having a girl cause my boy parts did not show up on any of the sonograms so they thought they were having a girl so it was all girly. I was happy all girl toys and clothes till my daddy got paid in two weeks then he bout boy stuff. I was miserable and started crying all the time . My mommy noticed thatwhen we went to the store and passed the toys I would coo and giggle reaching for baby dolls but trucks cars I would cry so she got me two baby dolls. Shes also noticed the same thing with boy l and girls clothes but I was a baby so she bought me somes dresses this went on tell I was three. Then my mom told me I was a boy and not a girl so I had to be daddy's little man. had to act and dress like daddies little man not mommies little girl. I cried my self to sleep and just frowned stayed in my room all the time didn't play with any body at all. Three days later I Started day care a little girl my age came and asked if I want to play I said yes then we played dressup, dolls, had tea parties and did hand jives other girl's notice us playing and joined in even though I was a boy! They didn't notice we just had fun with one of the girls! Then came Halloween my friends from daycare and one of their moms took us shopping for Halloween costumes. We all went to the little girls section I got the Doc Mcstuffins. One friend got Sofia the first.One got belle.One got Ariel.One got
Snow white. One got Cinderella. One got Ella then went trick or treating and got complimented on how pretty all us girls were . Then I Got home my mom Blew a gasket. What will our friends think what will my family say. Then my daddy got home. He looked at me and said doc I need some sugar I went up and gave him a peck on the cheek, and a big hug . Then my mom came in she said you see what your son is wearing ! My dad looked confused so? What wrong with that she a girl my mom dropped her mouth wide open .Then said he 's a boy my daddy said no she is a girl! Then said we thought she was a girl then because of the penis said we had a boy .After a month of bringing her home it was obvious she was no boy. Then he asked me by the way why did you try to be a boy .I no you were sad trying to be a boy. I told him . Mom Told me we you wanted a little man. He looked furious looked at my mom He Told her he would talk to her later. Then asked me to watch some tv with Him? He turned on a doc mcstuffin video. Sat me in his lap to watch I snuggled tightly against him and drifted off to sleep. To be continued.