Well I'm a bit early with my New Year resolutions and it's only a few weeks ...

The angers and insecurity I had when I changed my username is still there but one of the things I'm trying is to see things more positive so a handle based on a vengeful red masked female demon was a bit to negative.

Torekka69 still keeps with the japanese / asian theme. Torekka's meaning is the simpler part of my new handle. A translation would be wanderer / rover / traveler. As in the fact that we all travel to live with it's up's and downs. Preferably up.

The 69 has 2 things behind it. One, it's the closest I could get using alfanumeric text to a ying yang symbol and the fact that I need to find a sense of balance in my life. (shouldnt have read the tao I'tsing or those few shinto texts ...>faceplam< ) The second one is that I still like women ;) even if my last time I had a girlfriend or S.O. was 4 years ago. (first need to get my head back right ).

Now to the '"and things". School is working pretty good with a known (don't have all points) average of 85/100 in class. Hoping the exams are going to be as good :D but I'll be only slighty dissapoint if I just pass them. But I'll only know that at the end of januari. 4 exams and 3 semesters to go before I can get my 2 degrees and a few choices I have to make by then.

But a lot depends on when, not if I hope, I'll be getting THE Letter. Still haven't received my medical discharge letter from the commission due to the fact the HR only send the request 2 weeks ago ( they started with the procedure at the end of august- > redtape aaarrggghhh) . So I know what I should get but not sure till I get my hands on my first cheque.

O yeah on a BC note > still not up on reading ... But I like what I read since I'm logged back in.

Lynne
trying to turn a leave