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I drove up to a wildlife refuge out of boredom on a road that I did not think I had been on and as soon as I got off the freeway and headed west, things began to seem familiar, and a bit down the road, I saw a farm with a very tall board fence surrounding the yard. As I passed it, the full memory suddenly went off in my brain like a burning meteorite; making it feel like it was burning a trail through my grey matter. I KNEW that place!

Not wishing to think about it more, I went down to the refuge and looked at the birds. I saw what might have been a Sandhill Crane that was around 3' tall, and right next to it, in a tall tree was a Bald Eagle. The rest of the trip through the marsh contained funny black and white birds that swam, Wild Geese, Mud Hens, Ducks, and an all black bird that swam also. You can tell that I am not a wild life expert.

All the way through the reserve, my mind kept flipping back to my memories of that property. I can safely say it here. It was the site of a Kink Fest, and I had been invited by a girlfriend to go there. So, just as we got there, she told me that the cost of admission was you had to go naked! I think I was pre-op, with budding breasts at the time. And, I was still thinking with my Amish/Fundy christian head. Here I was 25 miles from home and just found I has to go naked ! We compromised and they let me keep my panties. That is where I got my first Kinky spanking and it was amazing! Oh, I knew all about the angry, I'm gonna beat the hell out of you, or the I'm gonna kill you ones. But at that time I was so blown away on VA prescription meds that it would have been impossible to frighten me.

All the way home I kept flashing on that day. It was close to 100 F so there was no getting cold. As much as I have wanted to I could never find anyone to properly spank me again.

As I approached home, I reflected about how blessed I am Now. Those days were really dark and I spent a lot of time in a room that was locked from the other side. Now I have friends, some of who are the sweetest I have ever met. Such blessings without even deserving it. Amazing.

Gwen

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That feeling of deja-vu

you get when you arrive somewhere that part of your mind says 'I've been here before' yet your bio says this is a new place.
In one case, it was because the place had starred in a TV series but in others???? These small out of the way back end of somewhere's arse? no way Jose.

Some whas probably earned a PHD trying to answer that question but it still happens so what do we know eh?

Blessings are undeserved by their very nature.

Patricia Marie Allen's picture

If we earned them, they wouldn't be a blessing they would be just deserts.

Hugs
Patricia

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