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Here is a collection of random thoughts from the last couple of days ...
1. I dreamed of my grandfather last night. In the dream, I was at his farm, which had been converted to a holding pen for these large animals that looked like the cross between a buffalo and woolly mammoth. I found myself drawn to these large creatures, and wanted to touch their soft hair, so I slipped into the pen and petted one of them. Then I went back out, but the creature followed me, and was strong enough that even though I had closed the fence behind me it simply broke it down. It then went into a nearby house and started damaging things while I ran for my grandfather. He had me come with him in his truck to find some neighbors who could help restrain the animal, all the time telling me it wasn't my fault. Despite his reassurances, the dream ended with me convinced that I should never see the farm again as punishment.
2. I took Sharon and my daughter shopping yesterday, and it was a mixed event for me. First, I felt horrible because when Sharon called, I was still in my church dress, and I decided to put on something more androgynous for the outing. I felt like I was being a coward for not showing them how feminine I actually am and at the same time I felt horrible for pushing this transition on them at all. Some days, I get it from both ends ...
3. I was thinking this morning about advice. I had actually wanted to make a cute little tip list for someone about to go out in public in a skirt for the first time, but I realized that such advice would be useless because the person receiving the advice isn't me, and therefore has a totally different set of circumstances to deal with. The only "expert" in dealing with your life is you, so maybe while advice can be helpful, you have to modify it to suit your personal situation.
4. For some reason, I have been wildly emotional lately, even more than is usual for my emotional roller-coaster. Weepy one moment, giggly the next, and strangest of all, kinda ... er ... horny. I have no idea where its coming from ...
Well, that's some of the random thoughts I have had the last couple of days.
Make of them what you will.
Comments
okay
so your having your period and your emotions are all over the place. Get used to it sister.
there's just one TINY problem with that ...
the only one of the two of us that gets periods is you, sister.
View pervious comment again
It says it all and im too lasy to repeat myself.
Bizzarro girl strikes again!
you're so silly sometimes ...
bizzarro???
Oh you mean something like me saying you were born male when in reality you were definitely born female?
After all you ARE having your period right now.
Papa!
Jaci's teasing me about my period again!
Papa
She started it!
Children
Children!!!!! and here I thought you to had learned to co-exist, HMMM ,this will require me to do some heavy thinking here, so BOTH of you are now grounded .....
Butttt....
PAPA!
She started it!
*tries to look innocent in her little cute pink dress.*
Tips for going out in a skirt or dress
That's easy and it can be very generic.
1) Relax and enjoy the feel of the open air on your legs.
2) Don't get hung up on what other people think. They'd probably think the same thing about you in pants. Reality is, they are really too wrapped up in their own world to think much about you anyway.
3) Be yourself, don't try to impress anyone, and just do what other women do.
4) Be sure the skirt or dress you choose is something another woman would wear to where ever you're going. (A slinky ball gown would look out of place in a grocery store on any woman.)
5) Do your best to simply be part of the crowd.
Hugs
Patricia
Happiness is being all dressed up and HAVING some place to go.
Semper in femineo gerunt
all good tips, Patricia
I have found #2 to be very true. People are far too into their own business to worry about mine ...