okay, I want to talk about dreams for a moment.

I am not sure I understand, much less agree with all dream analysis, but when patterns start get being repeated in dreams, its at least possible your brain is trying to tell you something.

For example, I've had a lot of "searching" dreams - dreams where I was looking for a person, a place, or an object.

For most of my life, those dreams ended with me not being successful, but since I have started getting help for my PTSD and other issues and started my transition, those dreams, when they come, have ended with me being at least partially if not fully successful, and you can kinda see how that might relate to my waking situation changing.

Well, in the last couple of days, I have had a number of "fighting" dreams. Who or what I was fighting has changed, but the basic idea has remained the same - I was in combat with someone or something.

Now, I have had those kind of dreams before, but what's been different this time is that in the latest couple of dreams - I've either won outright or at least was still standing at the end of the dream.

I'm hoping that's good news for how I'm dealing with things in the waking world ...