I dont wanna do this anymore ...
This one is based on "Unfaithful" by Rihanna, which can be found here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rp4UwPZfRis&ob=av2e
This one has some strong themes, read with caution
Story of my life,
knowing I dont have the right
to live the truth buried deep in me
The sorrow in my soul
I know you think its wrong
but staying this way will kill me
I tried to be a man
promised you my love
That’s the reason I’m so blue
A storm is rolling in
cause you’d be gone again
Unless I hide the truth
But I know I’m transgender
and it kills me inside
You know I cant be happy
trying to be a guy
Can’t you see I’m dying?
(chorus)
I dont wanna do this anymore
will you really be the reason why
I’m afraid you’ll walk out the door
make me die a little more inside
I dont wanna hurt you oh no
But I just cant live a lie
and do you wanna be
a murderer
(verse 2)
I can see you always stare
checking my nails and hair
make me hide another day
but if I gave you just a peek
could you accept reality
There’s nothing in me to hate
I try to hold on
Pretend I’m not a girl
A lie I’m to tired to tell
If you could only know
That I’m about to blow
And I know it very well
cause I know I’m transgender
and it kills me inside
trying to be happy
pretending to be a guy
Cant you see I’m dying
(Repeat chorus)
love lost, now mistrust
you might as well take a gun and
put it to my head
Get it over with
I cant do this anymore
(Anymore)
(Repeat chorus)