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Jessica's Journey - Part 14

I just wanted to let my readers know that I will be posting part 14 of the story sometime this week but it could be 2-3 before there is anything new. I am moving to my new apartment on Friday and will be arranging to have the internet hooked up but not sure how long it will take. I plan on continuing to work on the story so when i am finely online I should be able to post right way.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 13

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Jessica’s Journey

 Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

 By, Cain129

Part 13

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Synopsis:   After reading her essay, Jessica felt emotionally exhausted, reading it had been helpful to a small extent but had also opened old wounds. It forced her to re-evaluate her life and the direction that it was headed. All of her life, she had put everyone’s happiness before her own and it had almost cost her her life. She no longer had that luxury. She needed to find a way to stand on her own two feet. She just didn’t want to be afraid anymore, but in doing so, she might have lost the man that she loved.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 12

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Jessica’s Journey

 Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

 By, Cain129

Part 12

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis:   Jessica had been stressed out for the last couple of days, mostly over a project that she needed to do for school called, “Who am I?” In the end, Megan and her teacher talked her into reading her essay aloud. It had been a hard thing for her to do and left her feeling emotionally drained. Surprisingly, it made her feel better, even though she’d kept her previous life as Andrew out of the report and wrote it from Jessica’s point of view.

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Having a late night writing session

It's been a busy day, I started working on a new story that I have been wanting to post, lately I have been fighting with my muse and not feeling very inspired. So I decided to start working on something new and see if it would get my creative juices flowing again.

well 17 hours and 7 chapters later, i am sitting here and it's like 1:30am wondering where the time has gone.... can you say workaholic...lol

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Jessica's Journey - Part 11

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Jessica’s Journey

 Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

 By, Cain129

Part 11

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis:   Jessica finally returns to school, and has to decide whether she should reveal her emotional issues. Kelly and John begin their undercover operation against Rocco.

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Having one of those days

Have you ever had one of those dreams, where you had everything you ever wanted and were truly happy. I had one of those last night, maybe it brought on by pain medication that I took before bed who knows but when I woke up I felt cheated and couldn't help but be upset, I tried going back to bed hoping that it would continue but that rarely happens.

I have never really been truly happy, most of the time I just try to get by and not think about the fact that I should have never been born this way. I have known all of my life that I was different at least inside, I was different.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 10

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Jessica’s Journey

 Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

 By, Cain129

Part 10

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis:   After spending the weekend with Scotty and her friends, Jessica returns home and gets ready to return to school and start living a normal life. A lot has happened but she feels ready to finally face the world and whatever life decides to throw at her.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 9

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Jessica’s Journey

 Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

 By, Cain129

Part 9

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis:   After being assaulted by her Uncle James, Jessica was left battered and bruised. The worst part though was the emotional damage that occurred from the assault which left her plagued by nightmares. Jessica planned on spending the weekend camping with her friends, but there was a part of her that just wanted to stay home and hide from the world.

In the end she decided to join her friends, and the weekend turned out to be one she would never forget. There are still forces that are working in the background and their purpose hasn’t become clear. What does Rocco have in store for Jessica, and who killed James Roberts?

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TG Anime

Earlier today I was bored and decided to look around and see what was out there when it came to TG Anime and came across a series called Wandering Son, There were 11 parts to the video. It's very good series about a boy who dreams of becoming a girl.

I was also wondering if anyone had seen it and might be able to recommend other anime videos that are similar to Wandering Son.

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Jessica's Journey Part 9

Just wanted to give an update on when Jessica's Journey Part 9 will be out. I sent it to Wren to do her magic last night. So chances are it should be posted on the site within the next couple of days. It will be a lot of reading and has four chapters, so it should keep my readers busy for awhile.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 8

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Jessica’s Journey

 Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

 By, Cain129

Part 8

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Synopsis:   Who killed James Roberts that is the question many people have been asking and what has Rocco been up to and what does he have in store for Jessica?

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Jessica's Journey - Part 7

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Jessica’s Journey

Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

By, Cain129

Part 7

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis: After her father’s funeral, Jessica was approached by her uncle James Roberts. Words were said which resulted in Jessica being assaulted. After seeing Jessica lying on the ground, Scotty completely lost it and beat James so bad that he ended up being hospitalized.

Later that night at the hospital, the police officer assigned to watch James left his post to help the hospital staff deal with an unruly patient, which allowed a mysterious visitor dressed as a nurse to enter James’ room and inject an unknown drug into his IV.

As the contents of the vial begin working their way into his bloodstream, he became completely paralyzed and unable to do anything to resist as the nurse took his pillow and used it to muffle the sound of James’ desperate calls for help. As his body slowly became still, the nurse said the last four words James heard.

  

“Nobody hurts my Daughter.”

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Jessica's Journey Part 7

Hi everyone,

Its been while since I have put out a new chapter of Jessica's Journey. My personal life has been pretty crazy but I have been working on part 7 of the story and its ready to be posted but I am looking for someone that wouldn't mind proof reading it and making the needed changes so that its more readable. There are 6 chapters and I have already been over it and made some changes to the story. So if your interested contact me.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 6

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Jessica’s Journey

Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

By, Cain129

Part 6

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis:   Jessica had a feeling that something bad was going to happen, and on the day of her father’s funeral that fear turned out to be justified. A run in with her Uncle James resulted in Jessica being assaulted and unconscious.

Jessica's Journey - Part 5

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Jessica’s Journey

 Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

 By, Cain129

Part 5

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis:   Over the last three months life hasn’t been very easy for Jessica. First was the suicide attempt, then she finally accepted that she could no longer live a lie as Andrew, and she truly became Jessica for good. The transition was a tough one, with many trials and tribulations, like meeting her mother as a girl for the first time and eventually getting (and giving) forgiveness.

The worst was the kidnapping and facing her father for the first time as a girl, only to have him die in her arms. Dealing with the aftermath of his death has been difficult, but Jessica has something that Andrew never did. She has the love and support of her adopted family and her friends, and for the first time in her life, she didn’t have to handle everything by herself.

Jessica's Journey Part 5

Just wanted to let everyone know that the next part of the Jessica's Journey has been sent to be edited and hopefully I should have it back soon.

Sorry for the wait I was admitted to the hospital a couple weeks ago with a sinus infection that refused to leave because of the medications that I am taking, they suppress the immune system and made it hard to fight off. I have to see the doctor again this week and hopefully it has completely gone now, keeping my fingers crossed.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 4

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Jessica’s Journey

Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

By, Cain129

Part 4

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis: Things are starting to get back to normal for Jessica, though she is still dealing with witnessing the death of her father. Her family and friends have rallied around her, giving her their love and support.

Re: Temp Editor

I just wanted to take a minute to thank everyone that offered to help with the editing of Jessica's Journey, I have decided to go with djkauf mostly because I am familiar with his work and have enjoyed most of the stories that he has worked on.

Thanks once again to everyone that stepped up and offered to help.

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Looking for a Temporary Editor

I am looking for someone to help with the editing of Jessica's Journey. Usually Wren Phoenix takes care of this for me but she is in the hospital and it could be awhile till she is able to take care of the editing. So I am only looking for someone to take care of the editing until she is home or feeling up to it.

if anyone has the time to do the editing, it would be greatly appreciated.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 3

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Jessica’s Journey

Sequel to Andrews Dilemma

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Part 3

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.

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Synopsis:   After returning home from visiting her grandparents Jessica decides to bike to the high school to watch the football game. Everyone is excited to see her and for the first time in years, she found that she was actually enjoying herself while attending a sporting event. After the game Scotty and Jessica finally have a chance to talk to one another and tell each another how they feel.

Jessica's Journey - Part 3

Just wanted to let everyone know that part 3 of Jessica's Journey should be out within the next few days. I finished it up this morning and sent it to Wren to be edited, sorry for taking so long I have been pretty sick and with a the flu then a sinus infections and haven't really felt like doing much of anything other then sleeping.

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Jessica's Journey - Part 2

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Jessica’s Journey
Sequel to Andrews Dilemma
By, Cain129
Part 2


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Synopsis: After witnessing the death of her father Jessica is emotionally scattered and trying her best to hold things together. Although the relationship that the two of then shared was unhealthy, she still loved him and watching him die had been almost more then she could handle.

Sarah Roberts had also taken the death of her husband hard. Their marriage might have been over, but she had still loved Jake Roberts. She felt bad that her daughter had to witness something so horrendous and was worried about her.

Re: Wren Phoenix

I just wanted to take a few minutes to let people know the Wren Phoenix is in the hospital and having surgery, I am not sure how long they will be keeping her there but for those that know her it would be nice if you send her a message to let her know that she has friends here that are thinking about her. She can't login to the bigcloset at the moment because of the firewall at the hospital but I sent her a list of web proxies and maybe using one of those she will be able to access the site but either way I am sure she would like to hear from all her friends here at Bigcloset.

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Andrew’s Dilemma

I have decided to continue the series,mostly because of the all the responses that I have received. At the moment I am not sure where the story will lead but that is part of the fun of writing. I would like to thank everyone who left comments because it's your input that helps me most when it comes to where the story is going to lead and I hope you have enjoyed reading Andrews Dilemma as much as I have writing it. The next part of the series should be out on the weekend provided I can find the time.

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Andrew’s Dilemma Part 24


Andrew’s Dilemma

Part 24

By, Cain129

Special Thanks to Wren Phoenix for the editing.


Synopsis:   Things go from bad to worse for Jessica. A plan was made for her to be kidnapped by Rocco and Adrian, and the police were supposed to be there to make the arrests. Adrian double crossed Rocco, leaving him for dead and took Jessica with him.   Jessica’s only hope is to escape before her father has a chance to follow through with his plans for her.

Andrew’s Dilemma Part 23

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Andrew’s Dilemma

Part 23

By, Cain129

 

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Synopsis:   Things are moving along quite nicely for Jessica. Her first day at school had started a bit shaky and her nerves had gotten the best of her. She managed to push herself and was able to finish the day. Adrian is hot on the trail and had hired some goons to get the schools computer to find whatever information on the drive.   Little does he know the man that he took it to is working against him and Rocco has set a trap for him!, What will happened to Jessica? Will Rocco be able to save her, before Vincent’s men make the connection between Andrew and Jessica?

Andrew’s Dilemma Part 22

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Andrew’s Dilemma

Part 22

By, Cain129

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Synopsis:   Life has not been very easy for Jessica lately as she find herself trying to make a new life for herself while at the same time dealing with a past that she wished that she could just leave behind.

Running into her mother and the fight that followed had left her emotionally drained. In a strange way was also therapeutic and gave her a better understanding of who her mother really was. Deep down she no longer hated her mother but could she trust her?

Andrew’s Dilemma Part 21

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Andrew’s Dilemma

Part 21

By, Cain129

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Synopsis: Jessica had her first visit to see Dr. Beth Humphrey. It had been an emotional session, but that was only the beginning. Following her doctor’s advice, Jessica agreed to attend a support group for abused woman. To her complete surprise, she discovered that her mother was attending the same meeting. This had been the first time that Jessica had seen her since the suicide attempt. The meeting had turned out to be very emotional for both Jessica and her mother, Sarah. In the end, they both developed a new found understanding of what they had gone through. Still, only time would tell if Jessica and her birth mother would reconcile.

Andrew’s Dilemma Part 20

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Andrew's Dilemma
Part 20
By, Cain129

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Synopsis: Jessica’s first date turned out to be a success, and she found in Scotty someone that she could confide in. Although she was afraid the truth would have driven him away, she choose to be honest, and in the end he understood and still wanted to see her. Janice was not happy that Jessica had chosen to tell Scotty the truth, mostly out of fear. After talking with Scotty, though, she realized that he was truly interested in Jessica, and keeping the two of them apart would have been a mistake.

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Re: Lulu

I was just wondering if anyone has used the Lulu website to download books, I read a story awhile back that was writing by Jenny Walker called No Half Measures and really enjoyed it and would like to get Volume 2 of the story. I was just wondering if anyone has used the service and if they have had problems with the site.

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Andrew’s Dilemma Part 19

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Andrew’s Dilemma

Part 19

By, Cain129

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Synopsis: Up to this point, Jessica has been kept safe from her father but a net is beginning to close around her, Rocco has figured out who Jessica really is, and her mother Sarah suspects that the girl she saw at the hospital was really Andrew. The question is, now that Rocco knows the truth that Andrew and Jessica are the same person, how long will it be before Vincent puts the pieces together and tells Jake.

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Andrew’s Dilemma Part 18

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Andrew’s Dilemma

Part 18

By, Cain129

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Synopsis: I’ve had a very strange and confusing life, and it’s never easy putting together the puzzle that had been made from it. Today, things are becoming much better, thanks to the people around me, but there’s still a void, though. It somehow continues to eat away at me. See, I’ve always had to pretend to be someone I really wasn’t, and I’ve never had a chance to really care about someone else. No one has ever really been close to me, especially when it came to my real ‘opposite sex”-you know, Boys!

I’m really no different from any other girl, and I have the same hopes, desires and feelings. I’ve just never really able to express them. Things are different now; there is no reason for me to be alone. Should I follow my heart? A part of me says yes, but there’s still that other little voice that says I’m really a fake, and not good enough. If I try to be the real me and share my heart, I’ll only get hurt. I’ve decided to take the risk; I choose to follow my heart.

Andrew’s Dilemma Part 17

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Andrew’s Dilemma
Part 17
By, Cain129

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Synopsis: After spending a week in the hospital, Dr. Masters gave me a clean bill of health and sent me home. To say that I was happy to finally be going home was an understatement! After mom picked me up, the two of us headed to the salon. Where I had my hair cut, colored and styled. This had been something that I’ve wanted to have done for the longest time.

Andrew’s Dilemma Part 16

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Andrew’s Dilemma

Part 16

By, Cain129

 

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Synopsis:   After spending the last four days in the hospital, I was finally released. I was ready to face whatever life was going to throw at me. Thanks to Anthony and Janice, I was also ready to stop playing the victim, and stand up to my birth parents. It would be hard, and also scary, but I needed closure on that part of my life.

They say you can forgive anyone, but the truth is, you can never really forget. I could forgive my birth parents for the crap that they put me through, but some scars run too deep, especially the emotional ones.

Andrew’s Dilemma Part 15

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Andrew’s Dilemma
Part 15
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Synopsis:   Life for Jessica has been pretty easy until now, but there is a storm coming, and her enemies are slowly closing in on her. Everything is not as it seems and it’s Andrew that they are searching for. but up till now Jessica only existed with a select group of people. Now that Jessica’s mother suspects that her son is living as a girl, what will she do with that information?

Andrew’s Dilemma Part 15

Just wanted to give everyone an update that part 15 is done and I sent it off a few days ago to have edited. I don't really know when I will get the edited version back, Wren has been doing a great job with editing the story but has been busy as of late and that is understandable, life has a way of taking up your time. At the moment I am doing my best to edit it myself, and will be posting the story for those that would like to read it and once I get the edited version from Wren I will just update it. So I should have the story posted later today.

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Andrew’s Dilemma Part 14

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Part 14

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Synopsis:   Andrew has finally become the person that he had always wanted to be and is settling into her new life. Unfortunately, that life is about to become very complicated. Her father now knows where she is living and will stop at nothing to make sure that Andrew never makes it to court. He has powerful allies that could allow him to succeed, except for one variable. Andrew no longer exists, and Jessica is not about to let Jake take away everything that she has worked so hard to gain.

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