Sam & Jess - 12

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When mom finished telling her dream we were all crying again, it was a good cry. I felt like a huge weight had been lifted from my shoulders.’

 

Sam & Jess
Chapter 12
 ©2010 - Andrea Ribeiro

  


 
I woke up the next morning with tears in my eyes. ‘It was such a nice dream.’I thought to myself before noticing that someone is behind me spooning on me, I turn my head and see Jess sleeping next to me. I stayed there enjoying the warmth of her body next to mine and hearing her breathing until my bladder threatened to explode. I got up as slowly as I could to not to wake her up and went to the bathroom.

Coming back to the living room, she was yawning and stretching. ‘She looks so cute waking up.’ She looks at me and a big smile appears on her face.

“Good morning.” She whispered to me not wanting to wake up the other two girls.

“Good morning, beautiful.” I whisper back to her and give her a light kiss on her lips.

We walked together into the kitchen where mom was already having a cup of coffee. “Good morning, mom” I said giving her a kiss on her cheek.

“Good morning, sweetie. Good morning Jess.”

“Good morning Aunt Carla.”

“Aunt Carla, I like that.” She said with a smile. “Did you girls have a good sleep?”

“I slept wonderfully.” Jess said.

“I slept well too.” I said. “I had a very nice dream.”

“What was it about?” Mom asked.

“I dreamed of Daddy.” I said and my mom looked a bit shocked.

“You too?” She asked.

“You dreamed about daddy too?”

“Yes I did, and it was a very nice dream. Why don’t you tell me about your dream first and I’ll tell you mine afterwards?”

I told mom about my dream and what daddy said in it. ‘When did I start to call him daddy?’ I thought to myself. When I finished telling her my dream we were both crying and hugging each other and Jess had tears in her eyes too.

“It was a nice dream, wasn’t it?”

“It was great sweetie, and I think that was really your father.” Mom said.

“How?” I asked her a little shocked.

“Let me tell you my dream and you’ll see.”

  

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(Carla)

I was in my bathroom having a nice warm bubble bath when I suddenly heard his voice. “Hello my love.”

I turned to him and screamed while jumping out of the tub “STEVE!!!”

I ran to him and started to kiss him. “I missed you, you… you jerk.” I said hitting him on the chest over and over. “I missed you so much. How did you dare to leave us like that?” I said in tears.

“I’m so sorry, honey. I wish I could have been there for you and Sam.”

“I wish you were here with us too.” I said giving another lingering kiss. “Oh my. Look what have I done. You are all wet now. Come with me into the tub like old times, we can talk while we bathe.”

“I thought you would never ask.” He said and started to undress.

We both got into the tub and snuggled together. I could feel Little Stevie perking up and I said. “Hmmm, it seems someone else missed me too.”

(Sam) “Mooom, too much info.” I said shocked and mom blushed a little.

(Jess) Shush, it’s just getting interesting and we are all girls here, we talk about those things.

(Carla) “Sorry sweetie, but don’t worry it won’t go further than that.”

(Sam) “Okay mom.”
(Carla) “So where was I? Oh yes.”

We both got into the tub and snuggled together. I could feel Little Stevie perking up and I said. “Hmmm, it seems someone else missed me too.”

“I wish I could make love to you honey, but my time is short.”

“I wish we could make love too, I missed you so much.”

“Honey, I’m sorry I couldn’t be here for you and Sam, I was an ass that day and I needed to get out. When I saw Sam dressed up I got so mad that I almost hit our child. I had to leave or I would do something I would regret for the rest of my life. While I was driving I saw that I overreacted and felt so bad about the way I treated Sam. I was going back to apologize to her when I got killed in that accident.”

“Did you just say her?”

“Yes, my love. I did, and I’m very proud of her. She looks so much like you when you were her age.”

“You know she blames herself for what happened, don’t you?”

“Yes I do, and I feel sad she feels that way. I also know she tried to be a boy so I could be proud of her. I am proud of her because she is being true to herself now. I have always been looking over you and Sam, and always will, but it’s time for you to move on my love.”

“What do you mean?”

“Honey, it’s time for you and Sam to move on. I want to see you both happy. I don’t want you to be alone for the rest of your life. You are still young and need someone to love, someone that can be there for you and love you back. Please honey, do it for me. I can’t move on myself unless I know the two of you are going to be okay. I will always love you and you will always be my soul mate.”
“I love you too, Steve.”
“Good bye my love and take care of our daughter.”
“Good bye, my love.” I said giving him one last passionate kiss.

  

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(Sam)

When mom finished telling her dream we were all crying again, it was a good cry. I felt like a huge weight had been lifted from my shoulders.

“Mom, that was really daddy, wasn’t he?”

“I think so sweetie.”

“I miss him so much.” I told her.

“I miss him too.” She said hugging me.

We were still crying when Steph came yawning through the door.

“Is everything alright?” She asked us.

“Everything is just fine, Steph. We just miss my dad and wished he was here.”

She walked towards me and gave me a very tight hug. “I’m sure he would have been proud of you, Sam.”

“I’m sure he would.” I told her hugging her back. “Now I think it’s time we start making breakfast.”

  

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Liz woke up while we were preparing breakfast and joined us in the kitchen. “Good morning.” She said sweepingly.

“Good morning.” We said back

“How long have you been up?”

“A little while, you were sleeping so peacefully that we didn’t want to wake you up.”

“Oh Sam, I think you were the first one to fall asleep yesterday, but considering how you were last night we decided to postpone the penalty for today.” Liz told me.

“Penalty?”

“Yes, the first one to fall asleep pays a penalty, but we won’t tell you what kind of penalty it usually is, but next time all bets are off. I won’t protect you next time.” Jess said.

“So what do I have to do today to pay for it?”

“Nothing much, just play Barbie doll again… at the mall.” Liz said.

“Huh?”

“Shopping.” Steph told me.

“What for?” I asked confused.

“You need to start your wardrobe. The things we brought were just to give you a head start so we could take you shopping today. It will be so fun.” Jess said.

“You planned this all along, didn’t you?” I asked Jess giving her a questioning look.

“We all did.” Mom said.

“You too?”

“You think I would miss going with my daughter to her first shopping spree? We have so much to do today. Now let’s eat and get ready for some fun.”
  


  
To be continued....

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good dreams

both of them needed these dreams. I hope they can truly let him rest now.

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perchance to dream v2.0

2 thumbs up however...

I think we could have been spared the little stevie thing but that is just me. I prefer not to hear of sexuality. Gender issues are okay though.

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The Subject line?

The Subject line did say 'Mature' subjects, maybe you should read it first if you are not mature enough to comment?

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Rita

Age is an issue of mind over matter.
If you don't mind, it doesn't matter!
(Mark Twain)

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Ahhh, the world of retail

Ahhh, the world of retail therapy. Sam is now going to be fully indoctrinated by her Mom and girlfriends. Should be an interesting shopping trip indeed. Loved the "dream sequences", but who really knows if they were dreams, or for real?

coincidence in the dreams, his soul making amends or prophetic?

I quote.
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“Did you just say her?”

“Yes, my love. I did, and I’m very proud of her. She looks so much like you when you were her age.”

“You know she blames herself for what happened, don’t you?”

“Yes I do, and I feel sad she feels that way. I also know she tried to be a boy so I could be proud of her. I am proud of her because she is being true to herself now.
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The poor child is small and rather feminine appearing to the point of outwardly seeming a pubescent girl. Even others have noticed this. This is way too soon after the operation and hormone shots to be due to that. Is this simply the long time effects of the testosterone allergy, CAIS, PAIS or something else? Is she intersex and really female physically? As far as I know the emergency surgery was only to remove the testicles. There was belated allergy testing but no genetic tests, sonogram MRI or other tests to determine which sex she really is. Did they do blood tests before the testosterone treatment that triggered her crisis ? Be curious what they showed. Was she producing far more estrogen naturally than a boy should?

Be she a girl who outwardly appeared to be male or TG or whatever I think she will do well as a female. Seems such a kind, decent child she deserves a happy ending or at least a fair measure of happiness.

Charming tale.

John in Wauwatosa

John in Wauwatosa

Sam & Jess - 12

Can't help but believe that the Dreams were his way of saying goodbye when the Time was right.

    Stanman
May Your Light Forever Shine
    Stanman
May Your Light Forever Shine

Good bye Dad

May he rest in peace!

Now let's move forward for him!

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Rita

Age is an issue of mind over matter.
If you don't mind, it doesn't matter!
(Mark Twain)

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