I wonder if I am going to be doing my SRS/GRS for the right reasons. My friend mentioned that if you are not doing it for the sex, then why do you do it?
No I might hope that I could have a sexual relationship, given my age and my social awkwardness, it seems unlikely to ever happen.
I have noticed that often BCTS loads, the contents shows up for a fraction of a second before being wiped out to a blank page.
When I look into the page with my browsers "Inspect Element" the page is indeed nearly empty. But I KNOW I saw content flash by for that small fraction of time.
Could there be some JavaScript on the homepage that under some conditions, wipes out most of the page again?
According to my account page, I have been on this site for 4 years and 6 months. So around februari 2015.
A lot has happened in that time. There was of course a reason I found and joined this site.
By Christmas 2915 I knew that I needed to do something.
And I did,
By Christmas 2017 I was legally me, Anne, Female.
By Christmas 2018 I was on hormones for half a year.
By Christmas 2019? With some luck I may have had SRS then...
It was pointed out to me, and rightfully so, that my previous blog post was both a while ago and a bit worrying. I was hesitant to write because compared to others my life is going great.
I have actually transitioned and am perfectly happy being myself. The children (14 & 17] accept me and love me. I have divorced, which in this case is a good thing as the negative influence of my ex partner is mostly gone and more easily mitigated.
Hi, I haven't posted something about myself in a while. The reason being that how I saw myself has changed dramatically.
I have realised that I am indeed fully transgender. I have come out to my wife and we are not a happy family right now.
I have been depressed lately to the point of not wanting to live anymore, which, I found out, is in my case quite a large step away from actually commiting suicide. But scary non the less.
I believe this is by writer and actor Wil Wheaton (For those old enough he is *also* known for playing Ensign Wesley Crusher in Star Trek Next Generation)
Just ove a week ago I went to this place had found on the internet. Is was the house and shop of a very nice lady who has been helping crossdressers and T-girls for like 20 years.
She helped me get dressed up, advised on clothes and applied my makeup. She actually managed to turn me into a good looking woman, for my age and given that I have been a man for over 40 years. She helped me become Anne for real.
Do I need to say that it was an absolutely wonderful experience?
I now *know* that I am more than cis-gendered male. I am _also_ a woman named Anne.
These last couple of weeks my gender identity has been all over the place. One moment I am completely convinced I am male and any TG feeling is just a flight of fancy (or perhaps reading too much BC), the next moment I am absolutely certain that if I would awake a woman the next day it would be 45 years too late.
I could sure use some helpful pointers to help me figure out what it is that I am.
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USA
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