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Poser

I have done some crazy stuff in my life, but this ... takes the cake.

No, I’m not going to go into what else I’ve done. They are tales for another day, and this is the story I want to tell today, the story of my craziest, and most recent moment of madness.

It started when I went to the local college to look at some continuing education classes. I was struggling a little with my job, and thought maybe I could find something that would lead to something better once I had the training.

And then I saw David.

Back when I was still in high school David had been the school’s best artist, and after the football players one of the most popular guys with the girls.

Whereas I was an awkward shy kid trying desperately to stay invisible.

Despite this, he was pretty decent to me whenever our paths crossed.

I still had never told him my secret - that I wasnt a boy at all, but a trans girl.

One who wouldnt come out of the closet for more than a decade after high school.

Before I could decide what I should do, he came out of the room he was in, and approached me.

“Are you my new model?” He asked.

“Model? Me? You must be joking.”

“Not at all. I had asked for ‘girl-next-door’ type, and you fit the bill nicely.”

“Well, thanks, I think. But I’m not your girl. In fact I was looking for a class to take.”

“Too bad. If they don’t show up soon, I’m not sure what I will do.”

A wicked thought came into my mind, and before my fear could stifle it, I asked, “Where you going to pay your model? What would they have to do?”

“I had offered 30$ an hour, for two hours a night, up to 2 nights a week. But under the circumstances, I’d pay more because I really need someone. As for what they do, its pretty easy. Find a comfortable pose, and dont mind people staring intently at you. And ... err ...” he turned red, and said, “wear as little as you’re comfortable with.”

The little imp who had spurred me to ask about the modelling gig scampered away, leaving me terribly embarrassed.

“I .. couldn’t do that. I ... I’m transgender, I ...havent even had surgery. I ..” I started to turn away, and tried to hold back tears.

But then he took my hand, and said, “It wont matter to my class. And it doesn’t matter to me, especially since I had a crush on you back in high school.”

“You ... remember me?” I was totally shocked.

“Well, you have gotten prettier since then. But I spent a lot of time studying you when you weren't looking, and I haven’t forgotten. By the way, you forgot to introduce yourself.”

“O... Olivia.” I stammered.

He smiled, and I felt the sneaky imp from earlier jump back in me to mentally comment on how good he looked.

“So, Olivia. You want to try this?” He asked.

The imp must have been driving, because I found myself going into the classroom and changing into a robe. Then being introduced to the students, and dropping the robe and posing.

It’s ... hard to describe what it felt like. Scary, and yet somehow liberating at the same time. With each session, my body struggles felt less important, because I felt since I was a woman, I had a woman’s body, even if it didn’t look like other women.

As for David, well, let’s just say my little imp had a field day when he asked me out.

So that’s the story of my days as a nude model.

Guess it shows that sometimes, “crazy” can work out pretty well ...

End.

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Wow, I have the first comment

Wow, I have the first comment I guess.
A wonderful short story. Surprise! He noticed you in high school also. Things have quickly become easier in the transition.

Karen

Very nice.

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When I read the first few lines of this, I dropped everything and got comfortable. Wasn’t disappointed.

Here Kitty Kitty Kitty!

Giggles, Crazy is, as Crazy does! Of course your full blown BONKERS Kitty! Meow! Loving Hugs Popcorn Lady (Talia)!

if I'm bonkers

I got company in you, crazy lady! :P

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Nicely done.

I don't think I have ever read a story from you I didn't like.

well, thank you, Wendy

considering the number of stories I have here, that's a big compliment!

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What a totally...

lovely little story. Sometimes things go on that we just do not notice. I have experienced that with girls I thought didn't even know I was alive. I am so happy for her and for her handsome talented admirer from High School. A bit of beauty in a perpetually drab world. God bless. T.

I am a Proud mostly Native American woman. I am bi-polar. I am married, and mother to three boys. I hope we can be friends.

glad you enjoyed it

and thanks for commenting!

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Power to the imp

Fun story Dorothy. But you're going to keep us in the dark about David. Oh well imagination is our friend. Sigh.

does that mean you want a sequel?

who knows with my muse, but I wouldnt mind if she brought me more of this one.

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Nice little story

There is something crazy in it that makes it so real.

It may be

a short story but it is a WOW

Loved it Dorothy

Love and Hugs

SamanthaAnn

Hoping Poser becomes...

...a longer story outside of the class. What did he see long ago? His interest is still there and possibly you are both carrying a flame now. Whether it is a sequel or a continuation is mute to me, but there's more to this story.

Hugs, Jessie C

Jessica E. Connors

Jessica Connors

more to the story?

well, if my muse permits, I'd love to find out along side everybody ...

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Shy, really?

Oh you are so busted! Shy my .... You and the hunk, now that's the story we all want to hear about. What you did took guts. Your stock continues to climb and let's see more of your naughty side. Giggles.

Santacruzman

Crazy

Daphne Xu's picture

... in a good kind of way. I really have to read more carefully. Upon rereading, the "twist" at the end shouldn't really have been a twist.

Oh, and if this was your "craziest, and most recent moment of madness", then you've lived quite a sane life. Art classes need nude models all the time, to get the shapes right. Without those, they venture into uncanny valley territory.

Nice story. Will you and David connect?

-- Daphne Xu

-- Try saying freefloating three times rapidly.

possible sequel

no plans, but you never know

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Overdue Sequels

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Considering that I have one sequel perhaps four or five years overdue, and one about twenty years overdue... (Sigh...)

-- Daphne Xu

-- Try saying freefloating three times rapidly.