I don't understand.

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I don't understand.

Why are mommy and daddy so mad at me?

I did nothing wrong all I did was dress up in pretty clothes like all the other girls do. I even feel pretty.

All the other girls and myself had so much fun today prancing and dancing in our skirts. Even our teacher thought we were all so pretty.

But why was Daddy so mad? Why did he yell at me for dressing like the girl I am? I just don't understand.

I can hear him and mommy arguing in their bedroom. I do not understand what freak means.

My arms hurt from where he shook me. I hurt but it is not my arms but my small heart that is sending me pain.

All I did was join the other girls at preschool and dressed in Jennys other dress just like all the other girls.

I was so happy and tried to show off my dress like I have seen other girls do. I wanted mommy and daddy to tell me how pretty I am.

I just don't understand. What did I do wrong?

Was it my picture? I worked hard on that today with my crayons. I made a picture of me in my dress, with mommy in her dress and daddy in his suit. The teacher was very happy with it. I even got my name spelled right.

Why are they so mad at me. I just don't understand and want the pain to go away I didn't do anything wrong.

Across the hall

"Dammit this is your fault! I can't believe people even saw.. I'll... I'll... I am going to the pub. I can't deal with this! Dammit all to hell Mary it better be fixed when I get back."

With that note Martin slammed open the door of the bedroom coat in hand and left. Poor Mary was left sitting on her bed with tears in her eyes as the picture of a girl her mother and father all with smiles on their faces under a purple sky and an orange sun.

The picture was signed Andre and depending on how you looked at the last letter it was a W or an A.

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We can only hope

Mom makes the right decision. Wonder if dad left bruises, and if he did is it enough to constitute child abuse.

When I came to this site I was pretty ignorant, but after listening for a while it is indeed possible to be TG as a young child.

Evil Stepfathers.

This is just about exactly what happened to me at only slightly less than that age. My stepfather a man who'd been extremely abused as a child, beat me horribly, cut my long hair off and put me in boy's clothes himself. This was to continue until I was about 14 when I tried to murder him with a hatchet.

The stepfather is often cast as an abusive, angry man.

G

the dad is no real man

to worry more about others more than their own sweet child.

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Pain And Hurt

joannebarbarella's picture

Well captured. How can a kindergarten-age child understand the unreasoning rage that gender confusion can invoke?

Joanne

I don't understand.

The child NEEDS love, NOT bullying

    Stanman
May Your Light Forever Shine

Sad...

Ole Ulfson's picture

That children have to be filtered through the (sometimes hurtful) desires and expectations of small-minded adults.

Ole

We are each exactly as God made us. God does not make mistakes!

Gender rights are the new civil rights!

Sad...

Ole Ulfson's picture

That children have to be filtered through the (sometimes hurtful) desires and expectations of small-minded adults.

Ole

We are each exactly as God made us. God does not make mistakes!

Gender rights are the new civil rights!

"all with smiles on their faces "

Hypatia Littlewings's picture

I am thinking from now on all that child's drawings will only show frowns.

:(

How did I miss this story?

major ouch! omg *hugging poor Andrea* Sweet little child. Her mother should leave right away taking her with her and going to a battered women's shelter and begin divorce proceedings. There is actually no need for counseling since Martin has shown he is not open for discussion on anything.

Cut the losses at the bud and move on without the sh*t. I would also file for restraining orders, court ordered house arrest of him with a steel locked radio anklet with gps to monitor his movements for at least a year until Mary has her identity changed and relocated.

Men like this is why more women should join the NRA, get firearms training, concealed weapons permit, and get training to steel their mindsets and mental conditioning to face off against attackers who may have been people they once loved. Thats for her and Andrea's protection should Martin try to seek her out and stalk or harass or attack her later.

I detest men like that to my core.

Sephrena

 
 
 
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