I Had An Interesting Dream Last Night

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I had an interesting dream last night. I dreamed I was staying over at my friend, Tracy's house and trying on clothes. I was wearing a pretty pink dress and looking at myself. I was a teenage girl! I looked just like I would have if I had been born genetically female. It felt like an alternate universe type of thing, but it was so nice! In the dream, I also had a conversation with her mother and she was treating me as I was another daughter and it felt wonderful! Those kind of dreams can be depressing when you wake up to the cold reality of the life you're really leading and knowing it was just a dream. It was nice while it lasted though! I hope I have a few more dreams like it.

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There was a time...

Andrea Lena's picture

...in the not so distant past where I felt the same way; the dread of dreaming only to wake up. Now? I'd rather dream than not; dreaming gives life to what otherwise might never see the light of day. And who knows? Maybe dreams do come true?

  

To be alive is to be vulnerable. Madeleine L'Engle
Love, Andrea Lena

Dreams

are a most wonderful way to see things as you wish things to be. NEVER give up on your dreams.

    Stanman
May Your Light Forever Shine

Part of my massive depression

was I could not see it ever happening. You have to cross that threshold where you care more for how you feel about yourself than how other people feel about you. I crossed it, and now I am transitioning at 56 years old. I have to say, it has made all the difference. I have blogged about it. All I can say is it is a very peaceful feeling.

I Crossed The Threshold In 2004

jengrl's picture

and I waited 33 years to do it. I could no longer live my life to make other people happy. I just wish I could have at least transitioned at the age of the girl I was in the dream. Testosterone did so much damage to my body that it's hard to overcome in a lot of ways. At least, the younger generation has the chance to avoid going through the wrong puberty, so they won't have to suffer as much.

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