I'm now 30" waist circumference, 38" hip, 0.79 ratio.

The body hair is continuing to become reduced, though it seems to have slowed down for now. I think it's directly linked to my growth cycles, instead of growing normally though, it's reverting. One time when I was working, I could swear I'd felt a ton of needle pricks all at once along my arms, and when I looked, everywhere that I'd felt that, the hair had turned pale and thinned drastically.

No change in the boob department.

With the discomfort from yesterday when I tried to go bra-less, I decided to leave it on today when I took off my t-shirt, I KNOW the bra was plainly visible through the undershirt, of course, so were the boobs, they've become fairly prominent now that they're B cup, but I still have a beard... No one even batted an eye or looked twice when they saw me, some even exchanged pleasant and fairly normal greetings with me.

When I was packing up to leave, I was wearing just my tank and bra, and the co-worker who'd previously scared me when he noticed me wearing my bandeau walked in and surprised me before I could throw on the t-shirt. Surprisingly, he didn't say anything at all this time or even bat an eye or look twice, he just kept complaining about some tool he couldn't seem to find...

My older brother that I work with also came up to me while the bandeau was clearly visible, and was completely normal as if there was nothing strange at all, I even drew attention to it with him, he being blood and all, by telling him how the tank was size small and how absolutely mammoth the XL uniform shirts are on me now. He just said that's what working for a living will do...

So I'm beginning to think I've been being nervous about absolutely nothing after all, at least away from the house.

Maybe the folks won't react as poorly as I'm expecting either... I suppose I don't have to explain my lack of sexuality or gender affinity when I reveal I've been growing boobs and hiding it from them. Just say I know what's causing it, and no, I won't go to a doctor for expensive prescriptions that could have far worse side effects and might not even work for their intended purpose. Nor will I have a mastectomy.

I'll just be a guy with boobs, an effeminate body shape, and less-than-normal body hair. Fine with me.

For those who don't already know this, I am non-gender, not transgender. This means I feel no strong attachment to expressing myself as one or the other gender role, I'm just me. I'm also asexual. I happen to genetically be male, so some day, if I can find an LDS wife who'd be understanding of my situation, including the fact that I'm attracted to her on a purely spiritual level, and might have difficulties sexually, I do hope to marry a woman and live a "mostly normal" male life. Though with a fair bit of effeminate tendencies. It might be a vain hope, because so far, I've never felt anything but friendship signals from the member women I've met. Though with my asexuality and non-gender issues, I may just not be able to pick up on it... I tend to be shy though and try to let the other person lead... Doesn't work too well, girls seem to expect guys to want to lead. And they're probably busy trying to get me to step up and do so, just like I'm trying to get them to lead... LOL.