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This just some thing i did late one night hope you all like it , comments welcome
The tears were coming fast as I placed the nail tip on my finger.
Here I am.How has it come to this?My struggles for most of my life,
being an outsider,being different.
The compulsions and desires to be a woman.Always there under the surface,in the shadows and the realm of dreams.
Maybe it was my torment of growing up with 4 other siblings that were older than me,yet saw me as nothing special.Maybe it was the abuse,the rejections,the loneliness, the age difference,the constant hiding of my true self.
Now age has ruined my chance.
Being 6'5 inches tall , mildly overweight does not make a good outcome for my anguish.
I will never be a true woman.
All the dresses and clothes cant change that fact.
So here I sit putting on nails, corset, pantyhose,alone, hoping,wishing,my soul to be at peace.